FIRST AND FOREMOST I DO NOT OWN CRIMINAL MINDS OR ITS CHARACTER'S!
THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A LONG SERIES I AM HOPING TO START, THIS FIRST STORY WILL BE MULTIPLE CHAPTERS SO BE PATIENT. IF YOU NEED TO READ THE FIRST 4 (THOUGHTS FROM LONDON, BAU CALLING, MAKING A MEMORY, & LOVE HER) SHORT STORIES TO PICK UP TO WHERE THIS STARTS OR YOU CAN JUST WING IT! I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY!
MY ALMOST LOVER
As I made my way out of the elevator in the center of what seemed like a chaotic mess of agents, files, and what was obviously the sight of two grown men taking swings at each other. I think it was then I realized I was moving in slow motion looking at the bloody mess that was displaying itself in front of me, with other agents trying to break up the two men, as I felt a myself being pushed out of the way seeing what looked like just a blue blur & a bunch of yelling men trying to break up the fight! As I approached closer I could tell that the bloody accosters must have been the latest of many of suspects we had brought in for a line up or something entirely different. What I did know for certain the two men managing to untangle the bloody mess was Mick Rawson & Derek Morgan, but before either of them couldn't really get them under control before they had both gotten banged up themselves as well.
I managed to make my way to my office to unload my things before returning down the hall to assess the damage and make sure everyone was alright, along with hoping to see him. It had been 9 days since he had left her doorway leaving her completely lost and confused! I had stewed my ever loving mind trying to figure out what he was meaning when he said "I see you have moved on"….what had I moved on from, God knows it was not him. I saw how he looked at me, how those eyes seemed to pierce my very being, I thought that night was going to end so differently just by those brief few moments. Oh, but how wrong I was…..once again my almost lover had walked away from me with such hurt in his eyes, making me wish I was still that damned ghost from not so long ago!
Amongst the chaos I seemed to have been foolishly thinking I could speak to him, but he had somehow disappeared from me once again! I ran into JJ while I asked her were the others where she pointed up to the conference room, I made my way up to the conference waiting room to see if I saw him there, but I was pulled back behind an opened door in the other direction. Before I could turn to see who had encompassed me I felt myself being turned around like a ragdoll only to be brought face to face with those fiercely penetrating eyes that had looked at me the same way every time he left me. My breath seemed to be caught up in some whirlwind of disbelief and want for this man to do whatever he desired to me, I was at his complete mercy. (I could see the slight cut above his left brow he had acquired during that little altercation, along with the faintness of bruises appearing around those beautiful warm chocolate eyes. I wanted to run my fingers tenderly over his face and kiss away every single grimace that appeared.) But what I had imagined saying & doing to him definitely did not proceed that way at all, what I could only get out was that you are hurting me & to let me go. He let loose of that death grip I do not belief he realized he had on me, but before I could make another move to say to him I wanted an explanation for the other night, but before I could say it he had done started walking away. I grabbed the only thing I could reach which was the back of his shirt to stop him before he could leave me in the wind again, as he slightly turned to look at me I said "for God sakes Morgan what the hell do you want from me"….he just looked at me with the one of the most bewildered looks simply saying "YOU". I hesitated making sure I had really heard what he had just said, but he turned away from me again walking to the doorway once more…I screamed for him to "STOP RUNNING FROM ME", he just stood there with his back still to me, but I guess I did not realize how loud I had screamed when Mick, Hotch, & Rossi all appeared in the doorway with guns aimed at the potential threat….Derek chuckled seeing these 3 in the door way & just turned slightly enough that I could hear him mumble out the words….."I should have known he would run to save you"….. The 3 men just looked at each other as he passed by looking at me like I had the answer I just shook my head rushing out of the room.
Half way back to my office I kept hearing a female voice saying my name with the clanking shuffle of heels to the floor…..all I wanted to do was get to my office shut the door and scream…"TO HELL WITH THAT DAMNED MAN"…..but my nagging follower had other intentions I sat at my desk with what possibly could have been the most tyrant face I could have ever made, so when I looked up at the breathless Garcia putting up one finger for me to give her a moment that's when I could not hold my tears back any longer.
SO THAT IS THE END OF THE FIRST CHAPTER OF MY ALMOST LOVER…..I KNOW NOT SO GREAT BUT I NEEDED YOU TO HAVE A MINDSET OF WHERE THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL LEAD TO ….I AM ALWAYS OPENED TO IDEAS AND THINGS YOU WOULD LIKE TO READ SO KEEP ME POSTED!