Crawling Back to you
BY: Hannah

One-Shot

Jason's POV

I cant believe this. I shouldnt feel this way. Not now. It's been nearly a year since Sonny made me choose. Why did I choose him.? He sent her away to college in California. I havent felt this lonely ever...in my entire life. I need her. I need to see her smile. And to hear her laugh. Why am I so stupid? I told myself and her that this was for the best. But I lied. It still hurts to see pictures of her or to hear her name. I cant do this anymore. I have to find her.

Everybody knows that I was such a fool
to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart,
I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am

I told Sonny I'm leaving. I didnt tell him where I was going. I just told him I needed to get away for a while. So here I am on a plane to California. Praying for a second chance. Not that I deserve one. I broke her heart. I know. I broke mine too.

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
and now I'm crawling back to you

I'm standing outside her door. I cant leave. I have to do this. I need to. I cant believe she's right there. On the on the other side of that door. This is it. No turning back now.

I know you're in there
and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do,
just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself,
now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad,
I can't blame you for being mad
But baby here I am

I knock. No one is answering. I try again. Please let her be there. "Just a second!" I hear her yell from inside. This is really happening. She's coming to the door, I hear her foot-steps.

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
and now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
and now I'm crawling back to you

The door flies open. She has a wide smile on her face. Then she looks at me. Her face falls. I cant read her. Is she angry? Sad? I dont know.

If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man

She's standing in the doorway. Staring at me. As if to ask me how I had the nerve to show up after everything I put her through. I finally find my voice.

I say to her " Baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth,
now I'm crawling back to you"

She looks at me once again. But this time she has tears in her eyes. Her face holds something? It looks like regret. Suddenly I hear a noise from inside. "Baby, who is it?" It was a man's voice. She looks down to the floor. "No one." She replies quietly. My hearts shatters once again. This is really happening. I back up slightly. She wont look me in the eyes, " I'm sorry." I say as a walk away quickly. Why did I wait so long? She's already moved on. Guess it's time I did to. But I know I cant I will never love anyone the way I love her.

Banging on your front door (darling)
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth,
now I'm crawling back to you,
yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to youi

Crawling Back to you By: The Backstreet Boys