Doctor,

You can't expect me not to perceive the differences. I remember every detail of you that you let me see and I know now that he isn't you. It didn't take very long to notice really. He is louder, bit mouthier, in all honesty sometimes he reminds me more of Donna than you. I will love him you know because that is what you expect me to do, but don't think I don't know what this is. A way for you to have a clear conscious and give me what you think I want.

Doctor, the Other you doesn't like the name John Smith. When we were choosing names he insisted that is was too normal too human, I reminded him then that he was half human and he said to me rather sadly "Exactly." I know what he is trying to prove. That because he has to live like a human doesn't mean that he is normal. His name has to show that to the world. You never minded if people noticed you saving their lives and all that. John Smith worked fine because you never wanted to be seen anyway. You never worried about being too human because no part of you was. No part of you should ever be.

Doctor. Doctor. Every time I say your name he turns. It would be easy to forget that you're not really here. That the one thing I travelled across dimensions for the one thing I loved beyond the limits of love is not standing in front of me. He said it. You didn't. Is that really all that I needed? To hear the words leave your mouth? Human weakness I guess. You wouldn't know. If I had a choice or a redo of some sort, no I better not go there. I just wanted to let you know. I know he isn't you and I know that he is as close as I'll ever get, but sometimes when he is looking at me, or holding my hand, all I see, all I feel, is an ordinary man.

Forever Yours,

Rose

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Ok so ya. Because i can't decide if I like the way they ended things i just opened up Microsoft Word and started typing... this is what came out. Tell me.. does she sound like she could be happy with him? I just don't know. Poor Rose with all of her confusing and conflicting feelings. If I where her... well if i where her i would have spontaniously combusted just cause I'd be so happy to be Rose Tyler. Anyway tell me your view and reasoning PLEASE! There might be more randomness where this came from.

Toodles,

Stephy