Betwixt My Hope And Miracles

Betwixt My Hopes And Miracles
Fate Hedgehog

Sat Hikari affixed to her D-Terminal screen
Typing program open as was her heart which did scream. . .

A seraph. A bearer of Light.
Pure. Sweet. Innocent. . .Contrite.
Only Ethereals knowest what right
And, thus, how I truly am.

All is broken between two
An unrequited problem exists anew
Between the person of who
I am and I act - a sham.

A heart, Sora, I say to harbor; yet,
It is that which I trifle with set
Within two other's bosoms. Bet
As to how I shall be ultimately judged!

Hope is a Virtue I never lost
And I don't breath what the cost
Would be if I should that heart toss
For the Latter. I'm fudged.

A Miracle it must be that I should have
A Courage and Friendship contesting other-half.
To break him as easily would be bad
Because of my most flirtatious position.

Is denouncing a Virtue like denouncing a friend?
For, if what I decline is love, then Miyako instead?
But how does one renounce a leader? Depend?
Mutiny. But is it judgement or supposition?

To drop this charade now will be degrading.
More than this throbbing would become desecrating
And to pass onto he whom I have tried sedating. . .
Oh, Our heart's pain. . .unbearable!

Emotional collapse began by philandering farce
And now all our hearts it consumes en masse!
Can he not see? Is his conception really so sparse?
Or is it my Hope for a Miracle?

Author Note: Tad-dah! My return to Fanfiction.net! Show of hands - who actually missed me? *cricket chirps off somewhere* Hey, I thought I got that little sucker last time I was here. . .oh well. More for me to eat. Here, cricket, cricket, cricket. Nice Jimminy. . .

Well, although I'm back, I'm not here as a rotund author. I'm gon'na stick to mainly poetry, very short stories (none of my Epics in and of themselves), and - if I can find the sparest of time - MSTings and songfics.

[Legal Mumbo-Jumbo: I do not own Digimon; Digimon © Bandai, Toei, and FoxKids (Fox 5 Networks). I do not own the names of characters embedded within this story that are products of the previous; I do own the personas as they probably have been altered from those of the cardinal personas of the characters named. Reading this copyright - either verbally or mentally - waives whatever right you may've had to flame me about the subject matter.]