I do not own Naruto.

I own this story.

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Prologue

Sasuke...even in the end, you are all I think of now. I hate you for that. But I love you for that too.

I wish I could just close my eyes and wake up from this nightmare. To be able to move, but my body is so weak. The air is so heavy, I can barely breath, my vision is blurred from all the smoke. It feels as if I would roast alive from all the heat, or die...

He was the reason I risked my life everyday.

To keep the truth hidden from him. So that he will live another day. To give him a chance of a normal life unlike me, it's to late for me. I made my decisions and now have to live with them. Never being able to get close to anyone. Especial him. I tried to get him to hate me, to despise me, but that only seemed to draw him closer.

Oh, how I wish I could turn back time, to stop what was about to happen. To be able to go back, to where we would have never met. To were we never talked, to were I never saw his smile- got lost in his eyes- to when I never felt his lips against mine. To the time when life was easier and not so...deadly.

Before the time I killed the man who murdered my mom, made a deal with the wrong people. Before my 18 birthday when I feel in love with him. The day every thing went wrong.


Hello everyone! This is my first story so far!

So please review and tell me if this is a good lead!

All opinions will be greatly appreciated!

THANK YOU!

Special thanks to my mom, for such great advice and pointers.*SMILE*