I know at this point in my life that I have hit rock bottom yet again.
The thing is that maybe this is a bit good for me.
The thing is that you can only evolve more as a person if you breakdown and reconfigure your self.
I know that I am not making you happy right now.
Well at the same time I am not living to please anybody now or ever.
You can hate me, you can love me so what.
You're not the one that truly loves me.
I know and finally accept that my marriage is finally over.
The thing that sucks is that she took a piece of me that could never be replaced.
I loved her and apparently she didn't feel the same.
I left her at the alter, and now she left me after I helped out a dear friend.
That bitch could rot for all I care. People are trying to find me and save me.
Well they can stop trying to help me.
I am no longer a little boy, I am a man.
Now this man knows how to protect himself even when the tables are turned against me.
I am in a million of pieces due to being off of my meds.
I know that I've done many stupid things in my life.
Well this is actually the stupidest thing that I actually have done in my life.
Everyone in Port Charles please just do one thing for me.
Leave me alone and just let me heal slowly.
This is the hardest point in my life right now. Also I know that I could bounce back soon you will have to wait; the thing is you will all have to wait.