Without

I can see you

Watching him.

Why do you not look at me like that?

I would give

So much

For you to look at me

Like you do to him.

When you laugh,

When he laughs

It hurts

To know

That you never laugh with me.

You only laugh at me

Sadly

Because you know

That I am sad

And do not laugh.

But you do not know why.

You think

That you know why.

But you do not.

I would still laugh with you

If he was not here.

When we are together

I can feel

Happy.

When I think of you

I am happy.

But then I think of him.

How I loathed him.

How I loathe him still.

When you touch

Each other

It hurts to see

The fire between you

Is hotter than

My fire.

And I am not with you.

I am without you.

Because you are with

Him.


This is just a random train of thought that I thought sounded interesting. Inspired by Eyes - by Anawey.