Hey this is my first story for Chicago Fire and english it's not my first language, so be nice with me cause I know i have mistakes, and if you want you can help me with this but if I see this don't have reviews i'm going to delate it. Thanks for read it
Disclaimer: i do not own Chicago Fire.
Summary: What would happen if Shay was pregnant? What woud happen with the Renne 2 and Kelly? Frindship and love will be be tasted /Warning: This is a Shaveride story but there is going to be a Dawsey too. Season 2 A/U
Nothing is the same. Chapter 1
'No, no this can't be happening' thought Shay 'Maybe it's a bad dream, yes yes it's to be a nightmare, I just have to wake up and everything it's going to be the same'
Now Shay was in her bedroom, crying, alone. She couldn't take it any more so she went inside leaving Kelly and Rennee in the street. Today was a hell of a day, she knew it, everyone in firehouse 51 knew it, but for her it's seems like the day it's not going to end and her worst nightmare it's happening. Just think about it for a second, yesterday she was leaving her dream, thinking about a family, a baby, her baby with her best friend, and now she was crying, alone,and non-pregnant while her best friend it's happy, with her ex-girlfriend or now girlfriend who it's pregnant with his baby. She was lost in her thougts, that she felt asleep, tired of the day, tired of her miserable life. Everything she wanted now are ashes on the ground like her heart with it's broken in thousand pieces
Shay was entering in the firehouse, looking sad, with a hugh hangover. It was her first shift after the jail call, and last night she went to a lesbian club only to drunk and forget everything, and it's worked until she woke up in a hotel room and figured out that she had to go to work.
"Shay" Dawson called her, when she saw her entering to the firehouse "I have to talk to you now and you're late"
"yeah, yeah I know" said Shay
"it's looked like someone had a hangover"
Shay didn't answer she just went to the looker room and changed into her works clothes. She knew she had to talk to Dawson it's just like she don't wanna admit that her dream it's broken and it's never gonna happen. When she finish, she went to the kitchen 'maybe with a coffee and i'm gonna be better' she though
"Gabby" she called her friend
"hey, are you better?"
"yeah, and sorry about earlier"
"oh don't worry I need to ..." Dawson was saying, but the alarm cut her off
Ambulance 61, possible heart atack , W. Taylor Street 50 ( i don't know it exits )
"fifteen minutes on shift and we have a call" Said Shay running to the ambo
"yeah I know, today it's gonna be, one of those days" Dawson said climbing the ambo
"So, what were you talking about?"
"oh, mmm, Casey, but I think we should talk about this later, now focus on job, and do you care about explain your hangover"
"you do not want to hear that"
"yes I want"
"No, you want"
"come on girl, say it"
"later, we're here" said Shay stopping the ambulance
"come on, Shay tell me" dawson said walking in the common room
"No"
"What happened?" ask Mouch sitting in the couch seeing a hockey match
"Nothing, it's just Dawson mind" answer Shay
"of course, and your bitchy mode it's nothing now? ask Dawson
"I'm not in bitchy mode" exclaim Shay, and Dawson looked after her raising an eyebrow "Ok, maybe i'm a little" Shay admited "wanna cook with me?" Shay asked to Dawson
"alright, so now i'll tell you what happen if you tell me later, deal?" Dawson asked
"Have I another choise?"
"Nop"
"So, I need you help Shay with Casey, the other night I went to his place and it's was all a mess, he was a mess, and i don't know how to help him"
"Maybe he needs a vacation, to clean up his mind, and put everything together, we all need to rest after all, but i can assegure that what he needs it's a friend, he needs somebody, we all need it after this hell of a year"
"you're right, the other day a talked to him about what happens and I said that i'll be by his side, but I think that some time alone would help too, i'm going to talk to him after lunch. Thanks Shay"
"you're welcome"
"Now let me guess, what did Kelly do now?"
"Nothing, it's just me and my period"
"oh, Shay something has happen. You are not talking to him so I know something is bothering you"
"ok, maybe something happens, but it's not his fault it's that ..."
"Hey put one more dish, we have a guest" Said Mills a little pale
"Who is?" asked Dawson while Shay was grabbing one glass, and heard that voice, produccing that everyone in the firehouse were specheless, and Shay hitting Dawson for the shock, and droping the glass to the ground breaking it in a thousand pieces, like was her heart .
"Shay" Dawson murmured and in her mind Leslie's behavior start to fit a little "are you ok?" asked to her friend helping with her cut in the hand, "let's clean the cut". Said leaving the room with a sad Shay
Everyone starts to talk about what happened, Renne 2 walking in, Shays incident, but that was fast forgeted when the saw Rennes' belly
"Hey, congratulation" said Casey. He was the first to break the silent, and after that everyone else starts to cheer " I'm gonna see if the girls need something"
Meanwhile the paramedics were in the bathroom, the blonde was crying while the brunnette was cleaning the small cut
"...and I was there, seeing that small perfect huge picture, feeling that my world was falling to the ground, I couldn't stand there anymore so I just went inside and locked my self in my bedroom, and cry the whole night, and when I woke up, I just went to the clubs all day all night" said Shay finishing to tell the story of that night
"You could just call me, you know?"
"but I wasn't thinking, I mean see me, i'm still don't thinking what i'm doing i'm a crap today...It's just hurt you know, I was planning to have a baby with mi best friend, and i'm not pregnant, and then come back her ex pregnant, it's feels like that i'm not losing my dream of a baby only, it's feels like i'm losing my best friend too, cause he's going to move out and start the perfect family, and I'm here all alone, destiny to have bad relationships since I was young"
"hey I don't wanna inteference, but i overheard the conversation, and you're not alone Shay, we're a family, all of us have your back, out there, in the kitchen noone was happy, they were all shocked knowing the meaning of this for you, even the chif didn't know what to say, we all only congrats her only to be polite" said Casey entering to the bathroom and giving a huge to the both paramedics
"Thanks Casey that's means a lot for me, and more knowing that you're not in your best moment too, i'm glad for being part of 51" said Shay still crying when the alarm sounds
Truck 81, Squad 3, Ambulance 61 - multiple car accident - E. Randolph Street and N. Michigan Ave.
Thank you for reading this. I don't know where the story will be, but I have some ideas like Shay recives a call saying that there was a mess up with the pregnetcy papers or happen like the proggramme "I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant". So let me know how was this chapter, and I will see if a delate it or continue this fic. Thanks again. (don't blame me for all the mistakes I have, remember I speak spanish and I'm a 15 years old girl) Best wishes.