Backfire
UPDATE
"Mercy we've been going out for like almost 7 years now and you still haven't let me past on top of the underclothes, I'm a healthy 23 year old man I need more I told you I needed more and you gave me nothing, you can't blame me for doing this"
"No Sam you're right I can't blame you for sucking on that bitch's tits like your fucking life depended on it, for sticking your fingers so far up her I saw your damn finger nails when she looked at me of course it's all my fault, but watch because this is your fault" Mercy said as she turned and walked away from him flashing her ass
"Mercy!" he shouted knowing it would have no effect he'd screwed up and with Quinn of all people. She knew what she was doing, she'd asked him over, as a friend of theirs, to go through a song for church on Sunday they were singing together. Mercy had finally gotten over the doting ex-girlfriend syndrome thing going on between them and trusted her instincts enough to stop asking questions about their constant church meetings. Sam had long got over Quinn himself she'd cheated on him with Finn, slept with Joe and tried to make a life with Puck since they'd split and he was happy she'd moved on. So they were happily practising away when she'd gone to the bathroom apparently, minutes later she came down with just an invisible gown on, he could only describe it as that as he could see that something covered her but there was no material in it, telling him it was all his and nobody had to know, yeah he was going to know but he wasn't going to fuck her, he just wanted to feel her make her cum maybe on his mouth and cum in hers or on her or something, standing here now his intentions were murky. Well did he get played, because just as he buried his fingers in her and got his mouth around her perky boob, the door burst open and there was Mercy standing there watching him eating that bitch's tits and three fingers deep inside her with raging male hormones and everything and to top it all Fabray standing there with a smile on her face. Quickest dead dick he'd ever had seeing her standing there but, caught in the act brought on new meaning at that moment and how does he come back from that.
"This is not happening" Mercy stood there shouting "This is not fucking happening" she cried "Sam is this fucking happening?" she asked me, her voice getting louder the more upset she got, before she turned and left, he'd frozen, he thought nothing, moved nothing or said nothing, he was devastated, disgusted with himself and then he realised she'd gone
"Why did you do that?" he asked Quinn his mad coming without warning
"Because you know you can't do without sex and she needs to know it too" she smiled at him "How the hell is she going to keep you hanging like that and you're letting her" she laughed "I knew you always wanted me and that just proves it" Sam didn't even listen to the whole of Quinn's reasoning he went after Mercy tried to have a conversation and now he stood looking at her walking away from him.
He stood watching her walk away and felt helpless to do anything he was guilty he's cheated for the first time in his life and he'd been caught by the love of his life, all he could do was sit and cry. He went home had a shower and changed his clothes before he attempted to call Mercy, she answered but then clicked the phone off to let him know she didn't want to speak to him, he texted, sapped and even face booked her but still silence on her part. He drove by her house but her car wasn't there, even so he still sat outside for a while waiting, but no joy. There was nothing he could do but cry again, he hated not having contact with her it hurt him physically, overshadowing his hurt was the thought of her hurting too and knowing that was all his fault
He sat thinking about the last conversation they'd had about sex when she had told him she was fast moving away from the waiting till marriage thing and he had reassured her that marriage was on the cards for them so it didn't matter if they had sex now or after but he'd really want to wait as it was something they had agreed on initially. 'I bet she's super buzzed she didn't fucking trust me enough to do it, I'm not even fucking worth it, how the fuck did I let Quinn trap me like that?' He looked at the time on his phone "Shit it's been 6 hours since she spoke to me this never happens I need to know she's alright" he said tapping out another message on his phone 'Babe please speak to me where are you' he wrote on her sapp, feeling the ache for being away from her for too long 'I need to fix this, this is my something I need to fix this please' he wrote
'What do you mean this is your something stop fucking stressing her out' he saw flash up on his screen
'Who is this' he wrote
'Her new friend so back the fuck off'
'You better back the fuck off stranger or I will fuck you up'
'I got your girl and you can't do anything about it'
'You think you got my girl stranger, don't test me give Mercy her phone back now'
'Sam it's me take no notice of her, she's a fool, I don't want to talk to you'
'How do I know this is you, are you safe'
'Above the bra'
'Okay, but I'm trying again later' he sapped and put his phone in his pocket, about a minute later he got a sapp from Mercy
'Just read messages what do you mean your something?'
'I don't want to say you'll hate me more'
'Sam where are you' 'Sam'
'Later Mercy'
Sam was deep in thought about how he could prove to Mercy that somehow he'd been trapped into doing that with Quinn and convince her to give him one final chance to prove his love for her. But you weren't trapped Sam you did it because you wanted to and with Quinn of all the bitches in the world why her? He asked himself. I'm starved of pussy that's what the problem is I want Mercy I really do and abstaining from sex is the way to get her but it's killing you guy you need a compromise, so what's the compromise, he sat thinking hearing his mobile ring but he had nothing to say, he was in the wrong and he hadn't figured out how to make it right just yet, there was no use talking to her yet. "Got it" he said, finally in his light bulb moment just need to get Mercy to get back with me and agree it.
It was nearly midnight, Mercy was still sat in her bedroom not wanting to be disturbed by Sam of anyone she just wanted to cry herself to sleep, but sleep wouldn't come, she thought she'd be able to get over Sam in a few hours and then carry on with life but every minute away from him got worse she was at panic attack stage and she couldn't stop herself from wanting to see him, feel him, touch him and suddenly she knew what Sam meant about her being his something, he was hers and she hated herself for it.
'You're my something Evans, you treat me like shit and I still need you, what's with that, you're my fucking something' she sapped him crying all over her phone
'Where are you' he asked
'Home, come here' she wrote no longer able to fight hard enough to stay away from him
Sam didn't answer he jumped in his drive and got to hers in about 10 minutes flat, she was standing at the door waiting for him and fell into his arms when he got to the door "I can't hate you" she slapped at him saying "I just can't hate you" she shouted finally crying into his chest before pulling off him and slapping him some more, Sam stood there taking it all in, getting upset himself
When Mercy was too weak to cry any more she turned towards the house and walked in, "Come to my bedroom we can talk there, Mom and Dad are out" she said with what could only be described as defeat in her voice, they got to the bedroom and she unusually locked the door behind them
"What's going on Mercy?" he asked looking at the locked door
"I'm not fighting this any more, if this is what you need to stay, you can have it, I suddenly find I need you in my life Sam, if what you want is cheap and trashy I can do that I really can" she said taking her clothes off as she spoke
"Mercy stop" he said walking towards her pulling her clothes back on as she attempted to take them off again "I don't want some angry fumble in your bed Mercy, I want a lifetime with you"
"What are you saying Sam, don't you want me like you want Quinn?"
"Mercy you're not Quinn you don't do the nasty things that she does"
"And that's why I want to do them now, so that you don't have to fuck out on me because I'm giving it up, I finally understand what you need to be happy and I want you to be happy"
"Mercy" he looked around the room saying "I'm not saying no to you I'm saying no to sex I wasn't going to have sex with her I was just getting off"
"Getting off?" she asked quizzically
"I need more Mercy, today proved it for me, I didn't think I did because to be honest I'm happy in our little bubble, but today with her was too easy, and I know it was Quinn and everything but honestly, it could have been any girl, so I know that I do, need more that is, if I'm going to be truly happy I need more"
"And that's what I'm prepared give you, all of me" she started crying "Is this not enough?" she asked standing back for him to look at her
"Yes it's enough, more than enough, I just need more than what your giving me right now, most of all I need you to love me and I don't mean sex, I mean love me"
"God Sam I don't see any more love to show you than to give myself to you, I'm giving you everything here" she said getting annoyed
"Babe do you still love me, that's all that's important to me right now?" he asked
"Do you know how much fucking pain I've been in today because of this, do you?" she asked slapping his chest again "Of course I love you you're my fucking heart, I can't breathe, I haven't breathed since I saw you with your fucking fingers deep inside, Miss Bitch that is gonna get slapped, and how the fuck do you think I feel about that Sam?" she said stopping for breath "And as I took that fucking scene in all I was thinking was why doesn't he do that to me, why isn't that me, what the fuck is she doing with my fucking man"
"And while I was doing that all I was thinking was"
"Do we really need to go there?"
"I need to tell you" he grabbed her, holding her in front of him saying "I was thinking Mercy's tits are softer than these, Mercy would be tighter than this, what noise would Mercy make when she felt my fingers inside her, how would Mercy look on my dick, what would she taste like and I don't want to open my fucking eyes because I won't see Mercy, I love you so much Mercy I know I didn't show it today but honestly that was some trap Quinn set for us"
"What trap?"
"Well you knew we were practising that song for Church, she went to the bathroom and came back downstairs with just that invisible dress thing with no underwear on and then threw her leg up on me throwing herself at me, no lie Mercy she was almost laughing when you walked in, I didn't think she had any cruel left in her after school and everything, I mean she went as far as to call you too"
"She didn't call me you did"
"What? When?"
"Look" she grabbed her trousers and took her phone out of her pocket showing him the text he'd sent saying 'no fun come and rescue'
"I didn't send that" he said taking his phone out to find the message sent from his phone "My phone was in the kitchen honestly, her Mom had made us drinks and I was playing my Avatar game just before I drank it, I only realised I'd left it in there when I thought about you and I went and picked it up when she was to the bathroom, I swear, I didn't send it"
"I was over at Kurt's so it took me about 20 minutes to get there and I said bye to everyone before I left so the message got to me about 25 minutes before I got there"
"I was there about 15 maximum 20 minutes before she went to the bathroom" he looked at her thinking "Don't tell me her fucking Mother is in it too"
"Sounds like" she said rolling her eyes "I'm not even surprised
"Mercy" he pulled her arm saying "I'm not bothered about Quinn or whoever I just need to know what's happening with us"
"I want to split up Sam" she said looking away as tears sprung to his eyes, he loosed her to wipe them away, ready to defend his worth, he was about to say something, to fight for them when she started talking again "But my heart won't let me right now, you're my other half and there's nothing I can do about that, so I guess you're stuck with me. I've always known that our love was unconditional but I didn't think you'd use that against me any time, but Sam as hard as it would be, and I mean even taking me to that something, you hurt me again, in any way, and I will go there I promise, and that will be on your head" she said looking at him seriously
"Mercy believe me it will never happen again, I've done a lot of reflecting today, I know what I stand to lose with what I did and I'm willing to fight to get your trust back. Yes my flesh was weak and I'm totally to blame for my actions but I came up with a solution that will hopefully suit both of us but you have to trust me, I know it's not the right time to ask but will you trust me?"
"I trust you with a lot of things Sam" she rolled her eyes saying "Note to Sam" she giggled "Quinn is not one of them, that bitch has been like this since school and I'm fed up with it"
"Forget her, I want to try something and tell me when it gets uncomfortable or you don't want to carry on, this is me taking a man step in this relationship" he said taking her to her bed to lay down, she'd already taken her top clothes off, he figured he could handle the rest with little fuss.
He lay beside her, whispering for her to relax as he kissed her eyes, nose, cheeks, chin before finding her lips waiting for him "You can ask me to stop at any time remember" she nodded acknowledgement he pulled her over onto him, she was used to being there and he needed her to relax, he took her underclothes off slowly watching her reaction as he went, she seemed pleased. He lay looking at her breasts before going in for a long kiss which left her lips and found her breasts one at a time, she closed her eyes and arched her back at the feel of his lips and tongue on her body as she called his name in a whisper "You like babe" he asked, she moaned in response he rolled them over so that she was below him and kissed her again while his hands travelled from lips to breast and back moving further down her belly with each stroke "You okay babe" he asked as his lips left her breasts and travelled down towards her belly button and made circles around her stomach again Mercy moaned in response and her body was wiggling to grab his tongue. "Babe I'm taking these off but don't worry we are not going to have sex" he said stopping to look at her eyes seeing lust in them he carried on pulling her underwear off and down her legs, throwing them to the side "Babe I'm going to taste you okay" he said
"Sam" she gasped rocking on the bed
He reached up and played with her nipples for a short while before introducing her to oral sex, while she introduced him to the full range of her lung power, when he had finished she giggled for the longest time before saying "Thank you"
"My, Our pleasure" he said carrying on to say "And the moral of this story is, there is fun to be had without sex babe"
"There fucking is" she said not giving him the opportunity to get away before she grabbed his trouser belt and pulled him back in "How would you feel if I did that to you?" she asked
"Real good and I'd have my eyes open" he said laughing as they lay looking at each other while she ventured past his trouser zip, she started to kiss him and climbed on top of him, he went into panic mode for where his mind went as quick as that happened and moved her quick "Too much temptation babe" he picked her up off his saying, she jumped off the bed and made him sit on the edge
"You going to learn me how to deep throat" she said making his heads jump
"Sucking may be the first step" he laughed
"Oh I've got that down on the carrots" she said making them both laughed "Okay give me pointers" she said getting comfortable sitting on the floor in front of him, he did and afterwards her only comment was "Tastes like cherries" making them both laugh again before he pulled her up and they both collapsed on the bed.
"That was.."
"Magnificent" she finished "I didn't even see Quinn but, Sam you know it's going to go down between us and I don't mean for you to lose a friend that's up to you but I'm losing one so no more cosy three way coffee shop visits sorry"
"Are you shitting me why am I going to stay friends with her after this, she fucking set me, I mean us, up but it backfired on her, she said I can't do without sex, you needed to know it, and I'd always loved her, which is a lie, but we found our new version of sex instead, so her plan fucked up"
"Too much Fabray talk Mr. get that mouth doing its thing again" she said pulling him on top of her to go again at one point he tried to stop her screaming by telling her, her parents had entered the house but she called his bluff anyway and screamed till her hearts content.
"Mercy you're going to get me shot we can't do this at my house you know that right?"
"I can't help it, you do things to me and my emotions just won't shut the fuck up, I feel like I want to sing" she said laughing
"I don't want to leave" he said hugging her in "When did you become such an expert on dicking down girl?"
"I don't know I watched a movie once, I eat a lot of bananas in the hope that I'd get it right, and of course the carrots, I want to please my man and you have comparisons so I had to learn fast plus the girls talk"
"Yeah did any of them ever talk about me?"
"Truth?"
"Yeah truth, hold on do I really want to know? Yep" he said speaking to himself "Yep truth"
"Well Quinn said you felt her boobs, Satan said you went down on her, Brittany said you fucked her hard for like two days, Tina said you kissed her and felt her boob, and Rachel said you got her off with your hand in her bedroom while we were all downstairs and that was a massive turn on and all of them rated you high"
"Okay yes boobs only with Quinn until well you know, I did with Satan the alternative was fucking her, I had no cover and no way was I dipping in that bareback, Brittany I fucked her hard for like 10 minutes trying to keep my dick stiff, fantasising about you most the time, Tina try as I might she's your best friend no way, we tried a kiss it was like kissing my sister and well Rachel she was so begging for dick you wouldn't believe she'd be like that, but I wasn't ever going to go there, healing her heart and shit, so I used my hand on her so I didn't upset her with the rejection after Finn and everything call it a mercy thing"
"Did you have feelings for any of them?"
"Where's this come from?"
"I need to hear you tell me"
"Okay" he said hugging her more "I suppose I thought I was in love with Quinn until the break up and when it didn't hurt as much as I expected it to I knew I wasn't, Satan no way that was just slapping Quinn back in the face nothing could have come of that and Brittany well she was sweet but too much hard work I like her as a friend but to me she always belonged to Satan. Nothing to say about Miss T she's my sister and Rachel major cling on, too much need to blank Mercy out shit for me, lost interest before the finger fuck to be honest but you wanted what you wanted so I kept her sweet" he said looking at her "what about you was Shane my true enemy?" he asked
"Shane blast from the past Shane, not really god forbid he should ask for more than a kiss I might have slapped him" she said laughing "I reckon he'd have been a good friend in different circumstances"
"What you mean if he was a girl or you were a boy?"
"Jealous much?" Mercy asked
"Nuff" he said making her laugh "You listen to my Dad too much"
"I have to I need to catch your cusses when you give them" he said laughing "Babe whatever you chose to do with the situation please don't get yourself in trouble and don't get hurt because that brings me into it, I've never beat down a girl before but I'd have to do that, just be careful with my property, are you hearing me?"
"Loud and clear property owner" she said laughing at first but going in for a serious kiss "I love you Sam but please, don't hurt me again"
"I won't, our next step is okay with you yeah?"
"Yep" she said hugging him in
Sam left about 5am and as soon as he got home he texted Mercy to say yet again goodnight and that he missed her, they stayed up until about 7 just talking on the phone before he asked a question and there was no answer and he knew she was asleep, he listened for a short while before putting the phone down
Later that morning he called her as was usual "did you sleep well babe you fell asleep on me this morning?"
"I was exhausted after last night my body has never had such a workout, I've woke up feeling like more and wet"
"Babe I feel the same and I'm more than excited for seeing you again today…"
"Hold up Sam I'm getting a call from T this time in the morning, something must be wrong, I'll ring you back in a bit babe"
"Blaine's on my phone too babe okay later"
Mercy & Tina
"Are you Okay Mercy what has that bastard done to you after all this time to go sleep with fucking Quinn and now they're what? back together what the fuck is happening tell me you kicked her ass, did you kick him to the curb, what is going on down there?"
"T what's going on?"
"Mercy I just heard you caught Sam in bed with Quinn and all hell broke lose you kicking and screaming her pulling the fuck out of your hair of all things, I mean she touched your hair, and you did what? nothing just walked away, I had you down for that shit girl"
"None of that happened T none of it except I caught Sam with his hand up her and sucking on her tits"
"You say that like it's a minor girlfriend he's cheated on you and Mr. pure as fucking snow Sam who doesn't look back on girls that fuck him over had better not be looking to get back with you"
"We didn't split up over it T if that's what you're saying"
"So what's he doing with Quinn?"
"When was he with Quinn?" she asked "I'm confused"
"Yesterday, last night, whenever they're an item now I hear"
"You heard wrong we're still an item, he was with me last night for most of it we fell asleep talking and he's been on the phone to me this morning"
"So what happened?"
"I suppose I took this no sex thing as far as I could take it and it pushed him over the edge a bit but we're sorted now and we both enjoyed the compromise, if you know what I mean" she giggled
"You slept with him Mercy, you threw yourself at him so that Quinn was no longer a factor you little slut" Tina laughed
"No I didn't well I did but he said we should wait and then he took it to the next level and T it blew my fucking mind seriously well both of us really and now we're like fucking rabbits sucking and licking on each other all the while"
"Girl you got your toes wet after all this time and you loved it, I told you you would didn't I?"
"You did and I loved it and he loved it and it feels right"
"It's going to feel right Mercy you two were made for each other, so you know what comes next yeah that bitch needs to be taught"
"So where did the drama come from?" she asked changing the focus
"Satan told us late last night I've been up all night thinking about it, I couldn't wait any more, Mike finally let me near the phone and I called you"
"I'm dealing with my shit T don't worry about that, girl I'm out I need to speak to Sam and get dressed bye"
"Bye girl"
Sam & Blaine
"Dude you did not leave Mercy after all this time a settle for bleeding Quinn, please tell me my information is wrong Kurt will kill you, you promised him you'd look after her heart"
"What? Where did all this come from Dude"
"I heard last night Bro, but it was too late to call as Quinn had told Satan you were off to bed when they finished the conversation"
"Dude I'm going to be honest with you something happened but it wasn't full on sex Mercy caught me, Quinn and her fucking Mother set me up and now Mercy and I are fine again better than fine actually we got to third base; that's confidential by the way"
"What happened to second?"
"Dude we skipped right past that and third was the compromise, she wanted more"
"You lucky bugger" Blaine said laughing "So what happened with Quinn?"
"She went upstairs got naked and came down all guns blazing and yeah I might have gone further if Mercy hadn't walked in but dude my life flashed before me, all I could do was cry I was in so much pain when she walked away from me, I got there you know to that place Mr. Schue talked about and I don't know I think I told her I was at that place and then later on she called me and told me she was there too and we just needed to be together and find a way to get past this because life without her is whack"
"Deep"
"Anyway; Mercy said she's going to deal with Quinn and I've asked her to be careful, I didn't see Quinn again yesterday and I don't intend on speaking to her ever again"
"So the whole in my bed, ripping Mercy's hair out and being her man thing is what? Her fantasy?"
"Well it's my fucking nightmare dude, ripping Mercy's hair out she'd be dead for a start" he said laughing "I don't want to get real on her but, if I have to, she better watch out" he said closely followed by "Dude I got to go I need to speak to Mercy bye"
"Bye" Blaine said closing the call
Sam & Mercy
"Sam" Mercy said as soon as the phone was answered "Did you just hear about what Quinn said"
"Yeah Blaine was just telling me I don't believe that girl, what is she on?"
"I was going to do a sing thing but I guess it's a sing thing or a slap down babe so I can't promise the no trouble thing right now"
"Try please babe if you don't have to get violent don't because I can't stand by and watch someone hurt you"
"I'll try that's all I can promise, have you got work today?"
"Yeah I'm in at 1 pm why?"
"Do you have to ask you know I'm addicted to something and parents have just gone out and .."
"On my way" he said clicking the phone off and not too soon after they were back on the old conversation "I don't want to go…" it was 12 pm already he had to get home, washed and get to work which was 20 minutes away from home "Babe I've got to go" he said reluctantly
"Oh" she said rolling over in the bed "Do you have to? I'm at work at 4pm and then I'm there until like 11 at night or there about, Simon is a slave driver and the band are only available for about three of those hours so it's mostly demo, I'll be bored, sex starved and missing you like crazy by then"
"I'll meet you from work and we can go to the lake but if you're going to make noise, it's not going to happen" he said laughing
"Can I help that?" she asked "Bring a sock a clean one"
"What for?"
"My mouth" she said and they both laughed as he got up "Babe can I have a …"
"Kiss, you can have a kiss that's it" he said looking at her with slit eyes before giving her one
"I was going to deal with Quinn this morning but as you know something came up" she said raising her eye brows "It's going down tomorrow once I satisfy my craving"
"I thought it was my craving?" he said making his way to the door
"Okay it's our craving" she said before they both laughed again
Sam got to the stairs, turned around and kissed her again "I miss you already" he said when he finally let her go
They got to the front door, she grabbed him this time and kissed him hard "I need you already" she said with a smile
"Don't do that babe I've got to get to work, we need the money"
"Bye then" she said giving him a peck
"Don't do that either babe, what you getting mad for we just finished having very satisfying alternative sex what's up with you, giving me such a hard time, is it all this Quinn stuff?" he asked concerned
"No it's not fucking Quinn, just go to work" she said angrily, slamming the door as he stood just outside it and walking back towards the stairs
"Mercy" he shouted stopping her in her tracks
"What?" she shouted back
"Open the door" he ordered, she went back and opened the door knowing what was coming
"So you don't want me to go to work then, okay, I'll stay here with you till 4pm yeah? because I know you're going to go to the studio because that's important to you yeah and tomorrow you're going to get up even though I might be in bed with you and go beat down Quinn because that's something you got to do tomorrow too, but me going to work to get some money together so that we can have our own place is a no, or is that an under the breath hell no?" he asked not waiting for her to talk he carried on "Mercy, I'm so damn mad with you slamming the door in my face just because I want something for us"
"You mentioned Quinn"
"I know I mentioned her, and I'm sorry if that was what upset up, but seriously, did I deserve that?"
"No" she said giving her puppy eyes because she knew she had diva'ed out
"And don't flash your innocence at me I'm vexed, don't treat me like that it's not nice and acting like this hurts my heart you know it does but you always push"
"I'm pushing?" she asked looking up at him "I'm pushing?" she asked again waiting for him to say something "Just in case everyone around here's forgotten, I saw your fucking finger nails in the bitches eyes yesterday"
"And I'm still apologising for that" he looked at her sheepishly saying
"See, who's going to push you if not me?" she asked "You know what this is Sam I know you know what this is" she said walking up to him seductively
"Yeah I love you too babe, but I need to go to work we have plans"
"Okay" she pulled back off him saying "I'm sorry for stressing you babe and I'll keep my diva at bay I promise, when I can" she said smiling before going in for a kiss which he sunk into "Sam it's 12.20 you need to go" she said pushing him out the door laughing
"Now I need to go?" he questioned, his face braking into a smile before he gave her a peck and went to the car "11" he shouted and waved at her as he got in his car and drove away
"Right Quinn" she said as she turned on her heels to go get dressed to deal with Miss Bitch. She got dressed and headed over to the library where Quinn worked after her 3 years at Yale she came out with an average grade, mainly because her main focus was men, and ended up returning home to work in the local library short term which had been happening for the past 18 months. She got out of her car and entered the library in search of Quinn.
'She's here' Blaine texted the family as he saw her enter the building "Hi Mercy what are you doing here?" he asked
"Don't tell me that you just happened to be standing there Blaine I know everyone knows I've entered the building by now" she said agitated "I hope Sam wasn't in that lot" she remarked looking at Blaine for confirmation
"I don't know" he said getting his phone out to have a look "Yes he was, sorry"
"There she is" Mercy said walking over to her as she finished serving a customer "Quinn just the person" she said walking towards her
"Mercy this is my place of work" Quinn said backing away as she spoke
"And that matters because" Mercy said walking into her and slapping her across the face hard making her spin waited for her to steady herself before giving her another slap making her spin the other way and fall. Blaine stood watching afraid to say anything, Mercy picked her up this time and used her foot to kick her back down to the ground "Get up" she shouted as bystanders started to get involved shouting for Mercy to leave her alone. "You need me to worry about your fucking place of work when you stepped all over the fact that Sam's my fiancé?" Suddenly the family was there standing asking Mercy to stop, Mercy was punching, shouting and kicking at her and crying with anger at the same time eventually she stopped "We're done" she said as she towered over Quinn sitting in a heap on the floor saying a weak 'sorry' to Mercy "I don't want to hear your shit Quinn I never want to hear your shit again, you need to be on the other side of the street when you see me coming bitch" she said turning to leave
"Oh I promised Sam last night when we were in bed that I would sing this shit out so here goes, because you know how I am with promises" she turned bent down to her ear saying "I remember you saying'You never can say goodbye, no no no you, never can say goodbye' she sang "Well bitch this is goodbye, say it"
"Goodbye" Quinn squeezed out
"How did that feel?" Mercy said, way past angry still spitting words at her for a while before she caught herself and said "Bye Quinn" walking away wiping tears from her eyes, she looked up to see Sam standing at the door looking at her
"Mercy" he said going towards her "I thought you were … I'm sorry, I'm really sorry" he said as she fell into him crying harder "Babe, I'm so sorry" he said hugging her until she calmed down
"Why have you left work" she asked when she composed herself
"Babe come on I got the text, they don't know I've gone I don't think, I just left I couldn't stay there, thinking you were getting hurt and worse not do anything"
"I tried to not hit her but I couldn't it wasn't just about you, it was about being there for her when she was pregnant at school, her being my sister when she lived with me, everything and to think she could have that in her mind to do to me of all people, I just flipped"
"Come on we need to go" he said
"Diva go" Kurt shouted as he heard someone on the phone calling the police
Sam pulled her out of the library, got her in his car and drove away "Babe I'll take you home for now because I've got to get back to work but we'll pick your car up later, no on second thoughts you'll come with me" he said
"Can you take me straight to work please?" she asked switching back to normal as if nothing had just happened
"Mercy the police might come to arrest you, what do you mean get to work, I want you to come with me so we can go after I finish work and hand yourself in and get your side across"
"Bitch got slapped and she deserved it"
"Mercy stop it, this could get serious, you assaulted Quinn"
"And your bothered because?"
"Because you could get arrested, charged, go to court, have a record, go to jail anything Mercy it's serious"
"She won't say anything she knows better"
"Come on Mercy we thought we knew her, then she did what she did in collusion with her mother, we can't guarantee that she won't say anything"
"She won't Sam I know her, just take me to work"
"Babe are you okay?" he looked at her asking
"Well I just lost a friend today, I feel like a part of me is missing because of it, I love you Sam, but seriously, I feel like you're to blame for all of it right now, and I don't think I'll be doing anything with that, I just want to be at work away from it all and I'll see you later 11 right?"
"I hear you babe" he drove the rest of the way in silence, he knew all too well that the wrong word or action at this minute could turn his world upside down if he wasn't careful, he was still standing on shaky ground himself, let alone saying anything that might even look like he was defending that girl, he wasn't even thinking her name right now. When she got to work he attempted to kiss her but she turned her face giving him her cheek said a mumbled bye and jumped out the car, he didn't comment on it, he let her go, watching her walk into work, waiting for the usual wave that didn't happen, now he really felt like shit.
'Babe you okay' he wrote later that day
'Yep you' she replied shortly after bringing a smile to his face, he knew she was calming down
'Yes still got my job'
There was regular communication throughout the day until they met at 11pm outside her work as planned "Are we okay babe" he asked as he walked towards her
"We're fine Sam I love you; you know that right?" she said reaching up to kiss him "I missed you today"
"I know, I missed you too and I love you more" he said hugging her in "No news is good news then?" he asked when they broke away and started walking towards the car
"Told you she wouldn't say anything"
"To the lake?"
"Let's go get my car first" she suggested jumping in his car her face breaking into a cry "Will you just give me till we get to the lake please Sam and then I'll be fine"
"Yeah sure" he said, wanting to grab her and hold her for the pain he was causing her, but she'd asked for time so he opted for jumping in the car starting the engine and turning the radio off for total silence, he understood this time because he needed it sometimes too. He drove along considering the events of the past 24 hours and smiled for how much Mercy loved him, it hadn't taken me even half that kind of fuck up for me to leave the cheerleader who shall not be named back in school and if I told myself the truth I didn't forgive that girl until Mercy and I really got it together in New York. When I think back to how much she hurt me in doing that with Finn and the nights I spent crying over it all, and I truly didn't really love her. "Shit man" this shit is... this is really hard for Mercy and I did this to her' I didn't even see the kiss and I pictured it so many times in my head it was real, she saw me with Quit, yes Quit, full on hand …... what did she say? so far up her she could see my fingernails or something, fuck how do you erase that picture. I hope she knows how much I love her and that really will never ever happen again, he thought looking at her but not moving his head to alert her to the fact.
Mercy replayed the events of the morning with Quinn, as she had so many times today the baby drama, the bed share, the girl chats, Sam everything had gone through her head and she'd totally gone to town on Quinn, how fucking dare she disrespect me like that, and call herself a sister fuck her, and fuck him she thought, side eyeing Sam. I hate you so much right now Samuel Evans, I could slap the fucking dick, lips and fingers off you, then you'd be no fucking use would you. All that would be great if you could live like that Mercedes Jones, she sighed you tried it remember, why does this prick have me like this? I swear anybody else and I'd have kicked them to the fucking curb but Sam fucking Evans finger fucks Fabray and I'm like no don't do her take me please, what the fuck? Is this love or am I just being grateful, I deserve more, better than this I should just kick him to the curb and find someone deserving, who thinks I'm enough, yeah that's what I'll do finish with him at the lake, be strong Miss Jones make your Mama proud she looked down to see her fingers behaving nervously and stopped them
They got to the library, Mercy jumped out his car angry walking over to get her car in the almost empty car park, Sam watched her walking, he was worried, she'd been thinking, quiet and angry that mix was never good. Travelling the short distance to her car she jumped when she found Quinn sitting on the floor by the driver side
"What are you doing here?" she asked, Sam could see she'd spoken to someone he quickly left his car and ran across to find out what was going on
"Who's there Mercy?"
"Quinn" she replied
"You okay or do you need me?" he asked
"You can stay babe I always need you" she said smiling at him for the first time this evening before looking back at Quinn on the floor "Don't answer that I know why you're here, and I don't want to fucking hear it" she said divatude on fire
"No I didn't think you'd want to, which is why I sat here and I know you can beat my ass and move me if you want, but I'm going to say what I'm saying anyway" Quinn said looking at Sam before looking back at Mercy again "Does he have to be here?"
"Don't" Mercy said raising a single finger
"Well I've been sitting here thinking how to fix this and I figure when it comes to Sam with you there's nothing to fix he wins every time, because since you got with him he's number one, no warning just him forget me, Kurt, Tina it's just fucking Sam" she said looking at him again "there's nothing special about him he's every glee girls throwback, why would you want to settle for sloppy sixths yeah he's a good kisser, fuck, whatever, but he's not all that and he's definitely not husband material why does he come before me?" she asked with tears in her eyes looking at Mercy.
"You know you can't choose who you love Quinn, it's not rocket science" Mercy replied rolling her eyes as Quinn's stupid argument
"But you don't know if you love him you've never known anything else" Quinn said
"Quinn" Mercy said sitting down beside her "I know you know what love is because I know you still love Puck and I know if he'd give you the chance you'd bulldoze over Lauren to get to him, you wouldn't give a shit and that's how much you love him we don't think with our heads when our hearts are involved girl it's just how we roll" she said looking at her
"I would if he just wanted me you know Mercy" she said crying into her hands
"I know girl and that's exactly it for me with Sam, he's my heart I need him to breathe remember our conversations when you lived with me, the ideal man talk and if Sam isn't my dream then I'd understand you questioning that but you know he is; that's why you jumped on him as soon as he arrived, I've never grudged you for that even though I didn't understand why you did it" she said as Quinn looked up and faintly smiled with her about that
"I knew he was girl I couldn't believe the guy you described in your prayer just walked in the door the following week"
"And with you knowing all that about me, knowing that I stood back and waited for him to want me just in case I was wrong, for you to do this to me, to us is unforgivable, I'm not saying ever, your my sister but Quinn we can't be friends now and yes I choose Sam and I will always choose Sam we love each other, and I mean really love each other" Mercy said looking in her eyes
"In that case I'm sorry and I'll wait until you're ready to forgive me, if ever" she said getting up to look at Sam "I'm sorry" she told to him before walking off leaving them looking at each other
"You okay Babe?" he asked as Mercy walked towards him obviously needing his arms around her
"I need a hug" she said falling into his arms for exactly that, they stood there for a while before she got into her car and they drove to the lake
"How was work?" he asked once they got there and settled into their spot
"Dropped a new song and started another one"
"Just like that? I thought you said you were going to be demoing all day and the band was only there for like three hours or something"
"Yeah but it was how I was feeling and I just done it second time round it reminded me of you last night"
"Oh yeah I got to hear that are they releasing it soon?" he asked
"Yeah but I can give you a sneak peek quietly like" Mercy said bringing her phone out and putting one of the earphones in his ear and the other in hers "Be honest" she said pressing play and singing a bit of 'Real One' by Chante Moore to him as he sat smiling taking in her new song
"Wow and you were thinking about me, about us, about our next level sex yeah I'm thinking that now babe but you're a screamer and we can't have that out here" he said looking around spotting a few couples around the place "It's a hit by the way" he told her with a big smile on his face
"Thanks babe" she said cuddling into him before laying flat on her back, looking up the stars "We could go to a darker place"
"I'm past tempted babe, but it's not being seen that's the problem it's being heard" he said laughing at her before jumping up to pull her up with him "That was a really cool way you dealt with what's her face, I meant to tell you I love you like that too I just didn't want to spoil the moment" he said pulling her in for a lip tingling kiss "And there's been a song on my mind for you all day too, you know I'm going to play it to you don't you?" he asked letting her go and placing his earphone in her ear "here goes" he said as he pressed play and "Surefire' by John Legend started playing he grabbed her and started rocking with her while he sang bits of the song to her, she joined in in parts and they ended kissing
"That kiss, before yesterday I'd have said better than sex" she pulled away saying "But today I'll opt for a sexy attempt at getting me wet" she said, before they both laughed
"Keep me laughing Mercy I love that about you" he said through his laugh "Come on let's get you home" he said as they stepped off towards the cars
"Hold up Sam, I need truth time" she told him, holding his arm to stop him from going any further
"What's up" he said his face turning to sad, he knew she'd been thinking on something
"I was thinking in the car, as you know, and I'd talked myself into finishing with you here" she said looking down at her hands nervously "But then I spoke to Quinn and until I had that conversation I really didn't understand, or should I say remember, why I have to forgive you and forget about the Quinn thing you're my gift from God Sam, and no god fearing person throws a gift, especially a gift from God, back" she said, looking at him again "And in my moment I convinced myself that I accepted your behaviour because I was grateful that you like me but, I stand corrected by the man himself" she looked into his eyes before carrying on to say "Sam Evans it's you who should be grateful that I have been blessed with the grace of God and forgiveness is in my DNA, but I only have one more cheek and then it's over. So consider this to be the turning of that other cheek so to speak" she said smiling "I love you Sam I really do but I promise, note again I'm using my word" she said pointing her finger in his face "I won't be a damn fool about it"
"I know this is difficult for you Mercy and I am more than grateful for this second chance, I have no intention of hurting your heart, or mine for that matter, like this ever again, I hear and understand your promise" Sam said flashing his puppy eyes at her "And I promise that if I do, hurt you like this again I mean, I'll walk away myself, because I'll know I'm not worthy" he grabbed her hands saying
"So that all said, can we go there" she asked, playfully flashing her fuck me now eyes at him
"Okay you win" he said pulling her in for a long hug "But your still too loud for outside" he told her pulling her to get in her car
"If Mom and Dad are asleep we could go down to the den for a bit" she suggested expectantly
"Mercy when I say screamer I mean full on screamer we need an empty house or our own house"
"Okay 8 in the morning then, when they've gone to work, come round and we can get our mac on"
"Okay" he smiled getting in his car to follow her home