Compulsive Noties
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Oh I've been away for far to long! I just wanted to post something slightly in the Holiday Spirit! I'm hoping to post a second chapter sometime soon! :D I worked rather hard on this, and by that I mean, it took me days, and multipul ideas to finally come up with a new story! Sorry I was gone so long...a lot of shit happened. D: But I'll try to be around more often! You can thank Bra shopping with my Mommy and JCPennys for this story. Hah. Hope I'm not to rusty!
It's rather difficult to explain why, exactly, I don't enjoy the holidays, simply because on the other hand I do. I do enjoy the smell of gingerbread and candy canes in the air, even the smell of children's hope. I also enjoy the rushed mothers who don't realize how badly they're maxing out the credit cards. I enjoy the sales, the happy faces, the wishful thinking of everyone under the age of 18, the fat old men in Santa suits...but the holidays never seemed to be a happy time for me. Thanksgiving reminded me how alone I was, and Christmas reminded me how little I could afford. Especially as a child. So you could expect my natural reaction to Naruto's yearly Christmas card wishing me 'Good fortune and hope this Holiday Season!' Even going as far as drawing a little heart by his signature. Sometimes he could be so ridiculous.
Not that I didn't love hearing from him, it was always just knowing he was out there during the Holidays, surrounded by loved ones...I knew that must have been at least some what...it wouldn't hurt to know what that was like for once. Even if he was my only loved one.
But I couldn't focus on that. It's not like he'd come and visit anyways, he was always busy with our other friends around this time. And though I had been invited out every year up until two years ago, it wasn't until last year that I'd acquired some Holiday Cheer.
I heard a knock at my door and came out of my daze...though I wasn't 100% sure who it could be, I had a hunch, and a bit of hope.
"Sasu-chan!" Sakura shouted as I opened the door. She threw her arms around my neck, and I tensed up. She wasn't exactly who I'd wanted to see, but it was better then being alone...maybe. "How have you been?" She asked, pushing past me, baggage in hands.
"I've been-" She dropped the luggage, and turned back about and hugged me a second time, planting a kiss on my cheek.
"Oh, I'd love to stay and catch up, but I've got a flight to catch to Ohio! I'll call you when I get there. Bye!" She smiled back, waving as she rushed out of the front door as quickly as she'd came.
"What the hell just happened?" I asked myself, thinking out loud.
"I could probably answer that question for you..." A familiar voice responded, from around the corner. As he came into view, I realized why Sakura had came first. A few different bags hung from his shoulders, as well as a medium sized brown box that took the use of both his hands. I heard Sakura speed off far in the background. Naruto stepped into the house and put the box down next to the side table I usually kept my keys on, before closing the door behind himself. "How are you really?" He smiled, lifting the bag straps from his shoulders and dropping them on the ground.
"I've been...well." I looked him up and down before giving him a half smile, and motioning for him to follow me into the living room. I sat down on the couch and he sat down next to me.
"So, how's life been treating you?" He asked, kicking his feet on the table and throwing his arms around the back of the couch. I simply shrugged not knowing if I even had an answer for the question.
"How about you? What's with the sudden visit?" I asked, getting up from my seat and heading into the nearby kitchen. He looked over his shoulder, but didn't move any other muscle.
"You stopped answering letters."
"No one sends letters anymore...."
"You wouldn't reply to my e-mails."
"I thought they were forwards..."
"You didn't pick up my phone calls."
"I got busy..."
"See Sasuke," He began standing up and sauntering into the kitchen. He paused and took a step closer to me until we were almost touching. "Well, you see I decided to just come visit you, that way you couldn't ignore me. Because lets face it, A) Most of my letters said 'Write back.' I even wrote 'Please read, urgent!' B) I labeled all my e-mails to you specifically. And C) To busy...to answer...my call? I think not." With every word he inched closer to my face, until I could almost taste his minty breath. He'd been here only five minutes and already he was verbally fingering at my belt buckle. It was nearly unbelievable, but at the same time, so very typical. I decided to give him exactly what he wanted this time, in hopes that maybe he couldn't push me away again. Just as I was about to lean in to kiss him, he turned around. He exited the kitchen and I heard him picking up his bags and running up the steps.
"Alright then." I whispered under my breath, a tad frustrated, but more with myself then him. He always seemed to drag me into this situation. Managing to lead me to a dead end, with my heart racing and all the wrong ideas.
"What happened to your guest room?" He called from the upstairs.
"You forget, it's been years since I've had the need for a guest room." I scratched my unshaven jaw, and thought about what might be polite. "You can sleep in my bed I guess. I just sleep on the couch." I made my way into the opening listening to the soft tip tap of my slippers against the hardwood floors. That always seemed to calm me down. Naruto came back down stairs.
"So...your just gonna let me sleep in your bed...no telling what I might do in there while your fast asleep?" He smiled, joking...or so I thought.
"I can change the sheets for you before go to sleep tonight...and you can't use my shower. The guest room may be converted into an office now, but the bathroom hasn't been. So I don't see why you would need to use my bathroom anyways." He shuffled down the remaining steps picking up duffel bags and box before muttering something about me needing a shower soon. Once he was up the to the second level I lifted my arm and took a wif. I thought I smelled fine! I knew I'd just recently showered, so what on earth has he been talking about?
I followed him up, and into my room, where he would be residing, only then did I notice his absurd amount of baggage.
"How long to you plan to be staying?" I asked, almost in shock.
"Just like...five weeks?" He said, nonchalantly, as he began to unpack his bags.
"'The hell! What makes you think I'll let you stay here for five weeks!"
"Oh come on, Sasuke. Think about it, that's Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years!"
"And what makes you think I didn't have plans." He stopped unpacking completely, and I heard him stifle some laughter. He set down his things, and stood up. He walked over to me smiling, softly. But not peacefully, like your grandmother when she tells you she loves you. Chaotically, like a drunk guy at a bar who just has one think on his mind.
Naruto pulled me into an embrace, and I felt his head tilt to lay on my shoulder, that lay a little lower then his.
"Please, Sasuke. I only came to see you...Don't you have room for an old flame." He whispered, knowing good and well what he was doing. It was amazing how he knew I was putty in his hands, and never once tried to do more then flirt to get his way with me. He let go suddenly and returned his attention to his bags on the floor again.
"Since when did you become an old flame?"
"Flame? What are you taking about?" My eyebrows fell into my forehead in confusion. Was he playing dumb? Had I just imagined everything he'd just done, like I had, so idiotically, done before. He looked back at me over his shoulder, and smiled.
"I said, friend, Sasuke." He was coming on to me stronger then tornado winds. Was I in a one sided love, and blinded by the hope that he'd open his eyes? Or was he simply playing with my emotions until he got me right where he wanted me? At this point, I didn't know, and to be quite frank, I didn't care. This was going no where, and everywhere at the exact same time.
I let him sit there and unpack his bag a bit, and just watched him before seeing how creepy it was that I hadn't left yet.
"Wanna go get some tea? Eggnog's in season."
"Oh, I don't even like Eggnog, but getting tea sounds great!" He followed me out of the room, and I slipped into my jacket and shoes before we headed out.
In the car Naruto refused to let there just be silence. When he wasn't talking a mile a minute about something odd and, or, ridiculous, he rocking out to some Christmas Carols he managed to find long before their time. I couldn't fit a word in edge wise. It wasn't until we finally arrived that there was silence.
The coffee shop hadn't put up their Holiday decorations, rightfully, seeing as the first holiday hadn't even happened yet. But Naruto was offended.
"What! No reefs? No chains of bulbs? No Christmas Carols? No nothing!" Naruto complained, as we made our way to the front desk.
"Not everyone puts up Christmas decorations right after Halloween, like you do." Not that I didn't love his persistent Holiday cheer.
We quickly ordered our drinks and sat down next to a chain of Paper Cranes.
"What are those?" He asked, taking a sip of his hot tea.
"What do you mean, what are those? How do you not know what Paper Cranes are?" He shrugged. I guess not everyone knows the little things. "You see, its said that if you make a thousand Paper Cranes, your granted one wish."
"Wow...just one wish?" I rolled my eyes at him.
"How many wishes do you have, hmm?"
"Well...none...but I don't need a wish. I can make the things I want happen, but only if I really want to." Ouch. That hurt. Only if he really wanted to? Did that really mean he was just toying with me?
"Excuse me." I said, leaving for the restroom. I felt tears in my eyes, and there was no way in hell he was going to know that his words cut like a knife. I mean...why should he? It's not like it would make a difference one way or another...if he didn't want things to happen. He probably just liked playing with my emotions. I gave him the proper response: Willing participant, always available, lonely soul, madly in love with him. Perhaps he knew all of this, and just liked the feeling of having control. Well, no more! I'm done with him, and after these five weeks, he out of my house, out of my life, out of everything forever.
How melodramatic. Maybe I was just being ridiculous about all of this. Perhaps I was completely missing a piece of essential information in all of this. Maybe...maybe I had it completely backwards. I took a deep breath.
Stop making your life a damn soap opera, Sasuke. There's no need to be starting vicious circles.
There was something, but at the same time very unsettling to be next to him again. He always did make everything a little harder to understand. Especially when it came to myself. I could run an entire Company, one arm pasted to my side, but when he came around, I couldn't even understand my own native language. What control he had over me was rather sad.
Once we finished our teas, we left.
"Do you think we could pick up a tree on our way home?" Naruto asked, getting into the passenger seat. The words were like flowers blooming from his mouth. Something about 'we', and making 'our way home' just made me think of what could have been. Or could be if he'd stop messing around.
"No. And if we actually run into someplace selling trees, I'll be extremely horrified."
"Why are you always such grouch about all of this?" He asked, as I started the car. I couldn't help it. The Holidays made me wanna scream, cry and feel joyful all at the same time. Somewhere among all those emotions was just plain neutral, which over powered the want to be anything else. But all of that was irrelevant, usually. I enjoyed my normal apathetic, non-caring state. And I'd rather like t return to it, though that seems nearly impossible with him by my side.
As we zipped down the streets, I hoped for a hot bath. Maybe that would release some of the tenseness that seemed to be causing me so much trouble.
Silence filled this ride, unlike the last once. Well, up until halfway home, when Naruto turned the radio on. I left my eyes still glued to the road, when I felt a warm hand tangle itself with my hair. I heard a click, but refused to look away from the road at risk of being distracted. I heard the leather of my car creak as Naruto pushed himself toward me. I felt his lips on my cheek, which was fine. Again, I was a little unsettled, but it was fine. I could still pay attention to the road at least with a little kiss on the cheek. It was when I felt his tongue trace the shell of my ear was when we had a problem, when his right hand moved from my thigh to my inner thigh. When the fingernails from his left hand began to lightly scratch along my collar bone, which he already knew, due to a previous incident, was a total turn on.
"Naruto!" I finally said, before letting myself succumb to the pleasure his hands, and mouth, could surely deliver as I lost control of the car. "This is all very, very, nice, but I have to make sure I don't run a motor vehicle off the side of the road. And I don't know about you, but I've waited far to long to let the moment be ruined by a little metal going through my chest."
"So you don't want me to touch you...like this..." He began to slide his fingers under my belt,
"No, no, no, no, no. I do. Trust me, oh my goodness yes, I want you to touch me like that, and any other way you please, but not while I'm driving down the damn road." He laughed and began to undo his own belt, and pants button. "W-Well, what are you doing now?" I asked, my eyes bouncing from the road to his pants, and what could possibly be lying beyond.
"Well, if you can't help me, right now, and I can't help you, right now, I'll just help myself." His hand slipped down into his waist line and I watched his hand rise and fall. Again, and again. He sighed and shuddered. His hips slowly bucked forward as he groaned.
"N-Naruto...?" He looked over at me and moaned. I had never seen him act like such a slut! This is something perhaps my brother would pull, not with me of course, but I'd heard stories like this from his friends. Even Sai might do something like this, but Naruto always seemed more conservative! Well, I wasn't sure what was making him do this, but I damn sure wanted to find out. "Naruto, if you wait...five...minutes..." He smiled, looking like he'd accomplished something more then jacking off, momentarily, in the passenger seat of my car. He let go, and pulled his hand out of his pants. He couldn't button them back up. He put his hand in front of my face, and I saw one finger glimmering. He leaned in close,
"See that?" He asked, letting his hot breath run all over my shoulder. I nodded, not knowing what to say, really. "That's just the pre-cum. And I just wanted to let you know, the rest of it...is going in you."
This year, I'd be far from lonely these Holidays.
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