Demons can't love someone. Demons hasn't got a feelings. Demons are dispassionate. They're just using and killing people. They don't care about anything or anyone. They don't regret anything. They just exsits hundrered years without any relationships. Cause feelings are not worth anything, right?
That's what I was thinking. That's exactly what I was thinking for a long time. Since something happened. Since I met him.
I'm Blaine Anderson. Well, not exactly. I'm IN Blaine Anderson. I knew that this kid is gay. I knew it, because I can read minds, right? But I didn't knew that he can give me his habits or his manner or his... sexuality. It's just impossible.
I have over a hundred years. I was in so many different persons. Some of them was also gay or bi-curious... But they weren't that strong as this kid.
Blaine is strong. He's trying to fight me all the time. And well he almost did it when I... when we met this other boy. Let me tell you about it.
As always at this time we were running down the stairs for a little Warblers "public" rehearsal. Nothing new, just another really boring day. That was one of the days when I was thinking: why I chose him? He's just a really not interesting school boy. I can't even kill anyone. But I knew the answer. I needed rest and it was fun to helping Blaine became a school famous. I made him go to Warblers auditions. He didn't even knew that he can sing. Funny, isn't it? And there we go, everyone loves him... I mean us... and we get every freakin' solo.
We heard a voice. Really adorable, high-pitched voice. I've heard it before...
"Excuse me. Can I ask you a question?" We've turned around and we saw him.
Cute, porcelain boys was looking down at us with sympathy in his eyes. I knew that I've seen those eyes before. He was so similar to someone... But who?
And then I knew who's that. I didn't know his name, but I knew his last name. Hummel. Little Hummel. I saw him when he was six last time. How could I forget? I've killed his mother. Elizabeth... She was a lovely person, but she wasn't that strong as Blaine is. She passed out after a few days when I possessed her.
"I'm new here"
"My name is Blaine" Those words scared me. I haven't said that.
And that was the moment when I realize that Blaine still can be himself. That I'm not that strong.
"Kurt" I felt how Blaine's heart melts. I couldn't fight it.