The Last Day on Earth

"It's the last day day on earth

In my dreams

It's the last day of the world

And you've come back to me

In my dreams-Kate Miller Heikde"

The day he died will forever haunt me because I could have prevented it. Everyone tells me there is no way I could on but it was too quick and it was not my fault. I watched that ex-Death Eater come at Scorpius and yell at him telling him his father was a traitor and Scorpius would pay for it. I knew I screamed, as he raised his wand and fainted when the green light hit my love, killing him.

It has been a month and I still have not fallen asleep for more then five minutes, because when I would close my eyes I would see his cold lifeless body and his faced contorted in fear. I could also not eat or get up. My family had to come to feed and take me to the bathroom, I feel sorry for them but I am paralyzed. Most of the time I can not tell what is happening around me, all I know is that people come and see me, but I don't know who and what they say.

I can't take it anymore, I need to sleep or I will be in serious mental trouble. I close my eyes and I am standing under a dark sky and on shaky ground. I look in front of me and I see someone walking towards me, I am scared but when I see the gold halo of hair and chilling gray eyes, my body instantly begins to heat. He is smiling at me with the smile that I hoped I would never forget. Scorpius walks to me and grabs my hands and whispers, Dom, look down-the ground below is crumbling and then look up-the stars are all exploding." I look down and see that we are suspended in air on a patch of brown dirt and then I glance up and see the tiny specks bursting into flames. I realize that it is the last day on earth in my dreams and it is the last day on earth and he has come back to me in my dreams. I look back at his handsome face and see he is still smiling at me. 'Oh...Scorpius I have missed you," I breath.

"I have missed you too , but I am watching you from heaven and I say you need to get up, It is worrying everyone," he replies.

"I know, but I am grieving to much."

"Stop! It's not your fault."

I sigh and he hold me, closer then I can ever remember being held. I lay my head on hi chest and smile for the first time in months. I look up again and see that between the dust and debris there is a light surrounded us.

"Dom, this is the last I can visit you but you will be fine, you are strong, remember I am watching you from heaven, my love."

"I love you!" I yell as he backs away.

"I love you too Dominique Emilie Weasley," He smiles before disappearing.

I wake up and look around and lay there repeating our conversation over and over til it fill like a hallucination, but I know it was real. Scorpius is my guardian angel and that fact give me strength to get up.

My legs are very weak but I try them out for a bit before going down the stairs. I stop outside of the kitchen and hear Victoire and Teddy talking about Scorpius. His name still makes me ache inside but that is normal. I stumble into the kitchen and Teddy runs to me, helping me stand.

"Dom, how are you?" my sister asks.

"Been better, um I am sorry to take you away from Teddy but can you help me take a shower, I don't think I can by myself."

Teddy smiles as my sister replies, "Of course."

I know he is gone but thanks to my dream I know he has left me.

I will always love you Scorpius Hyperion Malfoy.