Sadnes
Faith's sitting in Prison thinking about what she felt for buffy
Kind of Faith's POV, kind of not... but it's Faith thinking
It's sad how you love someone, but they feel nothing for you. It's hard when all you can think about is how they would feel in your arms, your lips against theirs. You don't think that you can live or go on, that they're your entire world and without them you're nothing, nothing but an empty body with no reason for going on. You see her in someone else's arms and it's like a knife to the heart, and she's the one burying it and twisting it deep inside of you. You tried telling her what she means to you, but you stumble across yours words, never getting out what you truly want to say. You had plenty of chances, so many options to tell her. But every time you saw her, you broke into a million tiny pieces not really being able to forms words at all. You think back on how she made you smiled how every time she walked into the room time seemed to stand still. Then she would smile at you with that 100-watt smile that made you melt inside. Look blankly at the wall in front of you, 2 years have past and you still haven't moved on. She still captures your heart every time you think about her, but she moved on. She doesn't live around here anymore. She left you for forever to never return. Your head drops slightly as you stare down at your feet, feeling tonight's tears making their way to the surface.