My heart is broken, to millions of pieces.
I pray to GOD, that I won't lose you, but I didn't
Want my heart to be broken.
I will never again listen to my HEART.
Listening to it just leads me to more PAIN
And SORROWin my life and I have too much of that already in my life.
My heart is now full of loneliness, darkness and sorrow.
Why was I born in this world where I give
LOVE but don't get it back.
So from this point on, I'm closing my HEART
And I will never again love someone as I did to my first real crush.
This world wasn't made for ME.
There is no place in this universe that was made
For me, so why try to change this world?
I really don't know why I try it in the first place.
So I'm giving up on this world and hoping that
DEATH will come soon and take me away
From this world and to a world
That is the same thing as my heart now,
A place that's filled of DARKNESS, SORROW, PAINand LONELINESS.