Title: Always
Author: Behind-These-Glasz-Eyes
Rating: T
Fandom: Glee
A/N: Heyyy, this is my first (published) fanfic so feel free to review This is kinda morbid soooo ya, enjoy I guess.
Always: Chapter 1
"Blaine?"
"Yea, Kurt?" Blaine asked turning to his boyfriend
"Do you ever think of suicide?" Kurt said clutching a pillow to his chest, a glassy look in his eyes
"Kurt, what? No. Kurt, don't think like that, please." Blaine said worry tainting his voice. He got up and crossed the room, sitting next to Kurt, wrapping his arms around Kurt's waist. Kurt leaned his head on Blaine's shoulder.
"But don't you think it would be nice to just escape it all? To never have to feel the pain, the hate, anything. Wouldn't it be nice? Not having to feel anything ever again." Kurt asked getting quieter as he went along, staring out of the window.
"But that would be letting them win, that would be telling all the homophobes that you think your worthless, or that your just a waste of space." Blaine said trying to make eye contact.
"But what if I am? What if I am just a waste of space, a good for nothing fa-"
"Don't you dare call yourself that Kurt. You're beautiful. You're the most compassionate, caring, unique, dramatic, you're…. you're my everything Kurt, I couldn't live without you. Promise me you won't leave me." Blaine said pulling Kurt forward so he could look him in the eye.
"But it's just so hard, Blaine. I just wanna give in. I don't wanna fight anymore." Kurt said tilting his back to stop tears from falling.
"I know Kurt, you think I don't know that? But we have each other and that's all that we need to make it through. Remember you always have me. Hey, look at me. I will always love you. Its.. its impossible to even think of my life without you in it. I don't know how I did before, it going to be okay, because we have each other, and we'll prove that there wrong. Together." Blaine said wiping Kurt's tears away.
" How did I ever get so lucky?" Kurt asked with what was sort of a laugh, but to sad to be one.
" I ask myself that every day." Blaine said pulling Kurt into a hug.
Kurt put his head in the crook of Blaine's neck and said
"I'll stay with you. Even though its hard I promise, Always."
A/N: Should I continue?