Hey guys, here's a little something to hold you over until I get another chapter up for In The Still Of The Night, let me know if you think this should be a two shot. Also, let me know if you like my one shot stuff cuz I have tons more ideas.
No matter what he did, Will Schuester could not get Emma Pillsbury out of his mind. His heart ached with a stabbing pain every time he thought of her, every time he passed her in the hallway, and it was painful most of all when he saw her with that dentist guy. Carl. The thought of her someone else's arms made Will die inside. The lucky bastard, Carl had the only thing that Will had ever loved and wanted most in his entire life, He had Emma.
Dark thick clouds cascaded the late afternoon sky as Will was making his way out of the building to go home to an empty apartment, to spend yet another night all alone. He quickly made his across the parking lot to his car as rain started to fall slowly and softly.
He opened his door and got in, throwing his head to the steering wheel. He sighed heavily as anger and sadness welled inside of him, the first few weeks of school had absolute hell for him. He inserted a Cd into the stereo, there was only one singer who understood the feelings of pain and heartache just as well as he did. He sat back and closed his eyes as Patsy's smooth voice came over the speakers.
I fall to pieces,
Each time I see you again.
I fall to pieces.
How can I be just your friend?
He thought back to a few weeks ago, it was the first time in almost two months that he had seen Emma. He sat next to her at a table in faculty lounge during lunch, and she didn't acknowledge him at all. Instead, she just pretended that nothing ever happened and acted as if he didn't exist. This made Will's heart sink, he was willing take whatever Emma would give if him, even if it was just her friendship, but the fact that she wasn't willing to give him anything was just unbearable. Needless to say, Will spent the rest of lunch in his office crying his eyes out.
The rain fell harder, causing it to overshadow the music as it hit the windows. Without opening his eyes, Will turned up the volume just loud enough to drown out the sound of rainfall.
You want me to act like we've never kissed.
You want me to forget, pretend we've never met.
And I've tried and I've tried, but I haven't yet.
You walk by and I fall to pieces.
As the days past, things only grew worse. Since his attempt at lunch a couple of days before, Emma was now avoiding him 24/7. Sue noticed all of this, and picked on him about it every waking chance she got.
"Looks like Erma has finally found someone that is as mentally ill as she she is" Sue said with a smirk.
Will just walked away without a word, too numb from emotions of sadness and loss to even care.
These days, the only decent thing in his life was glee, and even then there were days where that could be difficult for him. It was just a few days ago during glee practice that he finally snapped.
I fall to pieces,
Each time someone speaks your name.
I fall to pieces.
Time only adds to the flame.
He walked in the choir room thinking that glee might help lift his mood a little that day, oh boy was he dead wrong. He was sorting out sheet music when he over heard a conversation the kids were having.
"Did anyone see the guy that Miss Pilllsbury was with after school yesterday?" Kurt asked.
Will just sighed and rolled his eyes, trying to tune out the rest of their conversation.
"Yeah, and he's pretty good looking" Quinn answered.
Okay, now his blood was starting to boil, he didn't know how much more of this he could take.
"Wait Miss Pillsbury met someone?" Rachel asked looking at them confused.
Now Will had enough, he walked out of the room slamming the door behind him. He didn't know how much longer he could take this pain, it was eating him alive.
Will opened his eyes to try and stop the painful heart wrenching flashbacks and regain his composure. Yet, he had no such luck, he to took a deep breath and sobbed mumbling along with Patsy as the song continued.
You tell me to find someone else to love, You walk by and I fall to pieces.
Someone who'll love me too, the way you used to do.
But each time I go out with some one new,
You walk by and I fall to pieces.
Will wiped his eyes as the music faded, the rain was starting to let up as he looked out the window. While looking out the window into the outside world, he saw Emma. She just looked at him, no emotion filling her face at all. Will's face however was pleading, pleading for forgiveness and love. Emma just looked at him, and walked away.
Little did Will know, she was falling to pieces.