Just one shot

…..Just one shot, just one bullet that's all it will take to end this torture.

You don't have the guts to do it, that's your problem

Is that why I joined celestial being, So the burden of my death would be on someone else's hands? Or was it to change the world because I am too weak to change myself?

Oh your weak alright, you can barley attempt to kill others let alone your self, why not let me out and I'll kill them all for you?

You're the whole reason I am standing her looking in the mirror holding this gun. I am tired. Sick and tired of living like this, I never asked for this.

Oh really? Well they never asked for your help, or you to change the world. Dose that make you any better than them? Or is it revenge you really seek an eye for an eye so to speak.

No revenge must be kept out of what we have to do, or is revenge the core of all of our ambitions?

Why not ask them?

How could I ask them something like that. It really doesn't matter anyway.

Then why not pull the trigger, put that gun to you head and kill me along with your self, allelujah

The gun fired but at the image staring so sadistically back.

Oh I will kill you Hallelujah and probably my self along with you. However I will fight to stay alive as long as I can to see that the world changes once it dose, you and I will no longer matter.

Oh now that sounds a bit ballsy for you, sounds like this could be a lot of fun, we will see who win the saint or the devil. A battle for the souls of all man kind now that's what I'll be waiting for. Till then have your fun and your life allelujah

What have I gotten myself into? It doesn't matter only my mission matters now. I won't be needing this ever again…..not like this anyway. Time now to go out and make a difference with the others. That's the true measure of a man is the difference he makes in the lives of others, not what the others have done to his life.