I can't believe this is happening.

It can't be true. They wouldn't do this to me …would they..It can't be true …they are the most important to me..

Moko-san wouldn't do that…she has Yashiro-chan…yea that can't true

Tsuruga-kun isn't the time of person who would do this …or could he.

I couldn't bare to stare at them any longer, my face was erased by any emotions of happiness I had before I entered the apartment and looked for Tsuruga-koi….yea Tsuruga-KOI! ..Ren-koi …it happened a month ago when I found out that Kuon (corn) is Ren…no one knows how happy I was when I found out. I promised to keep it a secret and didn't push him to tell me anything of his past noticing his stress over the topic

It seems my happiness didn't last much… I came over with a homemade bento knowing how much Ren would skip his meals because of work …

He has been working with Kanae on the new movie. "Eyes open but close" (I made the title up and I will upload a story with that name). I was thrilled considering how Kanae wasn't too fond of Ren or us together though she was happy for us she is still over protective but still and I wanted them to get to be friends so we can all live happily but …it seem whatever dreams I have ,Fate wasn't too fond of it.

I opened the door making my presence known, They both broke away and looked at me as if I grew two heads. They both sat on the bed their top off panting because of their sessions.

"M-Mo it-ts not what-"

My bangs covered my eyes and I stared at the bento and glanced up at them. Ren looking down ignoring my gaze and Kanae looked at me almost guiltily…Almost…

That BITCH! I CAN'T BELIEVE I CALLED THAT T-THING MY FRIEND! NOT ANY FRIEND BUT MY BEST FRIEND!

Anger tears pooled up and I threw the bento on the floor making both of them jump. The bento opened and the perfect triangled rice balls broke to half's with the heart shaped carrot that broke to the point you couldn't tell what they were supposed to be carved as and the soup spilling on the floor.

I couldn't care less about it! I can't believe I was used again but by not only one but TWO people this time.

I crunched my noise and glared at them hatefully.

"Kyoko I am-"

I slapped her before she gets half through her sentence.

"Don't you dare! You little Bitch! I can't believe we were friends! After all this! You knew how much this meant to me! And the person who KNEW how much I was broken from the first time I was used! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO CALL ME BY MY FIRST NA-"

"KYOKO! PLEASE STOP!" Interrupted Ren and I turned to him even more furious. I CAN'T BELIEVE HIM!

"YOU! Where should I start from, I swore that you took my heart and own it like no one. I gave you my heart and what did you do? You stabbed it and threw it back and went to sleep with my best friend!? Your worse than SHO himself! "I yelled , my voice cracking and chocking.

Tears spilled through my face and both of them looked at me shocked and filled with shame. I couldn't help but put my hand up to my face sobbing.

"H-How long?" I chocked covering my mouth looking at them with puffy eyes.

Both of them looked more ashamed, guilt eating there features.

"Two months."

I stared in terror ,hurt ,betrayed ,pain as I thought of it all… two months ago..It was one week after we started dating before he started cheating. I backed away a bit shaking in disbelieve.

Ren stood up taking one step toward me, like a cautious hunter walking to its target. I shook my head and stepped back again.

"s-stay away."I muttered, sounding like a small child.

"kyoko.." he said stepping toward me again.

"STAY AWAY!" I screamed and ran out tears running down my face the apartment key of his apartment falling out of my pocket but couldn't care less any longer.

It was pouring outside as I ran out going faster and faster hoping this nightmare would end but life isn't that easy.

I ran and ran until I came across a park and slumped down on the bench and broke down to the point I lost the connection with my senses and my surrounding.

I didn't notice someone shaking me or calling my name until I couldn't feel the rain draping on me, I looked up to see…