Without Happiness
Why does everyone hate me?
I just want to be loved. Yet no one loved me.
Mum loved me.
But she's dead.
Everyone ignores me.
No one wants me.
I'm a disgrace.
I'm weak.
No one notices me.
No one would care if I died.
I probably should die.
Then I wouldn't be a burden to my team.
I wouldn't have to watch everyone.
I could be with my mum again.
Maybe I could find happiness.
If someone noticed me.
Maybe I would feel loved
Maybe I would find happiness
Maybe.
What would happen if I was loved?
What would happen if Naruto noticed me?
Would I feel better?
Would I find happiness?
Why won't someone notice me?
No one ever will.
Ill just be me.
The disgrace.
Weak
No one wants to be friends with me.
I should just die.
Yes I should.
Then everybody would be happy.
They wouldn't have to look out for me.
Yes.
I should just die.
Yes.
I'll die.
Looking across the room my pair of scissors caught my eye.
Walking slowly across the room.
Picking up the scissors.
Feeling the cold metal touch my skin.
Dragging them all the way down my arm.
Seeing the blood slowly leak out my arm.
Feeling the cold blood run down the arm and drip onto the floor.
Soon a puddle of blood had formed.
Starting to feel dizzy I sat down.
Blood started pooling around me.
'Knock, Knock.' I called through the door.
I was standing in front of Hinata's home.
With flowers in my hand.
The last few weeks she seemed so... so...
So pretty
So kind
So loving
I felt bad for having a thick head
Not noticing her
Till Sakura told me Hinata loved me not her
A few weeks back
Today I had worked up the courage to ask her out
Shell have to say yes right
She loves me
I think
I heard the door creak open
'Hello Uzimaki-san'
'Hello Neji-san. May I please see Hinata?'
He frowned at the request but pointed me towards her room.
I put my hand on her handle.
Turning the handle I pushed open the door.
I saw some red on her carpet right if front of me.
'Hinata. Hinata.'
I stood frozen in the door frame.
To afraid to enter.
I took a shaky into her room.
I looked around the desk
I saw a lifeless form
Hinata's lifeless form in a pool of blood
Crap
No, no, no. This cant be happening.
'Hina…' I tried calling.
My voice broke.
I started sobbing
I bent down and checked for a pulse.
I found none.
I saw scissors in her had
A giant gash down her arm
Blood still seeping out of it.
I picked up her lifeless form to find a note below her.
Why didn't anyone love me?
I was too late
I fell to the floor.
Running my hands through her blood
She was gone
Forever