A/N: YES finally I got myself a Gundam fanfic!

Title: Heaven's Not Enough

Rating: T

Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own them or the really cool gundam, BUT I do own the letter and the pictures! (goes to brag)

Tieria glanced around one last time before entering Dynmaes' cockpit. Making himself comfortable in the seat, he leaned back and sighed. It was about time he made himself come here. The small area made him feel whole again. Turning slightly in the seat, he ran a hand over the back of it. His hunt stopped when he felt the edge of paper touch his finger tips. Ripping it away from the back of the seat he settled back down. He fiddled with a pretty thick envelope, thinking of Lockon's words that lead him there.

Flashback

Tieria moaned as Lockon pulled his flaccid cock out his ass. Lockon chuckled and kissed his shoulder, "I love those sounds you make, Tieria." Tieria smiled and put a hand on the back of the man's neck pulling him down for a kiss.

"Tieria," Lockon repeated, resting his head in the crook of Tieria's neck. "I'm leaving for earth in a few hours." Tieria stiffened. "Don't say anything; just listen. If I die, there's an envelope for you behind my seat in the cockpit of Dynames. When I die I want you to get it."

End flashback

That was one year ago when he last heard of the envelope. Tieria ripped the side of the envelope open. A stack of pictures tied together and a folded piece of paper tumbled onto his lap. Setting the envelope and pictures aside, he unfolded the paper. He smiled at Lockon's distinctive handwriting.

"Hey Babe,

I guess since you're reading this I must be dead. I'm glad Dynames returned to deliver this message. I wanted to leave you all the pictures we took so you'll always have my favorite memories with you. But that's not the main reason I left this note for you. I wanted to make sure you knew that I loved you, with all my heart, body, and soul. I don't want you to grieve for me; I need you to move on. You probably think that'll make you seem selfish but that's okay, everyone has the right to feel selfish once in a while. I'm asking this of you but it's really not my call. You've always been a strong person so I'm sure you'll make the right choice. (smiley face)

Love, Neil"

"Neil," Tieria clutched the letter to his chest, "I'm not the one who needs to be selfish, you damn bastard," Tieria let his tears run freely for the first time. It was okay now. Lockon, no Neil, made it ok. "I'll always love you."