A/N:This is my second attempt at a HP ff but my first one posted

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Too Many Memories




A figure appeared in the distance in a tattered robe. He carried a wand in one hand. In

his other hand was brief case. The man staggered towards a building ahead of him.

As he reached his destination men swarmed him and soon the lone man was in handcuffs.

His face showed no emotion as he was brought into the building.

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Harry Potter ran through the barrier onto platform 9 3/4 and boarded the train. This was

his 5th year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. He still lived with the Dursley's

and it was even more horrible, if possible....





He did household chores during the day and cleaned during the night. He got

about 6 hours of sleep max.(* I really hate the Dursleys so they will pay*)He hardly got any

food, but he wasn't hungry anyways. He didn't recieve many letters either. Ron had been

visiting his older brother Bill in Romania. Hermione was off with Krum for the summer.

Harry was always depressed and just did what he was told. Some nights he would lay on

his bed wide awake and think how he could change his life. The best solution he could

come up with was killing himself. Harry would look at himself in a mirror when he was

cleaning his Aunt and Uncle's room and think ' No wonder Malfoy laughs at me. I look like an

idiot.' When the Dursleys told him he was the cause of everything wrong in the world he believed

them. Only when the Dursleys first said he caused Cedric's death did he deny. Soon his life

was based on what the Dursleys said.






Harry tried to forget what he now believed. Tried to put on a fake smile for when his friends

came. They probably wouldn't believe him when he said he was fine. Harry believed he should

be in Askaban. Just when he started to drift off Hermione and Ron tumbled in. Malfoy was in

the hallway and had just pushed them in. Harry got up and went up to Draco, stopped in front

of him, then turned and walked off. Draco stared at Harry's retreating back in shock.







Harry ran to the back of the train, the farthest away he could get. He opened the door and walked

onto the end of the train.(*There is a door at the very back of the train with a little porch kinda thing

on the outside and that's where he is*) Harry jammed the door so no one could get through. He

leaned against the railing and sat down. Harry covered his head with his hands as tears streamed

down his face. All the memories of the third task swarmed into his head. He had been guilty all

along was the best reason Harry could think of. That is why his family called him a murderer. All his

anguish and pain poured out in his tears. He cried for hours just remembering all the sad memories

of his life. Cedric's death, his parent's death, and how his friends were always in danger because

of him. At one point he had thought it was all Voldemort's fault, but things changed. He was a

different person. The Dursleys had poisened(sp?) his mind. He sat crying, remembering....

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If u have any suggestions like pairings ex.HP/HG, RW/HG,HP/GW or others
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IDEAS-Next Chapter
Harry falls deeper into his depression, his friends become very worried. An un expected note arrives!
And that's all I'm sayin.....for now...
more chaps comin soon