Dreaming Wide Awake
Chapter 1: Leaving
Renesmee's P.O.V.
16 years. That's how long its been since the Volturi came the first time and now I'm holding a letter from Aro asking for me to stay the summer in Volterra
"I say no." my mother said reading over my shoulder.
"What do you think they want?" uncle Emmett asked.
"I'm with Bella, she shouldn't go" aunt Rose said.
I block out all their voices and look at dad.
'Dad'. He looked up at me.
'I want to go', I said in my head.
"Why?" he said over everyone else.
'Because I want to know what they want. Aro wants me to come out there, and I want to see why that is, daddy please!' I begged.
He sighed "Let me talk with your mother."
I ran over and hugged him. I walked out the back door I walk slowly to our-my mom and dads- house, I think over going to Volturi. I walk in the house and to my room I change out of my blue jeans my black and pink aeropostale top and my blue high tops into my hello kitty shorts and pink tank top-Alice picked them out-and crawled in to bed knowing tomorrow would be hard one way or another.
Edward's P.O.V.
"Edward no! I will not let her go, they tried to kill her" Bella yelled at me that night back in our room, Renesmee was fast asleep in hers. The anger written all over her face
"I know Bella but she wants to go! Lets her go and see what life outside our family is, Alice will watch out for her. Stop worrying love she will be fine!" I said trying to get Bella to understand that Renesmee wants to go. Soon she'll know about Jacob.
Bella sighed finally "Fine she can go, but you're telling Jacob" she said with an evil grin like that should worry me I got up from sitting at the end of our bed and went to stand in front of her.
"You really think I'm worried about Jacob?" I asked my beautiful wife, her smile faded,
"Well he is her imprint" she said like it was a wining statement.
'His what? I heard my daughters thoughts in my head.
"Renesmee come in here please" I said watching the door open, she walking in with her head down.
"Come here" I said as she came in the room fully, she walked over still looking at the floor.
I looked at Bella she had a look of shock. We never wanted Renesmee to find out this way. Her mind was racing so fast I couldn't get a hold of one thought
"Is there anything you want to ask?" Bella asked, I had to keep from rolling my eyes.
I sat down by Nessie "When?" her small voice asked.
"When you were born." I answered
"Do you want to talk to Jacob?" Bella asked and I knew that was a bad idea
"No!" she said sounding scared, "not right now anyway." she said calming.
'What do I do, do I even love Jacob that way I know I love him like my brother but do I love him more than that? God I'm so lost!'
"Baby girl," she looked at me, "me and your mother were talking and if you still want to you can go to volterra" I said, hoping that getting away for a summer might help her think and see how she really feels about Jacob, and as if she knew what I was thinking
she said "Yes please!"
I nodded "Okay, I'll call in the morning and tell them your coming." I said watching her face for any change, but nothing. "I'm gonna go pack." she said getting up and walking out, once she was out of the room I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.
Renesmee's P.O.V.
I can't believe I'm Jacobs imprint. I just don't know what to think or how to feel. I started packing after I left mom and dads room. I'm so happy I'm leaving I need time to think, cause I mean what do I really feel for Jacob?. There was a knock at the door to break my thoughts.
"Who is it?" I asked.
"Its Jasper"
I smiled. "Come in."
He walked in, "you all ready to go?" he asked coming over to my bed where I'd been sitting for who knows how long.
"Almost. Jazz how does everyone really feel about me going?" I knew he'd tell me the truth no matter what that's just how we roll. "Well your dads okay with it really he wants you to go. Your moms worried you'll get killed, Rosalie thinks it's a bad idea, Emmett's… well he's Emmett."
I laughed at that Emmett's Emmett meaning he's okay but would love a fight.
"Alice is watching for anything bad. Esme's worried about you but knows you can take care of your self, Carlisle's trying to think of why Aro wants you to come."
I look down at the floor and than back at him. "And you?" I asked worried as to how my favorite uncle-hell my favorite of the whole family-was feeling.
"I want you to be happy and I know you want to go, really your happy about getting away, but why do you want to leave so bad?" I could see the wonder in his eyes and I felt bad for wanting to leave so bad.
"Don't feel bad, just tell me what's up?"
I laughed. "I found out last night that I'm Jacob's imprint and I don't know if I feel that way about him, so I'm happy to be leaving to have time away to really think on how I feel about him." Just then, Seth and Leah ran in my room.
"You can't go!" Seth all but yelled.
"Calm down" Leah said touching Seth's arm, then looked at me. "What he means is why are you staying with the people who want you dead?" she said I laughed at my best friend.
Jasper got up and walked to the door "I'll let you guys talk." and with that he left.
"Leah I'll be fine… you two have to do something for me. Take care of everyone till I get back, okay?" I watched as both their face's turned sad.
Seth was the first to speak. "You got it, sis." He walked up and hugged me.
"Lee?" I said, looking at her.
"Fine, but you better be back after this summer!" I smiled, walking over to her and hugged her, "I will!"
Now I was ready to leave.
alright so i reread my story and thought this sucks so here you go! i hope you like it review and tell me what you think :) thanks!