"Loving Hate"
by stargirl*

Disclaimer: Nope, don't own them
Author's Note: This is my first attempt at Buffy fanfiction, so I decided to start with something short. I suppose you will be able to figure out what this is about. I've only been watching the show for about a month, and I think I could.
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She walks in beauty, as though she knows what she possesses is something nobody else has ever dreamed of. Except for me. I have dreamed of her.

The sunsets follow each other in perfect form as I observe from my place, away from her, in my world. She sees me when I dare enter her world, where I don't belong. She doesn't know about the time I spend watching in silence. Silence is best, for it is only then I can hope to begin to understand the bounds of her radiance.

I want to take her away the cruelty of her society. My existence is dark, but far more humane than the human world. The world is too much with us.
Ironic.
Yet I cannot offer love. It pains me to admit this, for I want with all my will to offer her love. But a vampire cannot love. Even a chip cannot remedy that.

I hate her. I despise her. I live for every breath that passes her lips. For all of this, I must have her.

There is no other option for me.

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Please review. I'd appreciate if you'd tell me if I got the character right.