A/N To all the readers I have heard from many of you that you had a little trouble with my grammar. I have decided to rewrite all of my stories (including the chapters in them) to make them longer and I hope a little easier to read. Hope you guys will continue to read my stories. P.S remember to review. ^.^
Background Information on the characters:
Bella: 17 years old
Edward: 17 years old
Emment: 18 years old
Rosalie: 18 years old
Alice: 17 years old
Jasper: 18 years old
Jacob: 17 years old
Preface:
Even though I was going to hurt one of them I knew I still a to choose. The only question is who? Everyone seems to be asking me this question and the answer I been giving them is I don't know. I know I am lying to myself I know the answer but I can't bare to hurt one of them. It doesn't matter right now, all three of us are already hurt. I told them both to meet me in the meadow at 1 o'clock on Saturday September 12, 2009. The day before my birthday. In rain or shine, and here I am thinking how should I break it to them. One person is going to get hurt badly and the other probably happy. But why did it have to be me to break his heart? If only time can go back I would rather not have spoken to both of them. Why was I so stupid? I remember it as if it was yesterday.
Chapter 1
My name is Isabella Marie Swan. I prefer to be called Bella though. I am 17 years old. I live in Forks with my father Charlie Swan the town's police officer. My mother left us when I was young. I am the least popular kid in the school. I have long brown wavy hair and chocolate brown eyes.
I only have a few friends, but we are very close. Alice Cullen, a short pixie with spiky black hair who is a shopalholic. Rosalie Hale, a beautiful blonde who could be a supermodel. Emmett Cullen, a very muscular big guy, Alice's oldest brother, also Rosalie's boyfriend. Jasper Hale, Rosalie's twin brother having blondish hair and a nice body, who's Alice's boyfriend. Alice has one more older brother Edward, he is one of the most popular kids in the school, unlike us. He has brownish, bronze looking hair and beautiful looking green eyes. Edward is one of the most popular boys in the school. The other most popular boy is Jacob Black he has russet colored looking skin, dark black hair, and a muscular body.
After I finished eating I threw my tray away and when I was walking back to the table until someone bumped into me. I was about to hit the floor until the person who bumped into me caught me. I was too mesmerized by the emerald green eyes to look at my rescuer's face. We must have been in that position for a minute or two. Then I was standing upright again, I saw my rescuer's face. It was Edward Cullen.
Then in a outrageously rude voice he said to me, "Watch where your going."
I was very mad,seriously he was the one who bumped in to me. I couldn't believe it so I retorted, "Maybe you should be listening to your own advice."
Then I walked directly straight to my table. No one seemed to notice what happened so I quickly joined the conversation. Even though everyone here in this table is Edward's sibling they are totally nothing alike. Then I started to remember and daydream.
*Flashback*
(Age five-Bella's POV)
I was sitting at the sandbox all by myself. Normally mommy and daddy would play with me but, they are in a big fight. I hear them fight all the time. I try not to let them know that I hear them fighting and cry. That would make them both very sad.
I was just looking at the sand and was going to shovel some and put it in my bucket when someone tapped my shoulder. I turned arround and faced a boy. He looked nice wearing plain jeans and a nice green shirt. What I liked most about him was his eyes they were green, they were like emeralds.
Then he spoke to me, "Hi I'm Edward. Do you want to play with me and my brothers and sisters?"
I nodded and grinned happily. I saw them everytime I gone to the park, but was to shy to ask to play with them.
I was going to follow him, but he surprised me and took my hand and led us there. Hand in hand we walked to his family. He was going to introduce me to them, but then he realized that he forgot to ask my name.
I whispered to him quietly, "Bella" before he had the chance to ask.
With confidence he introduced me to his family, "Everyone this is Bella."
Then he pointed to his brothers and sisters one by one.
"This is Alice." Then he whispered softly so only I can hear, "She is my favorite sister."
He pointed at the girl who was shorter then the rest of them and was bouncing up and down. Already I can tell that we would get along nicely. Before he was able to point to the next person she suddenly ran up to me and gave me a big hug.
Then she said, " Doyouwanttoplayteapartywithme? Orwecanplaydressupinstead? Ialwayslovetoplaydressup!"
She said that all in one breath. I was going to ask her to say it again, but Edward interrupted me.
"Alice! Your scaring her!" To me he said, "Sorry she's very...welcoming. She's always like that, so don't be scared or surprise."
Alice with sad eyes turned to me and said, "Sorry Bella I didn't want to surprise you like that. What I meant to say was would you like to play tea party with me? Or do you want to play dress up because I love to play that. Oh and I am slightly physic."
I was a little surprised, but I believed her becuase she knew I what I was going to ask her.
Under Edward's breath I was able to hear, "Yeah right, she just thinks she is."
Before I gotten to ask him about that he pointed to the next person.
"This is Jasper." He was a quiet and shy guy it seems. He stared at me and looked away quietly. I noticed he stared at Alice a fraction longer, but thought it was brother and sister love at the time. Then I noted his clothing he was well dressed like Edward.
"This is Rosalie." She was very pretty, having lond wavy blonde hair. She didn't seem to like me much though, because she barely glanced at me.
"Lastly this is Emment." He was very scary. He was big like bully's and I was afraid he would hurt me. However, his actions surprised me. He came and gave me a big hug. Turns out he was more like a big teddy bear, not anything like I thought he was.
They all started telling me that they were all adopted and their life before they were adopted. They made me feel like I was family, and since then the Cullens and I were never apart.
Ever since that day I was friends with the Cullens.
(Age thirteen-Bella's POV)
Today Mike Newton was going to kiss me. I struggled so he would let me go, but he wouldn't. Then thank god Edward saw this and like a knight and shining armor he beat up Mike and warned him not to bother me any more. Ever since then he was protective of me. We were the best of friends, I always told him everything. He even showed me his favorite quiet place. It was in the woods a beautiful meadow, it was filled with many wild flowers. Then I never knew what happened, but Edward stated to avoid me. He even started to treat his siblings differently.
I was sitting under the tree near the school and reading my books as usually before school started. Usually Edward would walk up and talk to me, but he started ignoring me. I tried calling his house and talk to him but, no it was futile. I was sad for weeks, it felt as if my heart was torn in half and the other half was with Edward. His siblings tried to comfort me and slowly I got better, but it wasn't the same. Since then the group got more protective of me because they never wanted to see me hurt like that again.
*End of Flashback*
Till this very day I never knew why Edward is like this. He was such a sweet boy, but then he started to join the popular crowd. And treated his siblings and myself like we were under him. He picked on me on how I dress and I was a bookworm. All my secrets I told him were turned back against me. It hurt a year or two ago I would have been bawling, but now I am changed not like I used to be... vunerable.
A/N
Sorry everyone I have been very busy lately and haven't update. I know I changed the story slightly especially the flashback, but I hope it'll make more sense later. I hope that I made it slightly easier to read. The chapters are going to be longer with a some changes. I promise I will update more recently. Especially this week since I have vacation. I am going to try to update as much as I can so please review. Anonymous reviews are welcomed same with criticims or suggestions are too. So please
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