Lord or lover?

Ok people, this is my first yaoi story, so please give me your comments, I'd really appreciate them! Oh, and Zhuge isn't dead at the end of the Wu Zhang Plains her, just so ya know, ok?

Chapter 1- Under the stars.

The battle of Wu Zhang Plains had ended in victory for Shu, or at least, they had won by default, as during the final moments of the battle, Sima Yi had disappeared, and no traces of the strategist had been found anywhere, but no one seemed to mind about one person, the Shu army had defeated Wei and that was that.

The soldiers and generals of Shu were celebrating their victory on the outskirts of the Plains, to stop any resistance forces coming too far into their land, everyone was currently sat in a huge tent that had been erected in honour of the occasion, and tankards of wine were already been consumed by the generals, Zhang Fei and Guan Yu had already started a drinking contest, and Zhuge Liang was sat with his wife, talking to Liu Bei and Xing Cai, "Have any of you seen Jiang Wei this evening?" He asked, "He deserves to celebrate as much as our two friends over there." He gestured at the drinking combatants.

"No, I thought he was with Ping, but he says he hasn't seen him." Cai replied, "Where do you suppose he could be?"

"He could be scouting the area for enemy troops." Suggested Ying, "Should we send out a search party?" Zhuge shook his head,

"No, I shall look for him, excuse me." He bowed to Bei before exiting the tent.

It didn't take him long to find Wei, he was sat at the edge of a cliff, staring out over the battlefield, lost in thought. "Wei, what are you doing out here, why don't you come and join in the festivities?" He sat next to him.

"Oh, Master Liang-"

"Just Liang if you please, 'Master' makes me sound so old."

Well, Liang, I was just thinking…." Liang looked at the pensive man, waiting for him to elaborate, "What do you think happened to Sima Yi? He couldn't have just vanished, I am becoming a little nervous." Liang turned his gaze to the stars,

"Wei, I believe he has fled, to save himself from death, but he is in no position to attack us, so you need not worry, think, we have sentries at every angle, you- we are in no danger." Liang stood, brushed dirt off his robe, turned and said, "I hope to see you inside sometime tonight." Before walking back to the tent.

Wei continued to stare into space, he put his head in his hands, 'Why am I feeling like this?' He thought, 'He is our enemy, I should be happy that he is gone, but…NO! I must not, will not think this way, I have to control my emotions.' He got up, picked his spear up off the ground and walked to the wooden gate, "I am going for a walk, I will not be long." The guard nodded and stepped back with a small bow.

Wei's feet seemed to be taking him wherever they wanted, because before he realised it, he was standing in what was, just a few hours ago, the Wei stronghold, he sighed, here, of all places, why did he have to find himself here? He rubbed his head and walked to the hill where Sima Yi should have been killed, "Why do I keep thinking of him?" He asked himself "I should be with my friends in the-"

"Ah, I was wondering when you come." Wei's body tensed like a bowstring, as his hazel eyes looked backward and forward franticly, his spear ready.

"Where are you Sima Yi? I know you can hear me!" A soft, echoing laughter filled his ears as the reply came,

"I am where I have always been…"

"And where is that?" Wei spat, "I'm not in the mood for your-"

"I have always been here, waiting…" Wei's breathing had grown shallow and rapid, he was getting nervous now,

"Waiting for what?" No answer came for moment, and then Wei felt warm breath on the back of his neck,

"You." Wei's eyes widened, and he turned his gaze to the floor,

"Why do you do this to me?" He mumbled quietly,

"Why?" Yi's voice said. Wei felt a pair of arms snake round his chest, as Yi appeared behind him, Yi whispered in his ear, "Must you ask, is it not obvious?" Wei shuddered at the hot breath on his skin,

"You, you want to destroy Shu, and you-" His shaky voice ended in a gasp as Yi gave him a hot kiss on his neck, "No… no, stop… please…" He moaned, but still rolled his head, allowing Yi more access, the kisses suddenly stopped, and Wei felt like he was alone again, until;

"Why do you chide yourself Wei?" Yi's voice cut through him like poison, and he suddenly felt so tired, like he hadn't slept for days, and he fell to his knees, head bent. Yi's voice came again, closer this time, "I know you understand my desires, and I also know you desire me, I can feel it, you cannot shield your emotions from me" Wei's body felt numb, he was shaking and couldn't believe what he was hearing, and yet a part of him wanted it to be true, he screwed his eyes shut and felt Yi gently push him to the ground and lie on top of him, straddling his waist.

"I don't 'desire' you" He managed to mutter. Yi pressed his full body against him to look him in the eye and whisper,

"Ah, my dear Wei, we shall see." He bent down and captured Wei's lips in an overwhelming kiss, Wei could not deny the pleasures he was feeling as he moaned in the kiss. When Yi removed his lips Wei was gasping for air, but Yi grinned wickedly and started moving down. He scraped his teeth along Wei's jaw, before attacking his neck, first softly kissing the tender skin, then moving lower, opening his mouth and sucking the skin, drawing moans from the man beneath him. Yi sat up, tracing his hands over Wei's jacket, taking in every bump and feeling the rapid heartbeat. He grinned, "Just admit it, my friend, admit your deepest feelings for me." Wei turned his head to the side to avoid seeing that sneering face. Yi laughed, "A little more persuasion, perhaps?"

He put his hands under Wei's jacket to feel the bare skin, memorising every bump and scar, but he needed more. He tore off the garment and throwing it to one side, "So beautiful…" he muttered, before bending down and taking one of Wei's nubs into his mouth, biting and sucking at the sensitive area, while fondling the other, so neither was neglected, before swapping over and repeating the same torture.

By now Wei was sweating, he was fully aware of how much he was enjoying the whole affair, and couldn't believe his body was betraying him in reacting the way it was, he twitched and let out a slight moan as Yi touched a sensitive point, before regaining his senses and raising his hands to push the man off him, only to have his wrists grasped and forced above his head, Yi's face once again close to his. "You still fight me? Why do worry about allies and enemies? Say you love me Wei, just say it."

"I… I do not…" He gasped, "I never have… you are my enemy, and always will be, nothing more" Yi smiled and took his lips once again in a kiss, and chuckled when he tried to turn his away; Yi nibbled Wei's lower lip until he was allowed entrance. His tongue roamd in Wei's mouth, tasting the sweetness of his prey, before breaking apart.

"Why won't my pretty Wei tell me what he wants?" In answer, Wei glared at the sneering face and turned away. The strategist smiled and moved his hands down to Wei's leggings, where his arousal was straining against the material, before slowly rubbing his hand along Wei's length, and jeering when Wei bucked slightly, and rubbed harder making Wei thrust up into his hand over and over, and he felt the pre-cum, wet through the material and removed his hand, drawing a moan of displeasure from the now subdued Wei, before peeling the trousers off the younger man, and leaning back to look at his companion.

Wei's jaw was clenched, his hands balled into fists, still not being able to resist the assault on his senses, and he gasped as the rush of cold air him. He was ashamed at his body and what it was doing in response of Yi's torments, but he also loved the sensations that were hitting him, and he let out a strangled cry when he felt Yi's tongue lick the tip of his cock. Yi noticed this and decided to go even further, taking all of Wei into his mouth, making him cry in suprise and then in pleasure as Yi began to suck and lick his arousal. He ran his tongue along the thick vein that pulsed along the length and sucked harder until his mouth caved in around Wei. Wei was gasping, twisting and bucking wildly, feeling his climax coming and he screamed Yi's name as he filled his mouth with his seed, then going limp as Yi sat up licking his lips.

"See, my sweet?" He said, "You want me, you need me, just tell me-" He turned his head as the sound of hooves reached his ears, "Ahh, it appears you are being missed, I will take my leave, I look forward to our next meeting." With that he stood and faded from view.

"Wei! Hey Wei!" Zhao Yun's voice came to Wei's ears and he heard another voice,

"Where could he be, do you want to look somewhere else?" It was Ma Chao. Wei slowly sat up and looked round for his clothes, and after hastily putting them on, he stood and called to his fellow officers,

"Yun! Chao! I'm here, I suppose I got carried away looking at the stars." His friends smiled and rode towards him,

"I brought you a horse, come on back will you?" Wei nodded at Yun and mounted before riding back to the tent. Behind him, Cha noticed something,

"Yun, why is Wei's shirt on backwards?" Yun gave him a strange look, turned his head to Wei, and, upon seeing Chao was right said,

"……….. I have no idea." He then said no more on the subject, but continued thinking all the way back, and Wei was doing some hard thinking of his own…

Ok, so, what do you think, this is my first ever yaoi, so please, please tell me what you think, even if you tell me it's crap I want to know, ok!

LuvVincent