Insensitive
Darkened sky above my core
No stars shimmering, no place at all
Wondering the distance along the shore
There is no feeling; I'm losing my soul
Lifeless heart hardened by you
No need of breaking just let it through
Forgive me I gave in, no sight of chance
Don't blame me, you made it, you took no glance
I'm tired of calling you 'cause you're not hearing it
The echo's coming back to me then my heart stops to beat
You're laughing at me, you're breaking me inside
You're living to the fullest without noticing I died
I don't need your worst or your best
I don't need anything, no more, no less
I'm not needing your smile or any vow
I'm not feeling you, I don't need you now
I don't deserve you, oh yes I am
You don't deserve me, it's just a game
Forget you, forget me, there's no more way
Remember that nothing ever stays the same
Don't talk like you are far away better
I know I'm not perfect but you ain't either
I'm not taking you flaws for you never looked at me
Nor loving your soul, you never gave me sympathy
It's better to be ended, don't have to let it start
It's better to be no you and me, let's go back to where we at
I'm letting you go now, there's no tear left to cry
I know it will be painful but I'll just have to say goodbye
'Cause I just can't spell every single way of you
'Cause I just cant' pronounce every feelings you're put me through
There are no letters to form those three words
It takes just a lifetime to find in this world
If love will make me feel hatred, it's better not to feel it
If this love can cause suffering, I should be better out of it
This think ain't lovely, it's out of me and full out of doubt
For love is the most insensitive feeling I know I'll never get the chance to learn about
This is basically a free verse poem of Amy's view of Ian. Hope you enjoyed!