Meredith Grey feel onto her bed grabbing her cell phone off of her bedside table. She glanced at the clock…midnight….she didn't know where he had gone….he knew that he had taken his wife on vacation….to get away….they were after all working on their marriage….trying to make it work with her in the same hospital proved almost impossible…he had told her that they just needed some time away from things but that they would be back…..she prayed every night that he would be back soon…she missed seeing him in the halls of the hospital….leaning on everything and anything he could lean on….smiling that smile that melted her heart into a puddle of goo….yes a puddle of goo…she flipped open her cell phone…she knew she shouldn't call…..but after the day she had had….she needed to hear his voice….she needed to hear his warm soothing voice after a day like she had just had…even if it was just his voicemail….she began to dial the all too familiar number…that even after all these months she could dial without even thinking about it….she debated on hanging up but the that she heard on the other line prevented her from hanging up….