Title - I forgive you
"Goodbye, I love you, I'm Sorry…"
That's the last thing I heard him say before he left me that moment on the snow covered February day. Everytime I think of it, It brings tears to my eyes. After it happened I thought that eventually I would stop crying… that I wouldn't have anymore tears in me to cry… That's not true. Now, five months later, I feel like it was just yesterday. He told me he loved me and he'd never leave me. What a liar. A handsome one.
Maybe that's why I fell for him so hard. Or maybe it was the fact that I trusted him more than anyone in the world. I'm not sure, all I know is that he made me the happiest I've been my whole life. All that happiness was lost when he left, washed away with sadness. That February day, we were so happy. It was the day of your wedding anniversery, February Fourteenth. Romantic huh? Well, I told him I had good news. I told him I was pregnant with our second child. He was so happy. He promised to protect me. He did. I told him that I don't need protecting. Maybe he wouldn't have left if it wasn't for the fact that he was so stubborn. Why did he have to leave? Why now? I was happy with the baby on the way and now I'm alone? That day was when he showed me I cannot have everything. When he told me he had to leave, I cried all the tears I thought I had in me. I was begging and pleading for him to not leave. He did. I yelled that I'd never forgive him.
When I came back to the present, I took the ring off my finger and read the engraving inside, smiling through the tears; "If your lonely, look at the spaces inbetween your fingers, that's where I'm ment to be." With that, I looked at the spaces between my fingers. Yes, he was supposed to be there. He's not. I then took the ring off the chain around my neck and looked at that engraving; "you and me, we'll always be a team in more ways than one." I ment that too, And ill never take it back. I truly loved him. I loved him with all my heart. He knew that, I hope. I smiled and looked down at the two year old girl with curly brown hair and chocolate brown eyes. Just as warm as her fathers. Then I looked down and touched my stomach, He began to kick. My now eight and a half month pregnant belly with a beautiful baby boy inside. He already had a name, Ryan Seeley Booth. She heard a sound in the distance and looked up to see a ten year old boy running toward her. "Mom, are we leaving? I have a science project and your supposed to help!" Wow, wouldn't his father be so proud… He's growing up so fast. "yeah, Park, I'm coming." With that, I let go of the girls hand so she could go with her older brother. Before she left though, she turned around and said, "Momma, Can we get ice cream on the way home?" she used that charm smile her father was famous for. I couldn't possibly resist. "Sure Kayla, If you behave and get in the car." The little girl ran over and put her arms around her mom before going after her brother. Parker was getting to be such a big boy. Mommy's Special Helper. Before continuing after her kids she turned back to the Tombstone. I stroked the stone, trying my hardest not to cry. I don't want to upset the kids. I smiled through my tears and said, "Hey, I miss you. I just need to say something so It doesn't haunt me anymore…I forgot to tell you that I love you. And, Hun? I forgive you." With that, I turned and walked away. Surely ill be back, after all,
Booth and Bones can only be apart for so long, right?
What did you think? should i write a chapter about Brennan revisiting when Ryan is born. Her reflecting on how he looks so much like Booth? Review.