Releasing Earnest

Seth was gone, missing for five years, but now he's back on the rez with a hidden, traumatizing past. SethxPaul.

Disclaimer: I do not own the Twilight Saga or its characters.

Rated M for Sexual themes

Returning Home

"Ah…ahh…nnh!" Was that me? No. No, I shouldn't give him that satisfaction. I shouldn't let him enjoy…

"Ahhhh!" I moaned aloud when he rammed it right against my core that sent a surge of pleasure through my veins. I couldn't stop myself, slowly submitting to his will.

"Mmm, Seth, you are so tight," I heard him say. I couldn't believe I was feeling this way for him-this rapist. Fuck.

"No...sto-op…" I cursed myself mentally when my voice cracked and I could hear him chuckle darkly. His cold lips brushed against my warm skin right around the neck, and then I felt his teeth grazing a bit.

I began to struggle, panicking. He wouldn't…he wouldn't do that. "NO! No, Alrick! Alrick, don't you dare—mmm!" He muffled my noises with a brutal kiss, bruising my lips. I continued struggling before I was once reminded that he was inside of me, thrusting his hips against me, pounding, and his pace quickened at such a fast rate. I could barely contain the growing pleasure, the nearing peak…

He drove me over the edge and I was wrecked with sensational shocks, weakening me greatly. I had cum, releasing all my seed on him. I basked under the afterglow, but I realized he had stopped moving.

"You loved it, didn't you?" He asked me, grabbing a fistful of my hair, tugging me, exposing my neck to him. I cringed away, praying… "Alrick, please…"

"Shhh, you'll be alright," he said then without warning, he bit me viciously. I screamed and struggled, but that only made the pain worse. He resumed fucking me, now working on his own pleasure while tears of pain and misery strolled down my cheeks.

I was going to die… I was going to…

My eyes flung open and I found myself awake from a horrible nightmare. I looked around and found myself in a plane along with other people sleeping or drinking coffee and reading magazines. I looked to my side to see Evan asleep beside me like the angel she is.

I sighed, sitting up properly as I looked outside her window-side. The sun had not risen yet then I checked my watch. It was passed 4:00 A.M. in the morning; we should be landing in another half an hour.

My hand reached over the nape of my neck, the left side, where Alrick bit me. It sickened me, just thinking of him. But what made me sick even more to my stomach was returning home.

I was gone for five years…five miserable years that I never want to tell to anyone. And the little 10 year old girl Evan was the only one that I could save from that obscene place. Now, I was taking her home with me, and the money I've earned for the past two years working for 'them' would help the two of us for a lifetime.

Soon, the plane was about to land and I glanced at Evan, who was still asleep and worn out. I smiled a bit, feeling guilty that I would have to wake her from her peaceful slumber. I nudged her a bit and she stirred a bit.

"Hey, Evan," I spoke to her softly. "Rise and shine. We're landing."

Evan opened her eyes, sitting up, stretching and yawning. "Hmm? It's not morning yet," she whined and I chuckled at her. "Yes it is."

"Not morning, when there is no sun," she said.

"Seattle is a cloudy place."

"Oh…"

The plane landed and we got off of it, heading over to the luggage area to get our bags. We stayed close together as we headed over to our rented premium SUV. It was a 2011 Lexus RX 350, and I began to wonder how jealous Jacob, Embry, and Quil were going to be when they see this baby. I wondered if Rosalie could tune it for me, but then I remembered…five years…

We put our luggage inside and Evan took shotgun as I got on the wheel. I began to drive on my way to La Push. I had already bought a house there under the name Sebastian Rhodes. Still, they won't be able to know me that it's really me. I have changed over the years, and I was almost unrecognizable; I even dyed my hair blonde.

"La Push is where you were born, right, Seb?" I slowly nodded.

"You're going to like it here… though it's rarely sunny."

"It's fine. I like the rain," she said. "I like it here than there."

We drove for three hours on the road and she fallen asleep once more. We stopped by at a burger joint in Port Angeles. I ordered three Angus deluxe while she got her happy meal cheese burger with milk and apple dippers.

I finished before she did.

"You eat a lot…and fast," she said in awe. She could never get used to it.

I smiled at her, ruffling her hair. "Yeah? So?"

Evan stared up at me before she raced on, finishing her meal. I laughed at that.

"You can't finish faster than me."

"MmyesmmImmcan!" Mom would probably scold me for encouraging Evan to act so unlady-like. My heart wrenched when I thought of her and Leah…the pack, and the Cullen. How have they been?

The Cullens must have already moved. They couldn't stay there any longer, meaning Jacob must have gone with them, to Alaska or somewhere. Everyone else must still be where they are. How was mom? Did Leah imprint yet? Did Sam and Emily get married yet? Who died and who was still alive? I didn't know.

Later, we continued down the road, heading for La Push through Forks. The place was the same as I last saw it to be. As usual, anyone would stare at a luxurious car like mine.

"Seb, you're nervous…I can sense it," Evan said, chewing on the last pieces of her apple dippers. "Are you afraid?"

"Don't worry about me," I told her sincerely.

"Earn-I mean, Seb…you're too quiet," she pressed on.

"I'm fine, Evan," I told her once already and she knew better than to ask again. It would be useless.

Then I saw the sign… 'The Quileute tribe welcomes you to La Push'

My hands gripped the steering wheel a bit. I was nervous.

I was home.

What had happened to Seth five years ago that made him this way?

Who is this Alrick? And what place?

I should keep asking you guys these questions. It's fun.

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