My mask can't keep out
The loneliness that mixes with
That clinging dust in the burning air—
It seeps through the cracks in
My sanity
And fills my lungs
And clogs my throat
Scratching, scratching,
Itching, itching,
Underneath my suit and
Underneath my skin and
Underneath my thoughts that
I've gotta break out of here—
All this dust is caving in
Behind my mask, inside my head
And it hurts, hurts
Worse than the first time I was
Broken—
Slice and slash and stab and wreck
The standing rocks into more choking dust
And it's eating me alive—
There's no water to wash my throat
And the earth and wind fight
And invade every unexposed part
Of what's left of me
And I want to fight back
Fight, fight,
Kill, kill—
I can't kill a dead world
And I can't die
When I'm already past dead
And I don't want to disappear—
I fight the dead earth and empty wind
Even if it's pointless
Because EVERYTHING is pointless
When I'm stuck in this sprawling cage
Of wind and sky and earth
And dust.
A/N: Vanitas's lingering spirit… I don't really have any other comments on this.
