I hope everything is ok. I miss you so much. Please, come back to me. I love you, Edward. -Bella.
I folded the letter in half and looked down at my boots, caked in mud and sand. Why do you keep doing this to her? I missed Bella. Her dad just hated me.
"Edward, dinners ready." Mom stuck her head in my room. I nodded and slid the letter under my pillow. I felt the other five letters brush my hand. I've kept every letter Bella's sent me since her dad left that message on my cell phone.
'I should have your ass arrested. Don't ever sneak into my house again. Don't even come near my house. And stay away from my daughter.' I felt the anger rise in my chest. I couldn't argue because then he would call the police and have me arrested.
He thinks I don't love Bella.
If I could explain her in one word, it'd be perfect.
She's funny and always putting a smile on my face. She can be such a bitch, and I love it. When she gets an attitude with me, it turns me on to no end. All I want to do is bend her over the hood of my car.
But sex isn't the only thing I want from Bella. I want her to love me.
I always leave Bella, and then come back to her after I fail at staying away from her. She's the only good thing in my life. Of course I have Emmet, my best friend, but it's not the same as having Bella.
The way she drapes her legs over mine when I sit on the couch next to her. The way she laughs at me and then kisses me.
When I met Bella, my freshman year, I never thought she'd be the girl that I wanted forever with.
Two years ago:
My biology teacher looked over my schedule and picked up a thick green book. He grinned at me.
"Do you go by Edward or Anthony?"
"Edward."
"Oh, who's that?" When I turned my head to look at the girl who said those words, the breath got knocked out of me. The first words that went through my head were 'that's going to be my next girlfriend.'.
The girl, who was walking towards her desk, flashing a small smile, was beautiful. She had her long shinning brown hair brushed over her shoulder. Her sweater hugged her curves. She had the ass of a goddess, and her breasts looked perfect.
When she reached her seat, she smiled at me and sat down.
"Just pick a seat."
I took the book and my schedule from him and walked towards the empty desk by the girl.
"Is this seat taken?" her eyes met mine and I let out a small gasp. They were a beautiful shade of brown. Like chocolate.
"No." she smiled and pulled a white binder out of her backpack. I sat down. "What grade are you in?"
"Twenty-seventh." She pursed her lips and started to giggled. Mr. Simon stared at her like she was stupid.
"What? I'm just making friends." He rolled his eyes at her and clapped his hands.
Ever since that day, Bella and I have skyrocketed. Then I met Ashley Peel. She wasn't anything compared to Bella but she was pretty. I don't know why I broke up with Bella for Ashley.
Bella went to Florida for five days. On the last day she was out of town, I went to the beach with Ashley. I remember texting Bella, telling her I didn't need a girlfriend right now, with Ashley giggling next to me. I remember the feel of Ashley's lips against my neck when she took my phone and put it on my end table. I remember pushing her off the bed when she tried to take off my shirt.
And I remember being dumped.
I remember Bella texting me and me asking to work stuff out. I missed her.
She said yes.
I remember the feel of my hands in her hair as I pressed my lips to hers. I remember that was the moment I fell in love with Bella.
She's perfect in every single way.
Ashley started dating Kyle right after. She tried to push their relationship in my face. We texted for a while and then I remembered Bella.
Bella came and met my mom that weekend for a get together. My mom was absolutely in love with her. I remembered, she stood by my bed and waited for me to invite her to cuddle. It started with pecks on the cheek and then turned into a full on make out session.
My phone buzzed as a phone call came through. 'Bella' showed up on the screen. I closed my eyes and pushed the end button, ignoring her call.
It killed me to ignore her like this but I couldn't give up my career for this. If I get brought to court, then I can't join the military.
Bella is sixteen years old. I am eighteen. And Charlie Swan, wants to kill me for making his daughter fall in love with me.
Bella called again. I had to act like an asshole now.
"What." I answered harshly. I could hear her breathing. I could tell she had been crying.
"Edward—"
"What are you calling me for?"
"I miss you, you piece of shit! Your just gonna leave me after two years of dating over my father?!"
"Bella, I can't let anything get in the way of my career."
"I hate you." She whispered. I was stunned. Not once in our two years of dating, did Bella ever tell me she hated me.
"Bells—"
"I fucking hate you! You're a piece of shit and I hope you rot in hell! How could you do this to me! You're such an asshole! I should have never wasted my time on you! Fuck you!" she screamed and I felt tears flood my eyes.
"Bella—"
"Don't ever contact me again." And the line went dead.
My name is Edward Cullen, and I've been in an on and off again relationship for two years. And I fucking love that girl.