A/N: hello everyone, this is my first fanfic so don't be to hard on me- I am new at this.

Anyway I hope you like it~

Kim xxx

Disclaimer- I do not own twilight or its characters though if I did- Jasper would be MINE!!

Chapter 1~ Black Name, Black Heart

BPOV

I had just come back from spending my first full day with Jacob. I had only met him last week, but from the looks of things, me and him were heading for a best friend relationship.

I went straight up to my room, without saying hello to Charlie (he and I were fighting), and jumped on my bed.

As my head hit the pillow, I realised how tired I was. I looked at the clock, 7:45, enough time to wash my hair and get to bed.

I started collecting all my toiletries and clothes for my shower when I heard something break my window. "What the hell!" I walked over and opened my window to see Jacob standing below me, looking quite excited. "Jacob, what the hell were you thinking?! You just smashed my window!"

His look became apologetic, but went straight back to being excited. "Oh sorry Bella. I just meant to tap your window. Will you ever forgive me?" He looked at me with puppy dog eyes, which by the way, looked so bad on him. But how could I not when he had gone to all that effort? "Fine what do you want anyway?"

"Oh umm, I just wanted to know if you wanted to go for a walk with me. I know this great place, really romantic." His look changed from excitement to, what was that…..lust?

I was shocked. I could barely move. I had only met him a week ago when Charlie and his dad Billy had gone on a fishing trip. "Umm. No. Jake" was all I managed to blurt out. Oh my god, he wanted to….to…… eww. He was still looking at me, but with a look of sorrow.

That was it, I had to comfort him. "Oh come on Jake, it's not like I don't like you, your just not my type, that's all. Not to mention 2 years younger then me." Uh oh, he looked mad now. "BELLA, COME DOWN NOW BEFORE I COME AND GET YOU OUT MYSELF." Oh my god, what was with the mood swing, I had to fix this. "No Jake, anyway its 7:50 and dark outside." Best excuse I could come up with. He didn't seem any calmer. "What the hell Bella, I came here 'in the dark' and nothing happened to me"

I just shock my head and went to close the window when Jake suddenly started climbing up the wall.

"Jake get down!! Your gonna hurt yourself!!" He just looked at me and kept going. What did he think he was gonna achieve here? This was 2 stories high for goodness sakes. Jake was really high now, I was suddenly scared for him.

"Oh my god, Jake, get down, wait no, grab my hand, just don't fall!" I reached my hand out to him and he grabbed it- tight.

He let go of the wall and pulled me out of the window, falling and landing straight on his feet, with me in his arms.

When I realised what was happening, he put his large hand over my mouth and pressed down hard on the sides of my cheeks with strong fingers, preventing me to scream.

I tried to lick his hand, a trick that worked when my cousins covered up my mouth- they instantly let go- but Jake just took it as a compliment and looked at me with that look of lust again.

He so wanted me, but I wasn't going to give him what he wanted. Now, I hated this piece of crap, what a way to ruin a relationship, maybe I would have liked him if he hadn't done this.

He took me far into the trees, then stopped and put me down. He tied up my legs and hands, then blindfolded me.

He put some weird smelling thing on my nose and tied there, then put a rag in my mouth so I couldn't scream, not that anyone would've heard me, we were so deep into the forest.

"You know, it wouldn't have come to this if you hadn't been so wussy. 'Oh, I don't want to go with you Jake, its dark'. So lame you know Bella"

I couldent breath, but somehow I got enough air to answer him. "Pfft, god, it's no wonder you don't have a girlfriend. Do you do this to all the girls you meet, or just me?" I said, very muffeled because of the rag.

I wasn't expecting an answer, because I thought that even Jacob wouldn't do this to all the girls he met- what a rapist. "No, actually, because all my babes come when their called."

Wow, Jake has 'babes'?

"Really? You don't look like the type that would have 'babes' chasing after him" I said, muffled again.

He looked at me, VERY ANGRY. He slapped my face- hard- and then flung me over his shoulderand went walking that was the last thing I remembered before the stuff on the rag took effect. Crap! And then the rest of the trip was silent, me hanging unconscious on his back.

Edward POV

I was looking at Jasper, his eyes black, nothing going through his mind except BLOOD, BLOOD, SO THIRSTY. He wasn't even thinking about Alice- wow, that was new, they were so deeply in love. His blonde hair was messy, not in the usually neat do he kept it in. His hands balled up into tight fists, knuckles white and the muscles on his arms flexing.

He was trying so hard not to just run out the door and eat the first human he saw. Why wasn't Alice here comforting him? Oh wait, she was out shopping with Rosalie and Esme. Poor Jasper. He tries so hard to give up his diet of humans and go to animals like the rest of us.

Wait, what were we doing here? There was no law that said we couldn't go hunting. Jasper would be in a better mood and it would also be good for me and Emmett.

"Hey Jazz," he looked up, only thirst in his eyes, "do you want to go hunting? I know its only animal blood, but it will still help."

He looked at me and opened his mouth to speak- wow, I could even see the venom in his mouth. He was so thirsty, poor Jasper.

"Man, if it will help, I'll go. I would do anything to stop being thirsty."

I got up and yelled, "hey Emmett, me and Jazz are goin' hunting. Wanna come?"

"Oh man, you just ruined my chance at getting a high score! I can never get one with you around. Its like a curse I have- the curse of Edward and the PS3!."

Well that didn't answer my question, but what did I expect from Emmett? He's been trying to beat Jaspers hight score for years now. I looked at Jasper, he was smiling.

"Well Em, are you coming or not?" I asked again.

"Might as well, I can never play with you around."

Emmett walked in with a huge smile on his face. He walked p and punched me in the arm. "Im joking man, your not a curse, but I swear, if your around, I will never beat Jazz's high score."

We all laughed at that and walked out the door.

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Kim xxx

P.S thank you Lauren, my editor, for editing my story. READ HER STORY EVERYONE!! ITS REALLY GOOD ( its called stupid, beautiful cullen! By flawless-lips ok?)

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