On my own, pretending he's beside me

All alone, I walk with him 'till morning

Without him I feel his arms around me

And when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me

I had always thought that I loved Kyo-kun, even though he never loved me back. I always knew who he loved. I knew it was Tohru. Just by the way he looked at her, spoke to her, even acted around her told me. I never hated Tohru because of that. She was too kind. She always treated me as a sister, not a friend.

In the rain, the pavement shines likes silver

All the lights are misty in the river

In the darkness the trees are full of starlight

And all I see is him and me forever and forever

Rin helped me realize how selfish I really am. I always forced Kyo to come with me on dates. It was never love, but a forced infatuation. Now, when I see the one I truly love, I feel... so... alive, and happy. I just wish... just only wish...

And although, it's only in my mind

That I'm talking to myself and not to him

And although I know that he is blind

Still I say there's a way for us

I wish he'd realize I exist. I remember skipping school, and seeing him at the Sohma main house. I love everything about him. The way his hair always flows so smoothly in the wind, and how he's so strong, yet so kind. I love how he just... is! The way he dresses, the way he acts, the way he... even breathes is enough to make me gasp.

I love him, but when the night is over

He is gone; the river's just a river

Without him, the world around me changes

The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers

I've always been "Kagura, the boar. The overreacting boar.". But to him, he treats me like a real person, not like a freak.

I love him, but everyday I'm learning

All my life, I've only been pretending

Without me, his world will go on turning

The world is full of happiness that I have never known

But alas, Yuki... you will never know how I feel, for you love is Tohru.

I love him

I love him

I love him, but only on my own.


I bet none of you people ever saw this coming! Yup! it was a Yuki/Kagura! i just realized how cute they looked together! now... REVIEW! im going to make this so its an on my own fic for every chapter. NEXT TIME IS... Kyo and Tohru! (through kyo's POV) i dont know weather i should continue... but if i get atleast 4 reviews, ill continue!

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