When Dean died, he never expressed his brotherly love and over protective ways to Sam. This is Dean's point of view… I don't know why, but Oneshot seems to appeal a lot more to me than writing stories with heaps of chapters.

The second I died,

My brother tried to resuscitate me,

A few minutes after I died,

My brother carried me to the car,

The day I died,

My brother called our dad to say I was gone,

2 days after I died,

my brother cried,

3 days after I died,

he rang Cassie to ask her if she'd help him plan the funeral,

4 days after I died,

my brother buried me,

5 days after I died,

he found dad hiding out in a small town in Ohio,

50 days after I died,

my brother told dad he'd rather he was dead instead of me,

365 days after I died,

he went on his first hunt without me in 4 years,

400 days after I died,

dad found a note saying my brother couldn't go on,

401 days after I died,

my brother's happy pills stopped working,

402 days after I died,

they found him dead at the bottom of a raging river,

402 days after I died,

my brother joined me up there with the big bearded man.

402 days after I died,

I saw my brother properly for the first time in 4.8 years

402 days after I died,

I cried for the first time since our mother died

402 days after died,

I got to hug my baby brother again

A/N: Yay! watches everyone cryoooohk then. Please, let it all out now before I write another one.