Konichiwa. My name is Suzuki Yoichi. The meaning of Yoichi is "ocean first son" because of my unnatural blue-gray eyes which doesn't match up with my black hair. I am 24 years old but I'm short for my age which I am pissed at. I look like a high school student. Also I just became a butler for the Usami family under the guidance of Tanaka-san, the butler of the house.

My jobs around the Usami house are;

-learning about butler traits from Tanaka-san

-taking care of Usami Alexander, the dog

-taking care of Usami Tama, the cat

-taking care of Usami Haruhiko

Usami Haruhiko. He is eldest brother in the Usami family. He aims to become an architect. He is one of the wealthiest in Japan. He has tall and very handsome profile.

His dad must be a real idiot to call him that. Haruhiko means "spring prince" which doesn't fit him. Sure he does have a princely aura. His sensual glasses lying on his face give him a stern profile. His ice- cold eyes gives all the ladies the swoon with one glance. BUT there's nothing about him that gives the warmth. I have yet to see the winter in him to melt into spring.

But to tell you the truth I'm obsessed with him. When I first saw him, he captured my attention right away with his eyes. Usually guys like him are what I hate the most. But for this person, I could only stand in awe. I don't why but it was like a strong feeling that I suppose to be by his side.

Tanaka-san coughed telling me that I was staring at Haruhiko too long. My head was pulled back to focus. "Umm...... I'm....... I'm Suzuki Yoichi...... umm........ nice to meet you!" I bowed and held my hand out for Haruhiko-sama to shake. I couldn't believe I was nervous and sweating in front of this guy.

Usami Haruhiko ignored my hand and turned to talk with Tanaka-san. That jerk I thought in my mind as I clutched my fist at my sides, but I couldn't stay mad with him. All my anger was replaced with desire as I looked at Haruhiko-sama.

I guess it was love in first sight.

As I stared at my master's back as he walked away from me. Then I made up rules for myself on the spot.

1. Learn about Usami Haruhiko

2. Watch him from afar

3. Never confess to him

Because a guy like him will never need me.

Few days later, I made a huge mistake in my whole life.

It started off by Haruhiko-sama coming home from the meeting at Marukawa Publishings. I saw his fancy foreign car (personally I have no knowledge about cars) coming towards the house. I immediately dashed to the lobby as fixed my cuffs and shirt to look presentable. I smoothed out the wrinkles on my black suit with my white elegant gloves while going down the stairs. Then I took my rightful place next to Tanaka-san and waited at the door. Then Haruhiko-sama entered.

I bowed down to my waist. "Welcome back Haruhiko-sama," I said with the other echoes of the maids.

Then Tanaka-san stepped forward. "Welcome back master. Is there anything that you need?"

Haruhiko-sama said. "I'll be up my room."

Tanaka-san placed his hand across his chest and bowed again. "Yes, Haruhiko-sama"

My eyes followed Haruhiko-sama's back as he went up the stairs. That was strange, I thought as I slowly went upright.

Tanaka-san turned towards me. "Could you bring the tea up for Haruhiko-sama," asked Tanaka.

"Yes, Tanaka-san."

I brought the tea in front of Haruhiko-sama's work place door. I took a gulp of air to steady my nerves. Relax Yoichi, I thought. You must not let Haruhiko-sama know your feelings. Then I took the courage to knock at Haruhiko-sama's door.

"Who is it?" answered Haruhiko-sama. His voice hits me like an arrow. My nervousness came back. That gets me off guard every time.

I breathed out. "It's Suzuki-san, Haruhiko-sama," I said.

"Come in."

I came in and placed the tea set on a nearby table. I stared at the back of Haruhiko-sama who was working at his desk. I could tell that Haruhiko-sama that something was bothering him even though his face didn't change in even a bit slightest when he came home.

I asked. "Haruhiko-sama would you like some tea?"

"Yes." He said. He didn't turn towards me.

I began making the black tea for Haruhiko-sama. My eyes went back and fro from the tea set and Haruhiko-sama. I was trying to decide to ask him the question or not. Then I finally asked the question. "Is there something wrong Haruhiko-sama?"

He didn't look back at me. He said. "I got dumped."

For an unconversationalist he can say straightforward stuff. "Who's the person you got dumped, Haruhiko-sama?" I asked.

"Takahashi Misaki."

"She must be a really beautiful girl." I poured the tea into a china cup.

Then he said bluntly. "It's a guy."

"A guy." I repeated dumbly. My mind went blank. A guy! My hand froze on the teapot. A GUY! HARUHIKO-SAMA LIKES GUYS. I'm not sure if it was a good thing or bad thing that Haruhiko-sama likes boys. That ruins my whole image of him. And it's bad for his status. But it was a good thing for me that he likes boys, so that means I got a chance with Haruhiko-sama.

I threw that thought away, towards and out the door.

Shit, I thought when I realised that tea was pouring over. I pulled out a handkerchief to mop it up. I hoped that Haruhiko-sama didn't realise it.

Then within the chaos in my head, it slipped out. "Why do you think he dumped you?" I realized that what I said. I had to ask the most insensitive question in the whole word. I thumped my head with hand ten times hard I thought I got a concussion from it. But it didn't seem to affect Haruhiko-sama.

"Because he's in love with a-name-I-don't-want-mention-in-this-house." There was a moment of silence then he spoke again. "But I still love him." In the most caring voice I heard from him.

Then it happened.

"I still love him" echoed through my head like a raging tornado. And that tornado tore up my self-restrain and brought up my jealousy and desires. I became an unknown person that my mind wasn't unaware of.

I put the tea cup on the decorative wooden tray. It landed with a "clunk". "Maybe you don't have the experience." There was a hint of seduction in my voice.

He turned around to face me. "Experience in what?" He asked with interest.

I walked forward to Haruhiko-sama with the tea. I placed the china cup on Haruhiko-sama's work desk. My lips were near his right ear. Then I simply said, "Experience in love." I took a gentle hold of Haruhiko-sama's satin tie. My blue-grey eyes were affixed on his unchanging expression. Then I whispered to his face. "Shall I teach you about love?"


*EDIT* I just realized that the maids and the bulter calls him Haruhiko-sama after rewatching the second season. So I had to change Usami-sama into Haruhiko-sama. ARGH!