A/N: Characters Do NOT belong to me.
1 Text received from Allison Cameron:
Love you x
You're not allowed to say that, you can't say that and mean it. You're with Chase! You love him, not me. Even if you did love me, YOU'RE STILL WITH CHASE! He may think he's being funny when he says we should sleep together, but does he know we've been doing it for months now? Dancing around these feelings, having secret dates? Does he honestly believe you when you tell him you're at work?
What am I to you? The bit on the side? The best friend with benefits? The dirty little secret? Because I'm confused, I don't know what to do, who I am. Just a messed up girl with nothing to lose, but everything to gain? I don't think so, because right now I'm not gaining. I'm breaking, the tears that threaten to engulf me when I see you with him, they're too much. But I can't stop. So I'll keep spiralling, stay on the self destructive path I'm on. Maybe you'll notice. Maybe you won't.