I was always there for you

So recently i've become a fan of southpark yaoi, i like a lot of different pairings but one of the best in my opinion is StanxKyle and this fanfic is about them.
It is a YAOI and is rated thus for obvious reasons, so if you don't like YAOI and SEX and Stuff then this is not the fanfic for you.

Kyle hated Wendy.
Although he never spoke out this opinion because his other friends liked her, well except Cartman but he hated most people. The reason Kyle hated Wendy was because she was dating Stan and Kyle wasn't. Kyle knew it was weird to have this crush on his best friend but he couldn't help it, when he was younger he told himself that it was a phase, that he was mixing his feelings and it's not how he really felt. But since they started high school Kyle knew that it wasn't a phase, he felt love for Kyle like he felt for no one else, but he knew his feelings for Stan were one sided.
Stan had grown out of his hat along with their other childhood things, he'd matured while Kyle remained himself, his hat still covering the orange curls underneath. Stan was taller, muscular, and was dating the most 'sexiest' girl in their year, her long black hair flowing down her back, her boobs not too big and her legs so slender it bordered on the erotic. Kyle was small in comparison, short, skinny and flat, utterly jealous of the female race with their curves and lushious lips that enticed his friend away from their childish games and forced him to mature into the devilish good looking boy he was today.
Kyle was sat next to Stan at dinner and on Stan's arm was Wendy nuzzling into his shoulder whispering sickly sweet things into his ear, Kyle always felt like a third wheel even when it was just him and Stan which to no surprise was never a lot anymore. Their other friends; Cartman, Kenny, Craig, Clyde, Token, Tweek, Butters and Bebe all sat at the same table at dinner every day, all of them matured in their own rights.
Cartman had lost a lot of weight, but he was still big and still a jack-ass, insulting both Kyle and kenny at any opportunity provided.
Kenny who now wore his hood down had become fairly attractive, his blonde locks usually still a mess spiked up in every direction, he had pierced his ears multiple times and had aquired metal on his face too, unlike most people Kenny pulled them off.
Craig, Clyde and Token like Stan had grown taller, muscular, attractive however Craig was a slacker while Token studied endlessly.
Tweek was like Kyle, he hadn't grown much and was scrawney, his twitching was not as bad as it used to be but his 'fits' were still as worse as before.
Butters was the same, small and fragile but had grown up since and didn't seem to take as much abuse as he did since he smashed Cartman in the face for calling him a 'faggot'.
Bebe was another attractive girl, her blonde curls cut short bobbed about her slender face, her skinny figure only outlining her huge chest, she'd become a bit of a known slut, boy after boy, but the insults people threw at her only made her worse.
The relationships between them all had grown consiberably, they were closer than they used to be, except Kyle and Stan who only seemed to be drifting apart further.
Stan wasn't really paying attention to what Wendy was saying, more interested in the conversation he was having with Craig and Token, Wendy gave up eventually and removed herself from around him and began to chat with Bebe who was applying red lipstick in her compact mirror. Kyle wanted to join in the conversation but he had no idea about sports, instead he turned to Tweek who was shaking while drinking his coffee.
"Tweek what are you upto this weekend?"
"M-me?! GAH! N-nothing really, what about you?"
"Same here...Why don't we go to the cinema?"
Clyde who had been evesdropping chimed in "Yeah, let's all go!"
"I'd be up for it" Stan said in his sexual low-tone voice making Kyle blush.
The group broke out into making plans for the cinema, Kyle felt a little bewildered as he only really wanted to go with Tweek, well no, what he really wanted to do was go with Stan but it was hard work just getting a conversation out of him nowadays.

The group squeezed into a middle row that saturday night, Kyle felt his heart jump in joy when Stan sat next to him even if Wendy was on the other side holding his hand, her mini skirt showing off her thighs and the top her cleavege which Kyle had caught Stan sneaking a peak at. On Kyle's other side was Tweek who was considerably calm after chugging down god knows how many litres of coffee that day. Stan turned and smiled at Kyle who's heart skipped a beat.
"This film looks like it's gonna be good" Stan said making small talk, they hadn't spoken in a few days beside the short texts conversations.
"Yeah" Kyle said avoiding Stan's eyes "the trailer looked good"
"Yeah"
The lights dimmed shortly after and the movie came on, Kyle looked at Stan who's eyes were glued to the screen, Wendy caught him staring and glared, Kyle quickly turned to the film. It was strange that Wendy hated him too, like she knew that Kyle had feelings towards him.
When the movie had ended Kyle was relieved, throughout the entire movie his hand wavered wanting to touch Stan's leg, it was hard keeping it placed on his own lap. The group decided to go hang on the park, it was dark out but Kyle dragged himself along too knowing full well that when he got home his strict mother would blow a fuse.
"Stan i'm gonna go home" Wendy said pressing her lips against Stan's.
"Do you want me to walk you home?"
"I'll walk her home" Token said "I'm gonna head back too and i only live a few streets away"
Wendy smiled, blowed a kiss to Stan then walked home with Token, Kyle could see Stan wasn't too sure about them together since Wendy dumped him that time for Token when they were kids.
The group members that stayed messed around on the children's play park while chatting about the good old times they used to have there.
"Oh yeah" Stan smiled "I remeber"
"Like when we used to pretend to go on those weird adventures"
"Remeber when Kenny got high of cat urine and wrestled Stan's dad here in the sand box?" Cartman chuckled, Kenny smirked as he remebered the big boob high.
The group spent the night just talking about the past, it made Kyle happy to know that Stan still saw him as his best friend, and all the good times they had spent together. Group members starting leaving one by one until only Stan and Kyle remained.
"Remember when we used to share baths together?" Stan said, how could i forget? Kyle thought.
"Yeah and when we used to share beds at sleepovers"
Stan frowned, something upsetting him.
"We haven't had a sleepover in a long time" Stan said with remorse "why?"
"Urm...Well you normally stay at Wendys on the weekend so..."
"Oh, well hey why don't you stay at mine tonight?"
The thought of sharing a room with Stan was too much to handle, how could he keep his mouth shut if Stan was lay beside him, nothing seperating them except flimsy material?
"I-I um can't tonight" Kyle lied, Stan looked upset as he looked up at the night sky.
"Another time?"
"Sure"

Stan gave Kyle a lift home, the drive was silent. Kyle waved Stan goodbye as he drove away, his mother greeted him at the door with a frown.
Kyle flopped down on his bed and looked at the cieling, at least Stan still likes me he thought, he had been under the impression that Stan was trying to put a wall between them. Kyle's phone vibrated in his pocket, he sighed and flipped it open to see a text from Stan 'Hey, i've realized we haven't been spending much time together, my fault sorry, how about we do something tomorrow?' Kyle texted back 'ok' and waited for the reply, a few seconds passed before the phone buzzed 'Want to come mine and play video games?' Kyle agreed, concentration of game playing would distract him from weird thoughts about his friend.

The next morning Kyle got dressed, making himself look presentable before walking to Stan's. It was only a little away and the fresh air did him some good, relaxed him. Cartman's front door opened and he spotted Kyle who cursed under his breathe.
"Hey jew, where you off?"
"Stan's"
"You guys are so lame"
"Shut up fat-ass at least i'm not hanging around the house all day!"
"Silly kahl, i'm going to Bebe's"
"Seriously?" wow, Bebe had stooped lower than Kyle had thought possible.
"Jealous"
"No"
"Of course you are jew boy" he said before closing the door, Kyle was jealous but not of Cartman that was for sure. Kyle knocked at Stan's door but there was no answer, so he walked in, it wasn't unusual, this house felt like a second home to him.
Kyle was about to shout Stan's name when he heard the boy talking in the kitchen. Kyle walked over and pressed his ear to the door, curiosity getting the better of him.
"No, you said you were going home, why didn't you answer my texts?" Stan's strained voice said, then silence, Stan was on the phone.
"I rang you and you rejected it, were you with Token?" silence "I am not being paranoid, this has happened before!" then Stan cursed and walked to the door, Kyle backed away from it as Stan opened it.
"Oh hey" Stan said his phone in his hand, call ended, "I didn't hear you come in"
"Yeah i only just got here" Kyle lied "what was that about?"
"Wendy...It's nothing" Stan said moving past him to the living room, Kyle followed, Stan sat down heavily on the couch, hands covering his face.
"You okay?" Kyle asked warily standing a few feet away.
"What if she starts cheating on me again, huh?"
"She wouldn't do that" Kyle said unable to justify the reason he was defending her to himself.
"Why not?"
"Well because your perfect...No one would choose someone over you"
"It's happened before"
"That was different"
"How?"
"We were young and stupid"
"I wish we could go back to how it used to be"
"What do you mean Stan?"
"When it was just us, when we didn't notice girls and had stupid fun and we only worried about Kenny dying on us"
"Well...We could"
"No, we can't, we have to grow up, but growing up sucks"
"If your not happy-"
"I love Wendy"
A giant stab to Kyle's heart.
"Y-you do?"
"Yeah...I think"
"Look Stan i-"
"Yeah?" Stan said looking up at him, Kyle looked into his eyes, why couldn't Stan see, why couldn't he realize that Kyle was so much better for him than she was?
"Go talk to her" Kyle sighed, Stan looked at him expecting Kyle to say something else.
"Ok dude" Stan said as he rose from the couch and to the front door.
"Wait!" Kyle stammered, Stan who had reached the door handle turned to look at him.
"What?"
"Um i just wanted to say..Um, i'm here for you if you need me"
"Thanks" Stan smiled, his sad expression leaving his face.

It seemed as though they had made up, Kyle walked into home room to see them snuggling in the corner, it made him feel sick. Kenny who walked in after, hugged Kyle from behind.
"What's up kylie baby"
"Nothing's up"
"Your a awful liar"
"I am not!"
Kenny removed his arms and Kyle turned to face him.
"You can talk to me y'know, if somethings bothering you"
"I know, but you wouldn't understand"
"Try me"
Kyle took Kenny to an empty classroom and unfolded his sob story to him, Kenny listened, un-judging and patient.
"So your gay?"
"I don't know, i've only ever had feelings for Stan"
"Have you told him?"
"Of course not!"
"Why?"
"Because he'd be disgusted...Anyway he has Wendy"
"Her? Please, she's totally using him, he'll see that soon enough"
"Maybe, but even if that does happen, Stan isn't interested in me"
"I didn't think butters was into me either"
"Wait what?!"
"Yeah, we have been going out for a while now"
"Seriously? Does anyone else know?!"
"No, but it's not that were keeping it a secret, no one had noticed"
"Well yeah...You guys don't act like a couple"
Kenny just shrugged "anyway like i said, you won't know until you talk to him, you guys have been friends for ages if he rejects you then nothing will change"
"It would change everything Ken"
"Well, theres only one way to find out"