A/N: Hello~! I am new to writing on . Well... Not completely new xD I started this account around 2015. I left it pretty quickly because I was scared of writing. Now I am a pretty well known Shizaya auhtor on Wattpad; going by the same name GlinteHjelm. I still prefer writing on Wattpad because I feel like, It's way easier to write and publish there. But I'm gonna give this a try xD lets see how this goes.

"Alright Shizuo-kun. Since you've been so good and haven't attacked anyone the past year, the doctors are letting you go outside all by yourself, and you can go back to your room! Isn't that great?" An all too familiar brunette stepped into the white room. Shizuo stared emotionless up at him from his position on the ground, not moving, not doing anything other than breathing calmly.

The doctor dressed in white kneeled down to the blond's eye level the best he could. And the brunette began untying the straitjacket from the back since Shizuo was lying on his stomach.

Had it been anyone other than Shinra, his childhood friend, getting this close to him without permission. Shizuo would have slammed their head against a wall until he could see their blood splattered everywhere. But Shizuo could do worse. He could do much worse.

Which was why the blond was in that stupid jacket in the first place. Another doctor had been ordered to serve Shizuo some edible food.

But as soon as the doctor had stepped into Shizuo's safe space, all that could go wrong, went wrong.

Shizuo really didn't understand why the medical staff were so furious with him. A stranger walked into his home without permission. What was he supposed to do?

He had tried his best to throw the man back out, but he wouldn't stop wiggling around like a worm. Eventually he stopped squirming when Shizuo held him down by his throat. The blond thought it was bizarre for a stranger to just fall asleep in someone elses home so suddenly. But Shizuo just shrugged, that just made things easier for him. And he threw the limp body outside of his door and acted like it never happened.

He never saw the doctor again.

And the medical staff had found out pretty quickly, that Shinra was the only doctor that could go near Shizuo. And it stayed like that.

Shinra took off the straitjacket, and the blond patient stretched his arms as much as possible.

He finally got his freedom back, and he got up from the floor and stretched arms a little more.

"Alrighty, the door is open. You know where your room is~! And here!" Shinra beamed and gave Shizuo the purple card with japanese signs on it. If he wanted to go out in the beautiful garden, just outside of the hospital, he had to show the guards his given card in proof that he didn't need a guard with him.

Shizuo longed after fresh air as he walked down the white hall, eventually stopping up at the glass door and showed the guards his card before walking out in the warmth.

Shizuo liked the garden. It was the only good thing about this nut house. It was the only colorful and peaceful about the building.

Shizuo sat peacefully on the bench and looked at all the different flowers he was surrounded by. Even smelled some of those who were close to him.

And Shizuo sat there for hours. If you would have let him, he would probably sit there until tomorrow. Just watching the flowers, hearing all the friendly birds singing around him.

Besides Shizuo's known reputation for being violent. He liked peace. He would choose peace over violence at any time, no questions asked.

But the big question was always the same. If he hated violence, then why did he use it so easily and so often?

Shizuo didn't know. He blamed it all on his temper. He got so easily angry, though he might not show it sometimes. But other times, he just used his strength by accident. And that made him the most dangerous patient, along with his insanity in this mental asylum.

And he was greatly feared by those who knew him. And Shizuo felt alright with that, because he knew this place had people just as insane as him. He wouldn't like to converse with any of those nutcases.

Shizuo turned his head at the bushes. There was an unpleasent sound coming from that direction. And Shizuo got up from the bench to stalk closer to that noise. It sounded so unpleasent in his ears. He almost wanted to cry.

The closer het got to the bush, the more he could see, that from behind it, two boys were sitting on the ground doing something. But then the unpleasent sound died down and disappeared. But it lingered in the blond's ears, and he clenched his fists painfully tight while he leaned over, to get a better look at what they were doing.

Shizuo's emotionless stare landed on the little bird between them. He stared horrorfied at the bloodied bird. It was bleeding from the throat, and one of the boys had a bloodied knife in their hand. That was all the information he needed.

The two had not even noticed Shizuo was there as they played further with the dirt from under the bushes. Right until Shizuo grabbed the two from behind.

"—HEY!" They both screamed. Shizuo looked between them, still completely emotionless.

"You think It's funny to murder innocent animals?" Shizuo asked them calmly.

The two stared back at Shizuo with terrirfied looks over that they had been caught.

"W-W-We were j-just playing surgery..!" One of them cried out. But Shizuo no longer listened to the kids, and he smashed their heads against the ground without warning.

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The door opened, and inside of the bright room came Shinra with an angered expression.

"Shizuo-kun, you can't be serious!" He yelled angrily. But Shizuo didn't even flinch at the loud tone. He was just sitting in the corner, snuggling into his straitjacket like it was a blanket that could comfort him.

"They killed a bird.."

"And you killed two children!"

Shizuo honestly didn't care about the children. They shouldn't have killed that innocent bird. It didn't deserve such a cruel fate.

It almost brought tears to the blond's eyes. Almost.

Shinra sighed when he was met with silence. Shizuo had just gotten his freedom, only to be brought back here. Yet it strangely seemed that Shizuo was happy with either.

Shinra sighed yet again as he dialed a number and walked out of the room. He then shut the door and sat on one of the chairs in the hall.

"Yes It's Shinra. I could really use your company and help tomorrow Orihara-kun, to get through the day..."