A Narrow Bridge...
Randomness from the author: Ok, I got the inspiration for this from a translation of a Rammstein song- anyone reading this who's read any of their songs should already be scared ^_^ *Grins* "You smell so good." Also, I think I'll add in an idea I got from a Dido song... Anyways, this is a challenge to write, because- well, aheh... Krad is a main character... and I've only ever seen a picture of him and read a brief character summary off Offramp ^_^;;; Soo- eh, if their's OOCness on his part, it's because he scares me and I've only ever gotten the feel for his character through the other DNAngel fics on fanfiction.net... So -.- Oh well, lesse how this works out, shall we? Oh! Having never myself smelled Daisuke, I just came up with how smells, because I have candy apple body soap and it just reminds me of something he'd have... ^.^;
Warnings/Disclaimer: You've heard these all before, and I don't like repeating myself. But, I suppose... Shounen-ai hints, or maybe more than hints, and... and well, some KradXSatoshi (Umm- literally... O.O Not yet though, have to get me nerve up ^_^;), some SatoshiXDaisuke eventually... and here's a new one- some KradXDaisuke! O.o Fear me... Ano- Dark fits in with all that somewhere... so...
I once heard somewhere that insanity is a narrow bridge between reason and desire.
I think that I'm walking that bridge now, every time I see you, everytime you're near me... My mind tells me that I have to catch you, because of who you are- what you really are. It's in my blood, the want, the _need_ to capture you... all of you. But now... the rules have changed, without giving me any notice, and now our family feud is only one layer of what I think when I'm around you.
My mind tries to tell me that I have to lock you away, and He tells me that I have to kill you- but the rest of me... is even more confused.
You smell so good- you think I push you against walls to frighten you, and that may be a part of it... You'll never know the effort it takes me to hold back when you're that close, not to let myself lose control; not to bury my face in your neck and finally know if your skin tastes like it smells, like candied apples... Not to lose myself in the burnt cinnamon of your hair, or the warmth of your body...
Such thoughts won't help me. I will have you... but for now, I content myself with watching you, everything you do. I shouldn't test myself this way- every look you give me tries my control, and like any hunter the fear I can scent on you sometimes can be sweeter even than candy... If I can't have you one way, there are always other ways. Perhaps not as satisfying as this emotion that everyone else seems interested in- but I'm not sure if I'm even capable of feeling anything but the desire to make you mine.
Desire is weakening me. Love might kill me, and anyway- love doesn't last. People fall in and out of love every minute, and no true hunter would tie his prey with such weak bonds.
No, I reaize, I must design a much better trap to set on you. I've found an emotion that is much easier to come by than a true love, and has many of the same effects. This emotion will tie you to me for as long as we both live, and possibly after, if I only get this right.
Hatred. Hatred and fear... these can be stronger than the purest love.
Niwa Daisuke, I will posess you- even if it kills us both.
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Hey, there's gonna be more ^_^ Probably. And, umm, from the sounds of things this may turn into my first lime or lemon... O.o Especially if I write the Krad bit... *stares oddly at herself*
Randomness from the author: Ok, I got the inspiration for this from a translation of a Rammstein song- anyone reading this who's read any of their songs should already be scared ^_^ *Grins* "You smell so good." Also, I think I'll add in an idea I got from a Dido song... Anyways, this is a challenge to write, because- well, aheh... Krad is a main character... and I've only ever seen a picture of him and read a brief character summary off Offramp ^_^;;; Soo- eh, if their's OOCness on his part, it's because he scares me and I've only ever gotten the feel for his character through the other DNAngel fics on fanfiction.net... So -.- Oh well, lesse how this works out, shall we? Oh! Having never myself smelled Daisuke, I just came up with how smells, because I have candy apple body soap and it just reminds me of something he'd have... ^.^;
Warnings/Disclaimer: You've heard these all before, and I don't like repeating myself. But, I suppose... Shounen-ai hints, or maybe more than hints, and... and well, some KradXSatoshi (Umm- literally... O.O Not yet though, have to get me nerve up ^_^;), some SatoshiXDaisuke eventually... and here's a new one- some KradXDaisuke! O.o Fear me... Ano- Dark fits in with all that somewhere... so...
I once heard somewhere that insanity is a narrow bridge between reason and desire.
I think that I'm walking that bridge now, every time I see you, everytime you're near me... My mind tells me that I have to catch you, because of who you are- what you really are. It's in my blood, the want, the _need_ to capture you... all of you. But now... the rules have changed, without giving me any notice, and now our family feud is only one layer of what I think when I'm around you.
My mind tries to tell me that I have to lock you away, and He tells me that I have to kill you- but the rest of me... is even more confused.
You smell so good- you think I push you against walls to frighten you, and that may be a part of it... You'll never know the effort it takes me to hold back when you're that close, not to let myself lose control; not to bury my face in your neck and finally know if your skin tastes like it smells, like candied apples... Not to lose myself in the burnt cinnamon of your hair, or the warmth of your body...
Such thoughts won't help me. I will have you... but for now, I content myself with watching you, everything you do. I shouldn't test myself this way- every look you give me tries my control, and like any hunter the fear I can scent on you sometimes can be sweeter even than candy... If I can't have you one way, there are always other ways. Perhaps not as satisfying as this emotion that everyone else seems interested in- but I'm not sure if I'm even capable of feeling anything but the desire to make you mine.
Desire is weakening me. Love might kill me, and anyway- love doesn't last. People fall in and out of love every minute, and no true hunter would tie his prey with such weak bonds.
No, I reaize, I must design a much better trap to set on you. I've found an emotion that is much easier to come by than a true love, and has many of the same effects. This emotion will tie you to me for as long as we both live, and possibly after, if I only get this right.
Hatred. Hatred and fear... these can be stronger than the purest love.
Niwa Daisuke, I will posess you- even if it kills us both.
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Hey, there's gonna be more ^_^ Probably. And, umm, from the sounds of things this may turn into my first lime or lemon... O.o Especially if I write the Krad bit... *stares oddly at herself*