Author's Note: LnL2! Read/Review please.
Ch.1
Lucky's Pov
"We can finally be a family you, me, Cam and Aiden." Liz said
"Liz...I can't be with you we have to move on. We have to get over the past. Your first love never works out anyway." I told her "And nothing ever turns out right for us."
"Lucky can't you give us a chance"
"I told you i can't lose you again. i can't." i replied
"Your not gonna lose me not this time" Liz said
I sighed "You can't know that no one can. no matter how much we want to be together no matter how much we try things may not work out" i said "Everything could fall apart again just like it has before"
"Have a little faith Lucky, in me, in yourself and in us." Liz responded
"I can't handle anymore heartbreak"
"So your not even gonna try? your not even gonna give us another chance to work things out to be happy and be a real family?" Liz said her eyes tearing up.
"Its just not the right time Liz, i think we'll be better just how we are for now." I told her
"Not the right time when is? do you expect me to wait for you? Lucky i want us to be together and i know that you love me so why are you holding back."
"Liz can't we just leave things how they are. your right i do love you, but why ruin what we have now. everything is good now." i said
"Ok fine whatever you want Lucky." Liz said storming out.
5 Years Later...
"Lucky!" Lulu exclaimed hugging me as i got off the train.
"Hey so how was that case of yours?" Ethan asked we got in Lulu's car and drove to my apartment.
I went to Llanview, Pennsylvania to investigate the murders there, the Mo was the same as the murders here and the trail lead there. I've been gone for 2 months.
"i solved the case with help of the LPD" i said
"Thats great! so meet anyone while you were there? any woman catch your attention" Lulu asked
"I was there for work. thats it." i replied
"Oh c'mon you didn't meet anyone?" Ethan said
"Can we change the subject to something besides my love life" i muttered
"Fine we'll drop it" Lulu murmured
"So what have you to been up to?" i asked
"Drowning in wedding plans" Ethan responded "i swear if one more person asks me if i prefer White or off white i'm going to strangle them! i mean whats the difference? its white who cares!"
"Your a guy you just don't get it" Lulu stated "Liz and Kristina have been asking me for wedding advice and i have my hands full with Talia."
"Wait Liz?" i questioned Lulu and Ethan just looked at each other
"oh look at the time, i gotta go pick of center pieces or something." Ethan said quickly leaving.
"I should go i have to pick Talia up from daycare." Lulu said leaving
really! whats going on...why couldn't they just tell me.
i called Liz
Lucky: Hey.
Liz: Oh hey Lucky
Lucky: I'm back in PC
Liz: you are, oh Cam and Aiden will be so happy to see you!
Lucky: yeah...so do you mind if i come over and see them
Liz: no of course not.
Lucky: Okay i'll see you in a little bit than
Liz: Alright bye
Lucky: bye
I hung up and went over to Liz's place.
"Daddy!" Aiden exclaimed
"Hey buddy" i said hugging him
"Lucky your here" Liz said "Cameron your dads here!" he came down the stairs playing some video game.
"Cam, Aiden i missed you guys" i said
"I missed you too, dad" Cam said and hugged me
then i saw it, the rind on Liz's finger, i knew her and Nikolas had been dating for a while, but when did they get engaged? and why wouldn't she have mentioned this to me. i guess its a little awkward maybe, but so what i deserve to know.
"Hey guys can i talk to mommy for a minute" i said
"Ok, c'mon Aiden wanna play PSP." Cam said and they went in the other room
"What do you want to talk about?" Liz asked "is everything alright"
"When were you going to tell me." i muttered
"Tell you what, Lucky" Liz said
"You know what i'm talking about, why didn't you tell me." I asked
"Me and Nik wanted to wait to tell people, and why does it matter to you anyway" Liz said
"You..just- you should have told me." i responded
"why its none of you business, me and Nikolas are engaged that doesn't concern you"
"Okay...i guess congratulations..." i replied "I'm glad your happy"
"Thanks"
I really wasn't glad i was the exact opposite actually. I know i'm the one who said i didn't want to try again, but it was stupid. i just didn't want to get hurt. I hate the idea that Nikolas makes Liz happy, that hes gonna live the happily ever after i should have with Liz. What can i do though its too late they're engaged, engaged. I blew my chance because i was scared to get hurt again. God i am such an idiot.
Author's Note: The title just came to me somehow and i thought it would work perfectly with this story! hope you liked it! Chapter 2 on the way and it will be longer. Ch2: Lucky admits his feelings for Liz