All of my life, I have been nothing. I have been nothing, but I strive to be something. I have so many questions. Why do I feel so worthless? Just because I do not have a heart, does that mean that I can't…feel?

I always wonder what was my past life like before I came to the Organization? I can barely remember. I remember meeting Xemnas, and him telling me that I could have a new purpose. I could help the Organization's cause, and I can, one day, truly be whole. But yet, I still feel empty.

Xion has been with us for a few weeks now. I cannot put my finger on it, but she is somehow special. Ever sense she joined us, I feel…different. I still feel empty, but I no longer feel completely empty. I feel that there is a small part inside of me that is whole. At least, Xion makes me feel this way. I am glad that we became friends. I do not know what I would do without her.

The same goes for Axle. He has been with me from the beginning, and he has helped me in more ways than one. I was completely clueless the day that I first joined. Axle was sympathetic, and he showed me around and introduced me to everyone, and taught me how to perform some of my duties. I will always be grateful to him.

But the thought still runs through my head constantly. Why am I here? What is my purpose, besides collecting hearts? That cannot be the entire truth. Why am I a nobody, instead of…something? I desire knowledge. I know that I am ignorant to not only my origins, but everything. There is so much that I do not know! But, how do I know this? It is plain and simple that I was put into this world so that I may collect hearts, in hopes to regain my old memories, and to wash away my ignorance, so that I might learn. But, most importantly, I could become whole. That is all that I want. I want to be whole…

Author's Note: hey guys, hope you enjoyed this Kingdom Hearts one-shot! About the Hunger Games one-shot, I do not think that I will post it. Honestly, I do not feel like writing a Hunger Games story, because I am not even a huge Hunger Games fan. Of course, I like the Hunger Games, but I can name over twenty books that are better than the trilogy. Plus, the story was rushed, and I do not think that it was good anyway. I might change my mind, I am not deleting it, but I am not posting it anytime soon. Don't worry non-KH fans, I will do one-shots that are not KH, but not anytime soon because I cannot think of anything.

Songs:

1: Simple and Clean – Utada Hikaru

2: Sanctuary – Utada Hikaru

3: Savior – Skillet

Hope you guys enjoyed! Thanks for reading!