New story and a new
plot.
Hope you guys like it but beware there is a twist the
lyrics will not match the story perfectly until you have finished the
story ;).
This story is from Kelly Clarkson's single Because
of you so enjoy.
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I will not
make the same mistakes that you did.
I will not let myself cause
my heart so much misery.
Gabriella
sat in her living room reliving her memories.
Tears rolled down
her cheeks as she thought of what had happened.
Her entire body
trembled as the memories flashed in her mind of how everything had
started so awful but changed to something wonderful and how it had
all come crashing down on her.
Troy had
been horrible to Gabriella.
Cheating, hitting and using her.
And
the worst thing is, is that she let him do it.
Ryan however saw
her pain and suffering everyday.
He couldn't let anybody treat
her like that.
He needed to do something but he couldn't.
Troy
was stronger than he was; he had more friends that would stand up for
him.
Ryan didn't care. He love Gabriella and she loved him, he
just didn't know it yet.
She loved how he would always make her
feel special when nobody was around and she felt horrible.
The
way his smile would make her feel warm and safe.
He saved from
Troy and all the damage he did to her that she did not have the
courage to stop.
She loved Ryan he was the only one who could
make her life worth living but Troy stood in the way and if she dared
to break up with him. Let's just say she didn't want to know what
he would do.
I will not break the way you
did you fell so hard.
I've learned the hard way to never let it
get that far
After basketball
practice Gabriella had been waiting outside to greet her beloved
boyfriend. When he came out in happy mood she thought that he would
be nice.
No such luck.
"Hey there Gabs" Troy said with a
big smirk on his face.
Shivers went down her body, she knew that
look.
He kissed her forcefully for a minuet until she tried to
get away.
"Oh come on don't be like that" Troy said pinning
her wrists to the wall.
"Troy stop!" she yelled between
kisses as his hand slid up and down her body.
"Troy please
stops!" she yelled again tears running down her face.
"I
think she asked you to stop" she heard another voice say and she
felt Troy go of her.
She opened her eyes to see Troy against the
wall and Ryan in front of him.
Ryan took a swing at Troy's jaw.
"If you ever touch her again I swear I will kill you" he
yelled in his face as Troy slid to the floor.
"Are you
alright?" Ryan asked Gabriella, pulling her into a warm hug.
"Yes
I am alright now" she said and gave him a smile, a real smile.
Ryan led her out of the school and to his car before Troy could
get up and do anything.
"Here I'll take you home" Ryan said
and opened the car door for her.
She sat in without saying a word
the whole ride, just staring blankly out the window.
When Ryan
parked in her driveway she turned around and looked him straight in
the eyes, taking in every color and every sparkle that came.
"Thank
you" she said.
Ryan moved closer to her face gently touching
her cheek with his hands, he could feel her tense up a little bit but
it was only natural after all that she had been trough.
Gabriella
moved closer to him as well leaving only an inch between them.
She
took everything in.
The way his breath felt on her skin, his scent
and the way his touch made all her worries fade away.
They closed
the gap and shared a romantic and long awaited kiss.
His soft
lips on hers let her know that he was now here and nobody could hurt
her.
Because of you, I never stray too far
from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe
side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am
afraid...
From there on they were
inseparable.
After a few tries of getting Gabriella back Troy
gave up.
He was seen with a new cheerleader every week.
Gabriella was happy, she was free and Ryan treated her right.
Still the way Troy had treated her over the last 2 years haunted
her still.
She would still wake up with cold sweat from a
nightmare.
He had scared her and it wouldn't be easy to make
all that go away.
I lose my
way and it's not to long before you point it out
I cannot cry
because I know that's weakness in your eyes
Ryan had always seemed
a little distant though felt Gabriella.
She would ask him many
times what was going on but he just told her that he was fine
But
After being together for 2 months Ryan finally decided to tell her.
He started by going home to her house.
After she promised not
to do anything drastic he pulled up his shirt to show bruises and
cuts all over his stomach and chest.
Gabriella was shocked.
"Who
did this?"
"My father, he is abusive" Ryan said pulling his
shirt back down.
"Why… Why don't you call the police?"
Gabriella said sitting down on her bed not having enough energy to
stand after hearing the news.
"Because he is the only one who
cares for the family and he only does this to me. I can't let my
whole family fall apart" Tears started to run down his eyes as
Gabriella pulled him into a hug.
Finally they could be honest
with each other.
From there on Ryan slept over at Gabriella's
house a lot because his dad would come home to drunk for Ryan to
handle.
Every time he slept over Gabriella woke up because Ryan
would cry in his sleep.
The only thing she would do was just to
hold him, whisper to him that everything was alright and that she was
there to watch him.
He would never remember this the following
morning but he did wake up in cold sweat.
It was a lot for
Gabriella to handle but she just loved him so much that she couldn't
let him go.
I'm forced to fake a smile, a
laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break when it
wasn't even whole to start with
Ryan and
Gabriella lasted all through High school and never did their love
fade.
They went to the same Collage as all of their "closest"
East High friends.
Ryan still had to live with his father and
ended up a couple of times in the hospital. Always trying to be brave
and saying that he fell down the stairs.
What Ryan didn't know
is that it was getting too much for Gabriella.
It hurt her to
much to see her boyfriend looking like this.
His father would
even starve poor Ryan and nobody would do a thing, not his sister or
his mother and Gabriella had given her promise to not do anything.
After two years of Collage and Ryan getting worse every month it
killed Gabriella to see him like this. Still she had to stay with
him. She loved him and he loved her.
They had been
together for a long time and Ryan felt it was time.
"Gabriella
you know I love you?" he asked her as they sat down on a bench in
the park at night time.
"Yes I do" she said moving closer to
kiss him but he pulled away.
"Yes but do you know how much. Do
you know that I would give anything just to see you happy, or that I
would do anything in my power to see you never cry again.
Gabriella
I love you and nothing in this world will change that."
Gabriella
was speechless.
"Ry…." He cute her of.
"Gabriella, we
have been together for a long time, I know we are young but this just
feels right"
He went down on his knees and pulled out a little
box from his jacket.
"Gabriella Montez, will you marry me."
Her
eyes widened, she threw her hands around his neck and started to cry.
"Yes Ryan. Yes. Yes. Yes"
Just that second. That
moment in time she had made him the happiest guy in the universe. And
he had made her feel like she could do anything in the world.
They
were happy and ready to start a new life, away from his father, away
from her nightmares and just start a new.
Because
of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I
learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of
you I find it hard to trust not only me, buteveryone around
me
Because of you I am afraid
Even though
Gabriella had given her word to Ryan that she wouldn't do anything
she couldn't take it anymore when Ryan started to cough up blood
and vomit continuingly.
She had to do something; she had to
protect him like he protected her.
She did the only thing she
knew, she called the cops.
They came in and took his father under
arrest.
Ryan was so grateful that now everything was going to be
good again and the beatings would stop.
His family would get some
money from the government until everything was back to normal.
His
father was sentenced to 3 years in prison.
Everybody thought it
was too little but he would be under surveillance when he got out.
Ryan and Gabriella were finally free together. Everything was
back to normal and nobody could mess it up now.
Ryan was getting
his health back and they both graduated college together. They could
finally live their own lives.
They got married as soon as they
finished collage and bought a little house.
Ryan became an actor
with his sister for a TV series and Gabriella became a
scientist.
After 2 years of marriage everything was going like in
a book.
Gabriella was free from her night mares.
Ryan was
healthy and successful.
All of that changed in an instant.
I
watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was
so young you should have known better than to lean on me
You never
thought of anyone else you just saw your pain
And now I cry in the
middle of the night for the same damn thing
"I have
some big news" Gabriella said as they walked out the door going out
to a nice dinner.
Ryan was wearing a black tux with a red tie and
Gabriella in a long red cocktail dress.
They were celebrating
their 2 year anniversary by going out to their favorite restaurant.
"So what is the big news?" Ryan asked as they walked down the
street.
"Oh I think I'll have to wait until tonight to tell
you" Gabriella teased.
Ryan swung her around to meet his gaze
before pulling her into one of the best kisses they had ever shared
and the last.
"Ryan" They heard behind them a grumpy old
shaky voice.
"D… Dad" Ryan shook his head pushing Gabriella
behind him to keep her safe.
"How…." Ryan wasn't able to
finish his sentence when they saw his father grab something from his
pocket.
"I told you you'd regret this" his father said and
pulled out a gun pointing it right at Ryan.
"No!" Gabriella
yelled.
There was a loud shot.
And then there was silence.
All she could hear was the running footsteps of his father.
She
looked over at Ryan who slowly sunk to the ground.
"RYAN !"
She yelled holding on to him and laid him softly on the floor.
"RYAN. NO DON'T GO. PLEASE DON'T!" She yelled holding him
tightly.
She ripped up his tux to revel a big red stain spreading
all over his white shirt.
Ryan pulled together enough energy to
reach up and lift her chin up to meet his eyes.
"Gabriella. I
love you. And I will always protect you" he said quietly.
"NO
RYAN DON'T LEAVE ME. YOUR GOING TO BE A DAD! PLEASE DON'T THIS
CHILD NEEDS YOU".
Ryan coughed and Gabriella could feel
something hot playing around her knees.
When she looked down
everything was red.
"PLEASE SOMEBODY HELP!" Gabriella yelled.
"Ryan please I need you the baby needs you" Tears were
streaming down her face and her hands shook as she grabbed a hold of
him tightly, stroking his blond wavy hair.
"You will do great.
I love you" he whispered into her ears.
She felt him slowly let
go of her but she kept on holding him tightly.
"Ryan no. I love
you too" she kept saying over and over again until the police
arrived and said that they were looking for an loose convict.
When
they saw Ryan's lifeless body on the ground they immediately called
the ambulance but it was too late.
Ryan was gone.
Because
of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you, I
learnt to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't
know how to let anyone else in. Everything
changed from that night.
Gabriella never forgave herself for
calling the cops on his father in the first place.
Maybe if she
had done it some other way Ryan wouldn't have died.
It had been 3 years
since his death.
Her nightmares were back every night from that
moment on.
Reliving the whole night again and again in her head.
She could barley take it anymore.
She love Ryan, she had
given him her heart and now it was gone forever.
Because
of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Gabriella
felt something soft nuzzle into her neck.
She looked over at a
blond little boy with bright blue eyes looking at her very sleeply.
She quickly whiped away all her tears.
"Mommy are you
alright" the little boy asked her.
"Yes I am hunny now go
back to bed"
"But I'm afraid, there are monsters under the
bed again" he said and started to get tears in his eyes.
"Can
I sleep with you tonight?" he asked her.
His eyes reminded her
everyday of Ryan. They had the exact same look.
"Ofcourse you
can" Gabriella said smiling at her son.
They both went upstairs
and climped into bed together.
She held him tighlty as he fell
asleep, something was diffarent.
She felt warm as if something
was watching over her and holding on to her.
She knew exactly
what it was and she could always find it when she was with her son,
Ryan.
Because
of you I am afraid
...Because Of you...
