Disclaimer: I do not own D

Disclaimer: I do not own D. Gray Man.

AN: This is my first D.Gray Man story and was unbetaed so go easy on it!XD Remember to review!

Lavi looked forwards, not backwards. Looking backwards was

unnecessary. Looking back was for weak, imperfect humans who longed

for what had already passed, and he wasn't one of them. He was a human,

yes, but dead. Humans who looked back were alive and breathing with

feelings. Lavi was not alive. He had been for a wonderful two years, but

that had passed when his dark haired, violet-eyed lover died.

Since then, he had not been alive. How could you call Lavi alive

when he had nothing to look forward to but death, where he would be

reunited with Linali again?