WORK IN PROGRESS!
Confusion
Buffy wants Faith, but she's unsure of Faith's feeling. Tonight she's finally ready to find out... but still shes unsure of how to...
She stood there at the door wondering why she was really there. She told herself it was to ask faith to go slaying, she was close to convincing herself, but when she really admitted it, she was there because she wanted faith. She had wanted faith for a long time and it scared her. She had never liked a girl before and she didn't know why faith was the first. God who was she kidding, of course she knew why. Faith was amazing, beautiful, god was she gorgeous. Buffy loved everything about her, the way she walked and talked and carried herself. God she was amazing. She knew faith liked girls. She caught faith in the bronze making out with another girl, god was that awkward but at the same time oh so hot. Buffy just wished she was the girl faith was all over. She looked in the window again, seeing faith asleep on the bed. The sheet stopped at the top of her ass, exposing faiths back. Buffy was driving herself insane. She stared as faiths body rising and falling as she breathed. The chiseled back and the way her body look sent chills through Buffy's body. She just wanted to break down the door and jump faith right then and there. She stood there a moment more debating on to knock or leave her be. Buffy decided she had to see faith, talk to faith, and feel her against her own body.
Buffy knocked softly running her hand through her hair, before resting her hand on her hip she getting nervous. She knocked again when faith didn't response and hoped faith would answer. Faith yelled out "Go away who ever you are" Buffy smiled knowing faith wasn't an easy wake.
"Faith it's me, open up, we gotta talk" She could hear faith grunt getting up and walking to the door. Buffy hoped to god she didn't bring the sheet. She tried to hide her nervousness as she shifted her stance when she heard faith unlocking the door. Faith pulled on the door, with a not to happy look on her face, and was standing there leaning against the door, completely nude. God buffy wanted to jump her then and there. She had to look away to hide her smile.
"what do u wanna talk about" faith basically barked it out. Buffy winced a bit at the harsh tone and decided she should wait a bit before she told faith how she feels.
"can I come in, id rather not have everyone hear what we are talking about."
Faith moved out of the way still leaning against the door, tilting her head to let buffy know to come in. Buffy looked around and walked in kind of hoping all went well and she figured out how to put her feelings into words. She turned around when faith closed the door jumping a bit.
"Little jumpy B?" she turned and looking faith over, not realizing she was staring. "B whatcha looking at?"
"you… I mean uh…" buffy blushed turning way completely embarrassed.