I should keep it going! Anyway, I really think this one will be CLOSE to good!
Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Titans
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JealousySomething about her just wasn't right.
It wasn't the way she talked or walked.
I just couldn't pin point it. I had this pit feeling in my stomach that was forbidden to feel in my country.
What did they call that here on earth?
Oh that's right. Jealousy.
Its not that I hated her, or that I wish she would trip and hit her head very, very hard on cement ground..
It was just jealousy. I hated envying her. But there was something to envy.
Not her hair.
Not her perfect figure.
But how she smiles and melts Robin's sorry little heart.
He must love her, I had thought.
That's exactly why I ran away. And I'm not going back.
FLASH BACK It started out as an ordinary evening, but how it ended was out of the ordinary.The day had been uneventful, No crimes, No missions, Nothing. So it had ended up being a movie day for all of us, Except Raven of course.
The movie was unpleasant and dark, It started off with horrifying music while a young teenage girl was about to open a door to her closet, Then suddenly something falls on her bring her down, But that is all I know of the movie, Because from that point I hid behind Robin's cape.
Then in the middle of the movie, the doorbell rang.
I was obviously the first one to sprint up.
I opened the door and there she was.
Her name turned out to be Barbara, or how Robin called her, Babs.
The minute I opened the door Robin was in shock and then smiled his heart-melting smile.
Supposedly, they both had that quality.
Endlessly Robin and Babs talked about pervious missions together. They had so much things to talk about so much 'chemistry'.
I had gotten very frustrated, but I was not going to show it.
So I just let it bottle up inside me, but soon, I knew, it had to explode.
I thought I could just hold it in until the conversation was over.
But I couldn't. That "Babs" girl kissed Robin on the cheek.
By then I was out the corridor and packing my things.
I had left a note for Robin, I had reread it over and over, and Just to make sure it seemed perfect.
Dear Robin,
I have decided to resign from my duties here.
I will miss youl, but "Babs" will surely take my spot.
I do not hate you at all, I love you, and that is what I am afraid of.
You do not love me as I love you. You love Barbara.
I understand completely and I respect your love for her, My heart is just broken.
That is why I need some time to myself, to actually find someone who loves me, as you never did.
Love, Starfire.
I placed it on his bed and left out of my window, Not intending to come back.
