You have not died in vain
but I should have taken all your pain.
I shouldn't have let you die for me
who ever knew that all of you were the key
to making me regret my whole life story
I regret ever letting you die
and any time I ever told any of you a lie
I regret not being who you always thought I was
for not being as strong as you thought I was
and now I miss you all dearly
as I nearly
once again lose a fight
but if I were to lose again what would it matter now?
even if I were to win against everyone
would it make anything alright?
would it bring you all back to life?
I should never have let you die
should never have watched all your lives fly
away right before my very eyes
I could have accepted my fate but why couldn't you
the four of my only friend
the ones who looked up to me
all gone and it's all my fault
because they wanted to be the ones to protect me