I know it isn't him it will never be him. But I also know that I am not meant for him. He is what the one I love was created from. Sometimes though, I wish that it never happened. He always looks sad when he looks at me, much like another boy I love and care for deeply. He always does everything for me when I do nothing for him just avoid him. I always wonder if he hates me or is just worried about me. Every night I cry and lock myself in my room. He doesn't know that I cry at night but he's probably already guessed that. The oldest of our group always stares at me and hasn't talked to me lately; actually, he hasn't ever since I left on a dangerous mission.
A knock sounded on my door making me lift my head from the pillow and wipe away the newest pool of tears.
"Who?" I asked, looking out the window. It was dark and you couldn't see anything. No one replied and I was too scared to open the door. I didn't know which of the three guys it was. I didn't want to see the one who I keep avoiding; I don't know what I would tell him. There was an awkward silence then I heard a huge thud making me jump. I got off the bed and grabbed the doorknob. I didn't care I was in my nightgown, something felt wrong. I turned the doorknob quickly and slammed the door open and looked down. I gasped and looked at the boy who I was avoiding. He was covered in blood with a feather in his hand. I bent down and shook his shoulder and his eyes slowly opened.
"S…Syaoran-kun…" I whispered it was the one I loved. He had one blue eye one brown.
"Sakura-Chan?" I heard the other boy I care for call out. He couldn't see Syaoran, not this Syaoran at least. Then again, it was Syaoran that caused him so much pained. "Sakura-Chan?" He repeated and I heard his light footsteps. Sweat trickled down my face while I was thinking of what to do. I had to do something, otherwise who knows what would happen to Syaoran.
"Syaoran-kun?" I said in his ear hoping he would be able to stand up. The Syaoran looked up and grabbed his blade beside him and stood up. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me against his chest.
"Sakura-Chan!" The boy exclaimed, running into the room. His blue eye was wide then it shifted to anger. His blonde hair was down and I guessed he slept with it down.
"Fai-san…Don't…" I told him. Fai glared at Syaoran with a hard stare before outstretching his arm and opening his hand.
"Let her go" Fai said calmly, his eye staring right into Syaoran's eyes. Tears streamed down my face, I didn't want this. I never wanted this this was my entire fault. I tried to push Syaoran away but his grip was too strong. He held my hand tightly making his knuckles white. My fragile hand was starting to hurt but I didn't show it. Syaoran threw me onto the floor and turned towards Fai, facing his blade towards Fai's heart.
"Your eye…Give it to me" Syaoran said, his blue eye that he stole from Fai flashing. Fai covered his remaining right eye with his fist before changing his position from relaxing to ready to fight.
"Syaoran-kun!" I yelled at him and he turned and threw the feather he was still clutching. It began to glow and entered my body. "No" I said, trying to resist the need for sleep. Syaoran didn't turn just lunged towards Fai who dodged. Fai turned to face Syaoran just as Syaoran unexpectedly threw his sword at Fai. "NO!" I yelled just as my eyes closed and drifted to a sleep, I didn't see what happened to Fai next.