I totally just made this up....if you cry and mess up your keyboard then my job was done :D.
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A light wind blew softly threw the window. I was lying in my bed, shivering. I hadn't realized that it was even open when I curled into a ball hours ago. It had been light outside then. Not now. It's dark and cold. Just like the space in my chest where a thing called a heart should be. But since he was gone, I didn't have a heart. I didn't have happiness. If he hadn't gone, I would be content in his arms right now. Edward...
He left yesterday. I guess it was yesterday because as I looked over at my clock, it said 2:02am. He left after school. He said that I was too much to handle. Too much for him. Of course I was. I wasn't capable of lifting myself up to his standards. It stabbed me in the back in the most painful way possible. My mind spun when he told me. I thought maybe he was lying. I even told him that. He just said I was being difficult like always and that he was telling the complete truth.
Why had this happened? I didn't know he really felt that way...it was so obvious sometimes. The frail human wasn't up to being with the god of a man Edward. I started shaking with sobs just thinking about it. Nobody wanted me. I wasn't looking for pity. I couldn't do that at a time like this. No, that was the truth. Edward even said it himself.
Nobody wanted me.
Of course, somebody somewhere did. But that didn't matter. No CULLENS wanted me. Maybe Mike or Tyler "wanted" me as a girlfriend for a month. But I wanted Edward forever...but his feelings weren't returned. It wasn't fair at all.
All of a sudden, I heard a loud thud just outside my window. The space inside me burned with the memory of Edward jumping out of my window at night...
When I looked outside, Edward was there to my great surprise. Great didn't even cover a quarter of what I was feeling! But something caught my eye...his eyes. They were red. Crimson red. And he was giving me his lopsided smile, only it wasn't sweet. It was frightening.
Edward lunged at me with a growl and his teeth were bared. My eyes widened as he jumped up into my window, pinned me to my bed and....
He started shaking me. I found that I was screaming and my eyes flew open. It was a dream...a horrible horrible dream...he would never do that. These thoughts flew through my head.
"E-d-d-ed-edw-Edwaard!" I sobbed, tears flowing down my soft cheeks. Edward patted my back and held me close.
"What happened, Bella?"
"In-my...dream..you left me...and then...you came back and...you attacked me...and growled at me...it really was scary! Don't leave me! Don't leave, Edward! Please!" I cried into his hard chest.
"It's okay, Bella. I would never, ever leave you again...it's too painful. And you know I would never attack you." Edward kissed my forehead and laid his head on top of mine. "Never."
"I love you very much." I cried.
"I love you too." He hugged me a little bit tighter, careful not to hurt me. I sobbed and sobbed. My tears just kept coming. It was 2:30am right now, but I was content in Edward's arms. I had beat the Nightmare Bella.
I had my Edward.
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:D I guess the button isn't in the corner...so look down...yes...the button wants you to press it. NOT THE BUTTON IN THE CORNER! The bug one!
