Broken

Summary: Johnny and Lulu thought they had moved on with their lives, but when Lulu get attacked, the only person to make her feel safe is Johnny. Can Johnny help her and if he can, will it bring them back together?

Disclaimer: I don't own GH

July 2009

"I know you want me," Maxie said, as she leaned over and started to kiss him.

Johnny stopped himself. "I can't do this anymore, Maxie."

"It's just sex,"

I" can't do this to you anymore."

Maxie wrapped her arms around him. "You're not doing anything to me."

Johnny pushed Maxie away from him. "I still love her,"

"If you love her so much, why did you break up with her and have been sleeping with me since you broke up with her? You are just like me; you hurt the people that you love." Maxie yelled.

"Just go, Maxie. "Johnny yelled.

Maxie just shakes her head. "You know you are going to come back to me when you realize what you have always known is that you are no good for Lulu. You are just as damaged as I am," Maxie yelled as she slammed the door.

Johnny sighed as he walked into the kitchen and grabbed a beer.

He had been using Maxie for the last few months, yes he was attracted to her, but that is all it was. He loves Lulu and always will.

She was the one person that was always there for him and help him seen that he was a better person and look what he did to her. She had a breakdown, maybe if he never meet her that night then she would have kill Logan and had her breakdown.

But he couldn't do this anymore; he couldn't not be with her. He loves Lulu and is going to do whatever it takes to win her back.

He was a Zacchara after all and he always gets what he wants.

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What a day, Lulu thought to herself as she was watching down the pier. First she got fired from a job that she didnt even like and then the date that she went on with Matt Hunter just didn't turn out as good as she thought of it.

And then there was Johnny. Every time she thought of him, she could feel her heart swell in her chest.

There were so many memories with Johnny that, despite everything, shed kept hidden and safe somewhere deep in the back of her mind. She probably would never be able to get rid of them even if she wanted to.

Even though her heart swelled at the thought of him, and even though she still had all of those memories, shed believed completely that she was well on her way to being over him. It wasn't until the first time she'd seen him with her that the confidence in herself had shattered right along with her heart.

Johnny had moved on. So if it had been so easy for him, why couldn't it be as easy for her?

Why couldn't she move on?

"Lulu,"

Lulu turned around and standing in front of her was Johnny. Hi, Johnny, Lulu said, as she started to walk away. She wasnt going to let him know that seeing the sight of him just make her heart beat faster. She was a Spencer, and they were stronger. She was going to let Johnny know how much she is still hurting.

"How are you doing?" Johnny asked.

Lulu just shakes her head. "Johnny, I cant do this with you. I cant pretend that you didn't matter to me. That we can be friends," she said, as she walked away from him.

Johnny run after her and grabbed her arm.

She felt his hands on her and she twisted away. "Let go of me!" She yelled, feeling her anger change into tears welling in her eyes.

He touched her face gently, the pad of his thumb expertly wiping away a single tear as it fall down her eye." I still love you, Lulu," he whispered, swallowing hard. I'm so sorry."

Before she could move or respond, he leaned into her and kissed her softly. The feelings and memories hit her like a wrecking ball and she couldn't work up the energy to push him away, even though she knew she should.

As much as she wanted to deny it, she still loved him.

He broke the kiss for just a moment before leaning in again. It was that one second of being apart that forced her senses back into place. "We need to stop," she said thickly, trying to swallow her tears.

All Johnny did was give her a slight smile. "You wanted that as much as I did."

"Maybe I did, Johnny, but that doesn't change anything. You're still with her. You still kissed her. You still lied to me,"

"I'm not with her anymore. It wasn't anything like we have."

"We had," Lulu corrected. "We are over. I have moved on, "

Johnny touched her face. "If you moved on, Lulu, why are you still here with me? Why did you let me kiss you?"

Lulu just shakes her head as she walked away from him. She knew that if she didn't leave now, she was going to do something that she would regret later.

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Later that night,

Johnny was walking in the park when he heard a quiet voice. Is anybody there? he asked, as he got closer, he realize who it was.

"Lulu," he shouted with this fear in his voice. He walked over to her and tried to help her up.

"No," she screamed. "Let me go,"

He gently picked her up. "Shh, Lulu, its me, Johnny, You're safe,"

She looked at him with this fear in her eyes. "They are going to come back for me, "

Johnny gently touched her face. " Nothing is going to happen to you now, I'm here,"

"No, let me go," Lulu screamed. Then Lulu collapsed in his arms.

To be continued