Its been years since i have seen him and here he is just standing there. So close i could touch him, I just need to go over to him and ask him why?
What did i ever do to have him leave me?
What did i do so wrong to have him just abandon our kids?
Was i not good enough for him? What?
I was thinking so much to myself that i hadn't realized that Edward had noticed me and here he was just looking at me shocked to see me there...
I turned to leave when i ran right in to our ( i mean) my little girl i though she was with Jake, i can't have Edward see her i just can't... I took Carlie and picked her up and started to walk faster to find Jake and Anthony so we could get out of here...fast
"Bella" i heard him call my name a couple times i just kept walking. i went down the asle when finally I saw Anthony he hadn't seen me yet but Carlie just gets so excited to see her brother she wanted down and ran to him. Anthony saw me and ran and said mommy mommy can wee pwease get dhis i be good...before i could say yes Edward was right behind me, "Bella didn't you hear me calling you" He asked. " NO" Edward i didn't all i kept thinking was don't look in his eyes don't look up, then i felt someone's arms around me and kiss my neck ever so soft that made me loss my train of thought...
I turned around to see my sun, my everything." Jake" I said with a smile kissed his lips " i have been looking for you, look who i ran in too" He looked over my shoulder and pulled me behind him. I picked up Anthony and put him in the back part of the twins stroller and then picked up Carlie and put her in the front part of the stroller.
I looked at Jake with a smile, Honey why don't you go put the kids in the car, ill get this stuff and meet you out side, "like hell i am leaving you here with this prick Bella" Jake says holding him behind him still i whisper in his ear " baby i would rather Edward not put too and too together about the kids ok so please take them and go" i kissed his check and he left. Not with out telling Edward that he better stay away from his family.
"JAKE" I yelled just go please... i kissed my angels and said "mommy will be right there ok"
I watched as my kids left with Jake, I could feel Edwards eyes on my face. "I think we should talk" I asked him "Don't you?"
Edward looked at me again with a smile this time. "Bella" he says with a whisper. "Bella please look at me" he asked again.
I looked up, i had a little smile on my face all i could do was look at him. It brought back so much our love, our first time we kissed, the first time we shared our intimate moment, then when he left me, having our kids on my own.
Jumped out of thought when i felt his hand on my shoulder, "Edward don't ever tough me ever" I yelled...
"Bella i am so sorry if there was anything anything in the world i could do to make it up to you i would, I never meant to hurt you" he sighed apologetically.
Its really late for apologies don't you think Edward. A lot has changed me and Jake are trying to work on our relationship and its going great, we-we well we are planning on getting married i said.
I looked up at Edward and all i saw was his eyes look so sad and i could tell he wanted to apologies again, "Edward don't i know, i get it your sorry you left me ok, i am fine now i can move on and you should do the same." I explained.
He just looked at me and didn't say anything...I was getting really nervous cause he didn't move he was like stone.
"Edward please say something" I pleaded
"Bella do you know how happy i am to see you to know that you are happy" He asked
"Do you know how many times i was so close to heading back here to you, Or how many times i begged Alice to see if you were ok"
Edward i am fine.
I waited and waited for you to come back, are you kidding me i like died inside, I went through hell when you weren't there I lost everything... I lost you and Alice.
Then i lost all my other friends.
I didn't eat...
I couldn't sleep...
I never talked...
I had the worst nightmares and they all can true...
The only thing that kept me from going insane was Jake... Then when i found out i wa-
I stopped mid sentence and looked and him and said never mind Edward.. I am fine you look fine its time to move on with your life i have.
"I see" was all he said.
He looked like he was about to leave when he turned around and looked at me.
"Bella you still love me i know that you have to...you have a peace of me there" pointing to my heart.
"Edward please stop please" I asked with pleaded eyes.
"Bella can i ask you something then?"
What? I couldn't stop my self from looking into is eyes that looked like a mirror to mine.
Who are those kids i am pretty sure one of them called you mommy if not both? He asked with a lot of sadness in his voice and eyes.
"Edward" I whispered I-I-I can't do this now ok please I just don't know what to say to you.
"Just tell me did you and that dog have kids" He asks rudely.
"NO" they are not Jake's but he sure has been there for them. I shouted which made some people look over. I just smiled and brought my voice down. Edward I got to get back to the car there waiting are we done here.
As i went to walk away with out even waiting to hear his answer...
He grabs my arm "Bella wait"...please tells me are they yours? How old are they? When did you have them? Tell me please. He pleaded.
"yes there are mine Edward" was all i could say...
He looked sad and i knew that he wad going to ask so i just answered before he could..
"NO they are not Jake's" i said.
"EDWARD" I whispered
They are twins, born on August 13...two years ago..
"What are there names" he asked
i don't know what came over me but i told him...
Well my daughter she is older two minutes i said with a smile her name is Carlie Rose-Mary, my son his name is Anthony Mason.
All i heard was him gasp...
"Bella" he whispered now.
What Edward...what?
He looked like his eyes would have tears in them if he could cry...
"Are they mine" Was all he said and i broke down and started to cry...
"Yes"...
Was all i could get out and ran out the store into the car and Jake and the kids, I drove off...